i always come back to this 
this is so beautiful fr 
u should make more of these vic

realize +mental (maknae & sense)

credits:
@176s @kiryano @ogpichu
#us

lyric
look in the mirror see something i wouldnt be
its just funny cause whose standing there is me
i got lost but now im right back on my feet
can i find a better feeling guess well see

oh well, i guess i didnt again
i lost my only friend
it might be better for them
i hate myself till the end
my only goal is to blend
i lost interest again
u were my only friend (i was your only friend)

i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
you didnt have to say that you were speaking the truth
i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
i gotta to walk away cause i cant look at you

spotify

back on my feet (sense & kiryano)

-=~=-
(p. @tonycomputerlove + @pkproducedit)
-
youre a #hater
youre a #hater

yea
i swear you always got a problem, i dont understand
bro keep looking at me, always mad, i know youre just a fan
i never answer

i throw my hands up
never had a problem til i went and got my bands up
my girlfriend look at me 
she think im funny, think im handsome
i know you think youre funny
no one laughing at your stand up (uhh)
probably shouldnt stand up
i got my hands tied

i know youre hating me, and its all one side
still youre giving me attention
and thats all i could ask for
taking shots for free, but i wont hide
taking blame that im the villain
thats all im really good for
yea, stab me in the back, youre still a traitor
label you as a #hater
you want it all for free
nah i cant give you that

i throw my hands up
never had a problem til i went and got my bands up
my girlfriend look at me 
she think im funny, think im handsome
i know you think youre funny
no one laughing at your stand up (uhh)
probably shouldnt stand up
i got my hands tied
i throw my hands up
never had a problem til i went and got my bands up
my girlfriend look at me 
she think im funny, think im handsome
i know you think youre funny
no one laughing at your stand up (uhh)
probably shouldnt stand up
i got my hands tied

#hater (p. tonycomputerlove + pk)

og: silverstein - aquamarine
ty @llostvision for the inspo

ALSO I NEED A NEW MIC CAUSE THIS $40 CONDENSER AINT DOING IT NO MORE

lyrics:

a ring in a box but not ur dream
its not a diamond, its aquamarine
ur shocking look of self defeat
so desperate...
i think of the place where u fooled me
beside the tarmac u never came clean
im driving past the gruesome scene
I'll never forget this...

i told u I wished that i was dead
my eyes wouldn't open up again :(
i cnt believe i wasn't joking
salt n lime i taste
the sickest thoughts i cnt erase
these images wont stop provoking

u know u could
i wish u would

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

u packed your shit and went ahead
my mind and my soul were left for dead
i cnt believe u weren't joking
sweat rolls down my face
my bloody knuckles mark the stains
my throat is closing up, I'm choking

u know you could
(u know you could)
i wish u would
(i wish u...)

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

same bed, we take no precautions
emotions, regret and revenge
the last step in killing the karma
it makes sense from where we've been
the same car same songs same motions
we hold hands, relive how we met
but no talk, no reconciliation
this train's already left

did you think next April
u'd be even further away??
did u keep him faithful
how many nights did you lay awake?
n even six years later
the dialogue, it stays the same
ur 2000 miles away
betrayers never change...

a ring in a box but not from me
its still no diamond, its aquamarine
u'll never find your place of peace
u'll always regret this

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

art by https://twitter.com/Aioi_oNo

aquamarine cover

-=~=-
(p. @jichuuu)
-
(dozi)
every day's a chore
my mental getting worse
i still choose to ignore
so put me in a hearse
always been my fault, im no good
if i could turn back time, baby i would
i would
im staring at the screen
tell me everything that you need
im screaming out my lungs
i always let you down

fighting
baby i dont ever like to see you down
binding
tie our feet together so you stay around
trying
but i feelyour soul doesnt wanna stay bound
ive been
honestly, going through hell
i hate myself
i cant stay here
please bring some help

i cant stay here
please bring some help

every day's a chore
my mental getting worse
i still choose to ignore
so put me in a hearse
always been my fault, im no good
if i could turn back time, baby i would
i would
every day's a chore
my mental getting worse
i still choose to ignore
so put me in a hearse
always been my fault, im no good
if i could turn back time, baby i would
i would
im staring at the screen
tell me everything that you need
im screaming out my lungs
i always let you down

letudown (p. jichu)

@ogpichu

i got covid.

lyrics:

look me in the eyes
tell me wht u find...
wht should i leave behind?
cuz i feel left behind :/
i'll do it all again
its the same old defense
when im pulling on a thread
its the same old end
will u still be here by tomorrow?
if i take a step will u follow?
im running outta love u can borrow </3
all my love's turning into hollow...

nd i tried 2 put it all together
i tried to run, but it feels like we're jus fking tethered
tethered by our emotions, for worse or better
but now when u speak all i feel is bitterness...

