I remember you used to have a brakence cover on your page. I can't remember the name of it and I've been trying to find it :( does it exist anywhere?

and i dont understand the things you dxo.... WHEN IM FEELIG DOWN I THIK OF U.....

you don't know how many times i sing this in a day

nothing in return

@ogpichu

i got covid.

lyrics:

look me in the eyes
tell me wht u find...
wht should i leave behind?
cuz i feel left behind :/
i'll do it all again
its the same old defense
when im pulling on a thread
its the same old end
will u still be here by tomorrow?
if i take a step will u follow?
im running outta love u can borrow </3
all my love's turning into hollow...

nd i tried 2 put it all together
i tried to run, but it feels like we're jus fking tethered
tethered by our emotions, for worse or better
but now when u speak all i feel is bitterness...

(because thats the way...)
nd i dont understand the things u do
(its meant to be #us)
when im feeling down i think of u
its crazy how i still dont have a clue
cuz this is not wht i wanna do...
yea its over and over
im sick of listening 2 u...
im stuck in october
im looking for some closure
abt u...

look me in the eyes
tell me wht u find...
wht should i leave behind?
cuz i feel left behind :/
i'll do it all again
its the same old defense
when im pulling on a thread
its the same old end
will u still be here by tomorrow?
if i take a step will u follow?
im running outta love u can borrow </3
all my love's turning into hollow...

art by https://twitter.com/Aioi_oNo

here, tomorrow (pichu)

lyrics

got a line of coke up on me things are movin slow 
and i hate that you just see me as a groupie bro
dont fuck w me Im rolling up with your best friend oh
she got me feelin wierd I dot that shit w  x and o’s
this feels like Hollywood surrounded by the paparazzi
three 6 we leave the party with a bag of molly
bullets sprayin oh jeez death just got me feelin jolly
just never switch guys my choppa play to party 
empty two cases in the back Im feeling woozy
brandi and him such a drag stop getting choosy
get him a map before he walk into my uzi
switched up irrelevant his brain into a smoothie

@caponeti

paparazzi + caponeti (wayza)

@victxrw
@chrxmey

victor:
your choice
your thoughts
your heart
frozen in time need a restart

tall tale
ill play 
my part
its so dark, its so dark

yeah i try and i try to make everything right
and i lie awake, every single night
i cant fucking take every single thing i like
but i clench my fist and just say that im alright

meeeee:
i hate to face the consequences
its hard to fight but theres nothing i can do
my heart is broke in 2
feelings i never felt for u

victor again:
ive never felt this way inside my head
i feel so lonely
hold me close and hold me tight
you are my one and only

you hate then love me just pick a side
berate me or hold me you decide

cause its your choice
your thoughts
your heart
frozen in time need a restart

tall tale
ill play 
my part
its so dark, its so dark

restart ft. victxrw (chromey)

[notes:// i fixed the tail, ogs will remember.]

@ogpichu

lyrics:

i never thought,
itll be so hard 2 be alone...
im scarred 
i jus wanna be someone
nd hold my own
i tried 2 reason w u but u jus give me shit
(thru all the tears)
tell me u remember my love, my lips on ur lips
(thru all the fears)

a living nightmare
(trying not 2 fall asleep zzz)
y arent u right here?
(where were u for me)
maybe u dont care
(dont try and disagree)
wish u were right there
(clearing this debris)

i never thought itll be like this
throwing up broken my ribs...
we said we'll never be like this
then tell me what the fuck is this

tell me what the fuck i did :/

tell me, please tell me
cuz im lost again i cant explain
getting used 2 feeling pain
i see faces in the rain
ill talk 2 them 
ill share my pain
open old wounds scars on my veins
feeling weighed down 
ball and a chain
no matter how hard i try the pain remains,
the pain remains...

i never thought,
itll be so hard 2 be alone...
im scarred 
i jus wanna be someone
nd hold my own
i tried 2 reason w u but u jus give me shit
(thru all the tears)
tell me u remember my love, my lips on ur lips
(thru all the fears)

i tried 2 reason w u but u just gave me shit
tell me u remember my love, ur lips on my lips...

remember u (pichu)

[victxrw]

oh whats happened to me
its like im rotting inside
i dnt wnna sleep
everytime i just cry
im not doing good yea
i dnt feel alright
y cant u see all the hurt in my eyes?

cuz honestly
i think tht ill be better
away from u and away from all this weather
i just scared itll be like this forever
let me go let me rid all of this pressure

oh whats happened to me
its like im rotting inside
i dnt wnna sleep
everytime i just cry
im not doing good yea
i dnt feel alright
y cant u see all the hurt in my eyes...?

intro

@7ripp0 @april211k

[victxrw]

ur so selfish
oh i couldnt tell
i was stupid
all i wanted was 2 help
but u threw it all away
down the wishing well
i still wanna wish u well

but u were never wht i needed u 2 be
i always hated all the ways u treated me
u took everything i gave so greedily
obviously we were jus not meant 2 be
our legacy
wish i couldve done it differently
the memories
its all hurting me so heavily

break my heart in 2 
i hate how i love you
this is not how i thought it through
i hate how i still love you

nd i dont get it
i tried it all
you'd just forget it
forget it all
all the shit tht i did for u
all the shit tht we planned for 2

u were never wht i needed u 2 be
i always hated all the ways u treated me
u took everything i gave so greedily
obviously we were jus not meant 2 be
our legacy
wish i couldve done it differently
the memories
its all hurting me so heavily

wht i needed u 2 be (rippo + april21)

