Catching On Fire

Impro qui commence a l'endroit et fini a l'envers avec un Loop guitar 
style wypernet
tout fait maison comme d'hab

La vie(instrumental)

This is my upcoming single written memories of being young and how you feel things differently at various points of your life. 

Ah, we might think to ask
Where has the time gone
The night still wears a mask
The days are just as long
But would you indulge me
While I say it’s gone so fast
That and we could’ve been much more
If innocence were meant to last
Days of diamonds wanting you
Blink of an eyelid it all came true
Preserved in time perfumed and sweet
What’s a lifetime for a love elite?
Such an age of innocence
It’s gone and won’t return
Words written then don’t make much sense
We loved we had our turn
Love oh love

A life begun shadow of death
On the back roads they seemed the same
One day too scared to take a breath
The next actions half insane
So would you comfort me
While I cry after all these years
Drink to that gained and what was lost
If you can still raise your glass then cheers
Beauty fades the temples burn down
Their foul words still come from the ground
Last nan standing what a surprise
What it cost you see in my eyes
Such an age of innocence
It’s gone and won’t return
Words written then don’t make much sense
We loved we had our turn
Such an age of innocence
You’ve never been far from me
A love song now don’t make much sense
Maybe in eternity
Love oh love

Triangulation

Age Of Innocence

This song is a raw and intense reflection of my experience with Erin, a friend who turned out to be toxic and manipulative. The lyrics describe how she wore a mask of kindness, but beneath it, she was cruel and deceitful. She hurt me with poisonous words, played the victim, and twisted the truth. When I called out her behavior, she attacked me further and even tried to enlist a mutual friend to validate her false accusations. That friend saw the truth and also ended her friendship with Erin. This song is my way of processing the pain and betrayal I felt, and ultimately finding the strength to break free from the toxic dynamic. The music is dark, emotive, and haunting, with a focus on capturing the anger and hurt I felt. Through this song, I'm taking back control and rising above the pain, refusing to be fooled or manipulated any further.

Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. There will not be a third time. 


LYRICS: 

[Intro]
In the mirror's gaze, a reflection lies
A facade of friendship, a disguise 

[Verse 1]
I thought you were my shelter, my guiding light
But behind the mask, a monster took flight
Poisonous words, a venomous sting
You turned on me, and my heart took wing 

[Pre-Chorus]
You wore a cloak of kindness, but beneath the surface
Lurked a demon, fueled by malice and force
You played the victim, twisted the truth
But I saw through the lies, when the mask fell off, showing your uncouth 

[Chorus]
You're a shadow of betrayal, a whisper in the night
A promise broken, a heart turned cold as ice
You're a ghost of what we had, a memory that won't fade
A lesson learned, a bond that's been betrayed 

[Verse 2]
You apologized, with tears and regret
But the damage was done, the wound won't forget
You blamed it on pills, a temporary slip
But the pattern remained, a toxic grip 

[Pre-Chorus]
You wore a cloak of kindness, but beneath the surface
Lurked a demon, fueled by malice and force
You played the victim, twisted the truth
But I saw through the lies, when the mask fell off, showing your uncouth 

[Chorus]
You're a shadow of betrayal, a whisper in the night
A promise broken, a heart turned cold as ice
You're a ghost of what we had, a memory that won't fade
A lesson learned, a bond that's been betrayed 

[Bridge]
I'm done with the pain, done with the lies
I'm breaking free from the chains that bind
I'll rise up from the ashes, like a phoenix born
I'll find my strength, and I won't be torn 

[Verse 3]
You showed your true face, and it was cold
A stranger's eyes, a heart of gold turned old
You tried to manipulate, to twist and to blame
But I won't be fooled, I won't play the game 

[Chorus]
You're a shadow of betrayal, a whisper in the night
A promise broken, a heart turned cold as ice
You're a ghost of what we had, a memory that won't fade
A lesson learned, a bond that's been betrayed 

[Outro]
I'm free from the chains, I'm free from the pain
I'll find my way, I'll rise again
No more shadows, no more lies
I'll shine my light, and I'll survive.


A Lesson Learned

Auf Wiedersehen (2005) – Goodbye unfaithfulness!
Auf Wiedersehen (German: Goodbye) is a German pop rock anthem that pulls no punches. With emotionally charged vocals, this song offers an unapologetic take on betrayal and unfaithfulness. The narrator kicks their cheating partner out of both the house and their life. Sharp, direct lyrics collide with relentless energy, reminiscent of the 2000s wave of Deutschpop. It’s the kind of breakup song we need—full of rage, bitterness, and spite.

Nadine de Macedo: lyrics, composition, electric guitar, programming, arrangement, production
Eva-Stephanie Holtorp: composition, vocals, acoustic guitar, programming

You can find this song on all streaming portals:
https://too.fm/ndm-auf-wiedersehen

Where to find us:
https://soundcloud.com/nadinedemacedo
https://soundcloud.com/momente-galerie

==== LYRICS ====

Ich schreibe deinen Namen auf,
häng' ihn auf, schlag dreimal drauf
Einmal fürs Lügen, zweimal für sie
danke fürs Betrügen, ich sah sie nie

Ich dachte, wir seien unzertrennlich
unsere Liebe stets unendlich
Pack die Sachen, du kannst gehen
Ich will dich nicht mehr wiedersehen

Der Streit war unumgänglich
deine Neue selbstverständlich
Pack die Sachen, du kannst gehen
Ich will dich nicht mehr wiedersehen
Oh oh oh oh