(because thats the way...)
nd i dont understand the things u do
(its meant to be #us)
when im feeling down i think of u
its crazy how i still dont have a clue
cuz this is not wht i wanna do...
yea its over and over
im sick of listening 2 u...
im stuck in october
im looking for some closure
abt u...

look me in the eyes
tell me wht u find...
wht should i leave behind?
cuz i feel left behind :/
i'll do it all again
its the same old defense
when im pulling on a thread
its the same old end
will u still be here by tomorrow?
if i take a step will u follow?
im running outta love u can borrow </3
all my love's turning into hollow...

art by https://twitter.com/Aioi_oNo

here, tomorrow (pichu)

pika - waste 🚮 (erdo + fozo)

Available on all plats
credits://
@outfed
@fvckriv
@fum1ko
@antag01

notes://
havent cooked like this in a min
the bros went allout
beat was so crazy fumiko is crazy

lyrics://
thats js how it be
you been talkin on my name
but thats just how it be
you dont say my name
dnt even wanna talk to me
ive been blowin up ur phone
i know ur tired of me
keepin on talkin shit

yk thats outta pocket
but we aint never stoppin
hunnid on dis bitch yk we pop out n we coppin
i remember prayin on me knees that he would stop it
when i was like 3 i had a dream that i was poppin

said youd never lie but now we here packin all yo things
remember all ts u told me abt the things that we could be
i was at the bottom now im slowly getting vip
neglet all my feelings know i gotta keep ts to me

nah we gone to far
nah we gone to far to stop
i got all these scars
i got all these scars from us

ive been living life in state of greif
starting to believe that i was too fuckin naive
ever since i left u ive been havin trouble tryna breathe
stop with allat lying why u trying to deceive

(@outfed)
1 tap foot still on the pedal
keep him in my reticle
pick him like a petal

we got nothing left 2 settle
ar get 2 thrashing heavy metal
hate monger on a hot one
got 100 type of ways u can get done
if theres only 1 we gone pop 1
if theres 23 hey at least we popped some
aar we awesome

(@fvckriv)
30 on my hip let it pop it
yeah talking all that shit done make nauseous
vomit
i didnt even want it
posted up im chilling goats
like bitch stop it

ive been chilling online you dont need me
why you tryna be me
gotchu stuck up on my t.v
baby can you read me
i just want your touch i want your feelings dont deceive me
i just needa let it go
ive been in my home
all alone

how you up and tweakin like a hoe
popped an adderal
ive been up and tweakin like a ghost
ive been up and burning myself i cant even cope
i swear im alone

naïve ft alt0 & riv (fumiko)

@mental

(in the abyss, the darkness x2)

trynna fall into a dream
but i cnt close my eyes ><
wht does it rlly mean
when i just wanna cry?
cn i cry inside ur arms?
it makes me feel alright...
cn u hold me in ur arms
until i feel alright?

maybe i jus think
abt it way too long :/
chewing all these pills
till my jaw hurts all night long
nd do i make a difference?
i cant tell at all
will i make it thru
when i was meant to fall?

in the abyss, the darkness...
where i was meant to fall, where i was meant to fall
in the abyss, the darkness...
with my back against the wall, theres no where else to fall
in the abyss, the darkness...
maybe its where i belong, its where i belong
in the abyss, the darkness...
nd ill still remember everything, even when im gone

(in the abyss, the darkness)
(cn u hear me on this song?
hear me on this song?)
(in the abyss, the darkness)
(ive been crying all night long,
crying all night long)

x2

still thinking (mental)

track 2 of 7 on my EP #me
@diegointhedark
@oiwassupp
@aeriiith

@terastic
my mask is peelingg
open up i cnt get rid of this feeling
fall apart cause i cant conceal it
talkn bout problems i got problems to the ceiling
i cant take a step i feel like im outta motion
i got done wrong thats why i cant show emotion
im so fuckin dazed so im feelin like im floating
divide ur boy up with the nine whats the quotient? (@myequalmind ref)
yea im not just whats on the surface
i tried my best, how u tell me that im worthless?
i remember times u would tell me that im #perfect
we had good times but we knew it wasnt workin
now i gotta cut u off cuz im hurting
all day stalkin my ig i see u lurkin
take a left take a right now we turnin 
burnin my heart like it was in a furnace

@diegointhedark
gillette n my palm ima squeeze it
heart on a floor made of tile 
i dnt need it
take my hand i cn fight off your demons 
all the xans tht we did 
i duno how we r breathing 

crush it up snort a line off an ipad 
watchN #everyone around #me 
thruu an eyeglass 
time Passes ion kno where we left off
Host Team Link <3
talk down , ,, take his head off

take my LiFE
find my hard drive n trash it 
tragic ,
ion wna work 
pay the $$$ 
made her bend the knee 
for the free 
if ure asking 
let me pockets bleed
blue n green beauty pageant

i stick to myself 
its a cruel world 
sacrificed your bag for an egirl
there’s no light in my world 
please dnt think so 
kpin in a sippy cup ,
let me breathe slow