@sojurembrandt @ogpichu

[victxrw]

i used 2 want u here
but now wht?
my stomachs filled with fear
u say, "so what?"
dont come hear
im tired of shedding all of these coal stained tears
i used 2 want u near
but now wht?
cant see thru these clouded tears
u say, "so what?"
ill make it clear
im tired of shedding all of these coal stained tears

for you
everything was for you
and u knew
exactly what to do
to break me in to pieces
u didnt have a reason
i used 2 love the way u smile
but now wht?
tell me how was i not enough?
i finally hit my breaking point of it all,
thats enough

(because thats the way... its meant to be...)

i used 2 want u here
but now wht?
my stomachs filled with fear
u say, "so what?"
dont come hear
im tired of shedding all of these coal stained tears
i used 2 want u near
but now wht?
cant see thru these clouded tears
u say, "so what?"
ill make it clear
im tired of shedding all of these coal stained tears

coal stained tears (soju + pichu)

@mxsui

lyrics:

[victxrw]

can u leave can u leave i dont wnna talk
i can see i can see tht u dont give a fuck
they can say wht they say all around me
i dnt care i dnt care if im unhealthy

cheer up, i cant
cuz when i try 2 help, u stop nd say i cant
even when i know i can, no i cant
do this shit anymore no i cant,
oh i cant

[karson]

i dont wanna lead you astray
tell me ur okay
tell me that u need me and then call me by my name
tell me that u love me and that i make u feel safe
tell me that youll stay with me and that youll never change

like i dont wanna go too far
baby let me heal up your scars
?making it too far
i knew it from the start
you waited for my heart
i held you in my arms
its tearing me apart

[arid]

i know its controlling me
but its way too deep
always stuck inside my home
when u fall asleep
everything u see
is not what u always know

i know its my fault
i know its my destiny
to make us whole again
i know that ur telling me
its not meant to be
yea it feels like the end

[victxrw]

can u leave can u leave i dont wnna talk
i can see i can see tht u dont give a fuck
they can say wht they say all around me
i dnt care i dnt care if im unhealthy

cheer up, i cant
cuz when i try 2 help, u stop nd say i cant
even when i know i can, no i cant
do this shit anymore no i cant,
oh i cant

i cant ft. karson + arid (mxsui)

@owtiss
prod @neohnq

dont come any closer please just go away
losing my composure i think i need a break
just wanna give up i dont wna stay awake
i cant open up ab the things that eat away

take it all for granted im not safe
wish that i could turn around and say it to ur face
come to my dance and we'll see who breaks! ;)
did you really think that it wasnt too late?

if i keep going like this i wont make it
gimme all this time but i think that imma waste it
you looked so happy but i knew u always faked it
told what i wanted but you'd never understand it

is it my fault?
you dont answer your calls
all you ever want
is someone that im not
dont ask if im alright
ill tell you that im fine
i dont wanna cry
i can't say goodbye

my dance (neohn)

@owtiss, @domerrz
prod @neohnq

instagram.com/owtiss1
instagram.com/01domerz
instagram.com/neohnq

2/4 yea yea ;)

[@owtiss]
i just rly cant be honest
ill keep my mouth shut
when the time comes think ill find out what the cost is
will it be worth it
i cant take the burden
when i fell in love i thought this is what ive wanted
i cant be honest..
ill keep my mouth shut
when the time comes think ill find out what the cost is
will it be worth it
i cant take the burden
when i fell in love i thought this is what ive wanted

i cant be honest..
im feeling nautious
will i ever stop i cant tell how far the fall is
so is it curtains
did i deserve this
im sorry i was never good at being perfect ;/

[@domerrz]
you do this again again again
it seems i never win, i never win
and the thoughts they fade inside my head
dont want to think of the past ill just regress(regress)
and i had enough of this for a lifetime
girl id only care if ur mine
and i spend my whole life trying to hide
if u ask me ill tell you im fine

honest w/ dom (neohn)

@mental

(in the abyss, the darkness x2)

trynna fall into a dream
but i cnt close my eyes ><
wht does it rlly mean
when i just wanna cry?
cn i cry inside ur arms?
it makes me feel alright...
cn u hold me in ur arms
until i feel alright?

maybe i jus think
abt it way too long :/
chewing all these pills
till my jaw hurts all night long
nd do i make a difference?
i cant tell at all
will i make it thru
when i was meant to fall?

in the abyss, the darkness...
where i was meant to fall, where i was meant to fall
in the abyss, the darkness...
with my back against the wall, theres no where else to fall
in the abyss, the darkness...
maybe its where i belong, its where i belong
in the abyss, the darkness...
nd ill still remember everything, even when im gone

(in the abyss, the darkness)
(cn u hear me on this song?
hear me on this song?)
(in the abyss, the darkness)
(ive been crying all night long,
crying all night long)

x2

still thinking (mental)

@ihateukidu <33

oh oh (time cant fix this broken heart)
oh oh (why cant we just restart)

im getting tired of covering up my lies
they just dont know how i feel inside
and everyday its getting harder to try
and you know i just dont wanna let go
to what we had you know its getting hard to let go
it makes me sad but i guess i have to move on

and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, time cannot fix my heart
nighttime wish upon a star
and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, why cant i just restart
time cant fix this broken heart

oh oh (time cant fix this broken heart)
oh oh (why cant we just restart)

you knew what you mean to me
and when i close my eyes i swear its you i see, wait
w-w-who knew that you would leave
my heart is torn into pieces no i cant believe, it
cant trust no one
im done
done believing your lies
wont give my love
my love
keep my feelings all inside

and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, time cannot fix my heart
nighttime wish upon a star
and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, why cant i just restart
time cant fix this broken heart

oh oh (time cant fix this broken heart)
oh oh (why cant we just restart)

apology w/ victxrw + pichu [baz + sensuku]

Make It Out

RED EYES

@reincarnatesociety
@remedysnuts
@anotherschoolday

here, tomorrow (pichu)

victxrw

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