Ich kleb' dein Foto an die Wand,
zünd' es an und lösch’s mit Sand
Tu’s für's Schweigen und für sie
die schwarzen Ecken verblassen nie

Ich dachte, wir seien unzertrennlich
unsere Liebe stets unendlich
Pack die Sachen, du kannst gehen
Ich will dich nicht mehr wiedersehen

Der Streit war unumgänglich
deine Neue selbstverständlich
Pack die Sachen, du kannst gehen
Ich will dich nicht mehr wiedersehen
Oh oh oh oh

Du tust als sei nichts gewesen
und ich seh dein Herz verwesen
Deine Liebe wird sich freuen
Den Kuss mit dir bereuen

So kann's gehen
Auf Wiedersehen
Du lässt mich stehen
Auf Wiedersehen

Unsere Liebe unzertrennlich,
die Neue selbstverständlich
Pack die Sachen, du kannst gehen
Ich will dich nicht mehr wiedersehen

Der Streit war unumgänglich
deine Neue selbstverständlich
Pack deine Sachen, du kannst gehen
Ich will dich nicht mehr wiedersehen

Oh ich will dich
Ich will dich
Ich will dich nicht mehr wiedersehen
Oh oh oh oh

Auf Wiedersehen

🎶 "It’s All About You" by Dan Boyko is a raw, emotional rock ballad that dives deep into heartbreak, regret, and the weight of losing someone who meant everything. With haunting lyrics, powerful vocals, and unforgettable melodies, this track captures the moment when love slips away—and the silence is louder than words.

A must-hear for anyone who’s loved, lost, and lived to tell the story. 💔🎤🔥


Its All About You

check out our YouTube video https://youtu.be/qRXs-NqQG78
Backwards (2025) – The Collision of Pride and Redemption A heavy head on dive into the tension between rebellion and grace, Backwards thrashes with raw conviction. The heavy riffs and haunting lyrics mirror the spiritual battlefield as pride fights to hold on, while surrender shatters the chains. When we find ourselves to be caught between resistance and renewal. Remember, redemption through Jesus doesn’t ask to be earned. It arrives, unexpectedly, as a gift, turning everything backwards.

Nadine de Macedo: composition, arrangement, piano, synthesizer, programming, production
Brinden Patrick Jorden: lead guitar
Scott Tumilty: rhythm guitars
Pekka Huovinen: drums

You can find this song on all streaming portals:
too.fm/ndm-backwards

Where to find us:
@nadinedemacedo
@mollybarnett
@scott-tumilty
@muovinen

Credits:
Nadine de Macedo: composition, arrangement, piano, synthesizer, programming, production
Molly Maurie Barnett: lyrics, vocals
Scott Tumilty: rhythm guitar
Brinden Patrick Jordan: lead guitar
Pekka Huovinen: drums

Where to find us:
https://soundcloud.com/nadinedemacedo
https://soundcloud.com/mollybarnett
https://soundcloud.com/scott-tumilty
https://soundcloud.com/muovinen

Backwards

Live Another Day

Alone - but Not Lonely

Ashes and Armour (Acoustic)

03 - Gillen Fesley - _The Price I Paid_

Songwriting has been a lifelong passion for me, dating back to elementary school when I first began crafting stories, poems, and eventually lyrics. As a former drummer in various bands, I always relied on others to bring my words to life musically. However, after a long hiatus from drumming, I decided to take the leap and learn to compose music to accompany my lyrics. Through classes and dedication, I've embarked on a new journey, breathing fresh life into old lyrics and penning new ones. You'll find a mix of older and newer works here, for the lyrics. 

Music has been a part of me for as long as I can remember. One of my earliest memories is being completely entranced by 'The Little Drummer Boy' as a very young child. There was something about the rhythm and the melody that just captivated me. I must have played it a thousand times, wearing the record out, and from that moment on, I was hooked. I knew I wanted to be a drummer and to create that magic for others. 

But I was too young then, and of course, I couldn't afford a drum set just yet. So, I turned to writing as a way to express myself. As I mentioned above, I started with stories, then poems, and eventually, lyrics. I found that writing was not only a way to tap into my creativity, but also a way to process my emotions and experiences. 

As I grew older, my love for music only deepened. I realized that music has this incredible power to transport us to different times and places, to evoke emotions and memories that we thought were long forgotten. It's a universal language that can bring people together like nothing else can. 

For me, writing lyrics is a cathartic experience. It's a way for me to tap into my emotions, to process the world around me, and to create something that I hope will resonate with others. And when I hear my words come to life in a song, it's truly magical. It's a feeling that never gets old, and it's what keeps me coming back to music time and time again. 

I love many genres of music and artists of many genres. And if you listen to some of my songs, you will find that I like to make songs of different genres as well as mix different genres into each song. One of my all-time favorite bands is Evanescence, and I have made a lot of songs where I have tried my best to emulate that sound. 

Now, I have recently started experimenting with new sounds. I never heard of glitch beats before I took music classes, and now I'm fascinated with the sound, so I have been experimenting with glitch beats recently. 

I hope you enjoy some of my songs. And thanks so much to everyone who has been listening so far. I truly appreciate it. I welcome constructive feedback to help me grow as an artist, and I appreciate your support. ❤️

BTW if you follow me, I will ALWAYS follow back. If I like your music, I will follow you, but if you don't follow me back within a week or so I will probably unfollow. The same goes with when I see someone listening to my music, I WILL follow, however, if they don't follow me back within a week or so, I'll unfollow, because I'd like to even out my follows versus followers numbers. I'm following way more than I'm being followed back. 😢 Hope that makes sense? 😘













A Lesson Learned

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