@terastic again
take a flight to dubai with my passport 
i got too much money now idk what to ask for
makin songs i guess thats my fkin dad lore
spammin my texts dk what tf u mad for
yea im going up, now u mad, for what?
all this bad energy is bad for us
i cant get attached guess im bad for love
had to kick u out the backdoor uhhhh
yea im not just whats on the surface
i tried my best, how u tell me that im worthless?
i remember times u would tell me that im #perfect
we had good times but we knew it wasnt workin
now i gotta cut u off cuz im hurting
all day stalkin my ig i see u lurkin
take a left take a right now we turnin 
burnin my heart like it was in a furnace

#perfect w/ diegointhedark (oiwa & aerith)

@ihateukidu <33

oh oh (time cant fix this broken heart)
oh oh (why cant we just restart)

im getting tired of covering up my lies
they just dont know how i feel inside
and everyday its getting harder to try
and you know i just dont wanna let go
to what we had you know its getting hard to let go
it makes me sad but i guess i have to move on

and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, time cannot fix my heart
nighttime wish upon a star
and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, why cant i just restart
time cant fix this broken heart

oh oh (time cant fix this broken heart)
oh oh (why cant we just restart)

you knew what you mean to me
and when i close my eyes i swear its you i see, wait
w-w-who knew that you would leave
my heart is torn into pieces no i cant believe, it
cant trust no one
im done
done believing your lies
wont give my love
my love
keep my feelings all inside

and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, time cannot fix my heart
nighttime wish upon a star
and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, why cant i just restart
time cant fix this broken heart

oh oh (time cant fix this broken heart)
oh oh (why cant we just restart)

wish upon a star (kidu)

https://open.spotify.com/track/482YTwU4spv2BMA8W3oWOp?si=3cf33f09b56a4057

lyrics:

please, just listen
something in my body's missing...

i think my mind is twisted,
from the thought of losing u.
im scratching at my skin, bloods running thin,
idk wht 2 do...
i think im losing vision.
i told myself "just think this through.
how can i get 2 u, get 2 ur heart?"
i shouldve told u i loved u from the start...

cuz it true, i knew tht u were mine
everything tht u left behind
i just wanna make sure ur fine
look in my eyes
i wouldnt go and lie
nd leave this all behind
id rather die...

just take my hand nd lead it far away from here
all the pain just dissapears
can u see? its crystal clear
i just need u here

would u be right here next 2 me, 
if the stars aligned?
(i wanna keep u here, hold u tight, ill hold u near)
would u be right here 2 hold my hand at night?
(ill keep u here, ill keep u safe plz do not fear)

this song was meant for u
but we're too far distant now...
i can feel my body bleeding out, im rotting underground,
those songs i wrote for two,
makes it hard 2 listen now
u can scar me and harm me tht'll last a lifetime from now-

i think my mind is twisted,
from the thought of losing u.
im scratching at my skin, bloods running thin,
idk wht 2 do...
i think im losing vision.
i told myself "just think this through.
how can i get 2 u, get 2 ur heart?"
i shouldve told u i loved u from the start...

look in my eyes
i wouldnt go nd lie
nd leave this all behind 
id rather die...

just take my hand and lead it far away from here
all the pain just dissapears
can u see? its crystal clear
i just need u here

prod. @kingtheta

Missing

@domerrz

lyrics:

but i dont mind
i jus tell myself i needa push tht 2 the side
dnt got time for crying got my homies by my side
i cn make it better wipe yo teardrops from ur eyes

from ur eyes, like plz dont cry
i'll make it better yea i swear it on my life
try 2 be kind, try 2 be nice
in return they always fuck up my mind :/

(i got 123, huh i got 123)

i got 1, 2 (too) many fucking problems cant solve em
its been 3 days since ive eaten anything solid
my loves only 4 u it still feels like im falling
its 5am waiting for my phone to say ur calling

maybe im stalling... i dnt wanna let u go tonight
feel me withdrawing...

but i just go about my life nd say tht its all fine, nd its alright
maybe im too good at fucking lying
well thts my life nd i gotta deal w it
late at night, thts when i start feeling it...

but i dont mind
i jus tell myself i needa push tht 2 the side
dnt got time for crying got my homies by my side
i cn make it better wipe yo teardrops from ur eyes

from ur eyes, like plz dont cry
i'll make it better yea i swear it on my life
try 2 be kind, try 2 be nice
in return they always fuck up my mind :/

time2cry (dom)

sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jslXH90KMMo
I, cant let it go
cuz ik Id miss u moree,,
I,,, cant let u know 
everytime I feel ignored :/
give u the most n u just want more//
its never enough! just the same as before.. 
tried picking u up , but im dragging u down 
it all plays out how it sounds </3
u make my head spin, cuz knowing ur intentions,, 
Idk how Im not dead...? 
how am I not 6ft under.....
so used to just pretendin, ur the one ill be dead with
I hope u get the message...

@1akura -
sick to my stomach when ur calling me
its a struggle everyday i cant fall asleep
tell me - tell me is it gonna end
need u - need u right by my side but ik u cant
but i need u so bad
but ikk that we wont lasttt
js know that i miss u morreee

miss u moreee (decago)

21 Prophesy Again My Son

@reincarnatesociety
@remedysnuts
@anotherschoolday

clicking on random notes since day one
Jichu#5580

@echichi <3
@blindstatekingdom

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