agonyofmind

original - @ihatebixby
reprod - me
bixby - taste of melancholy
another fun project cover

taste of melancholy cover

@mental @1yugenn + tactic (idk his @, sorry)

lyrics:

(victxrw)

take tht bullshit put tht 2 the side
i just wnna know that ur alright
ur the only1 thts on my mind
i cant even lie

i cant even lie girl u got me feeling down
i hold back all my tears till nobody is around
i would never try 2 make u frown
ull try to pick me up but ill just fall to the ground

i feel terrible, nd now my feelings are a little unbearable
stuck in my bed because im feeling unstable
im going all in chips on the table
my feelings are fatal

(mental)

im holding the tears in
its just like before
but you're more than a weakness
walk thru that door
and escape and retreat it
hurts me way more
when you have to repeat it

im watching you solemnly, i
could never look apart from these eyes
watching you for all of these times
i just wanna know youll be mine

(victxrw)

take tht bullshit put tht 2 the side
i just wnna know that ur alright
ur the only1 thts on my mind
i cant even lie

i cant even lie girl u got me feeling down
i hold back all my tears till nobody is around
i would never try 2 make u frown
ull try to pick me up but ill just fall to the ground

i feel terrible, nd now my feelings are a little unbearable
stuck in my bed because im feeling unstable
im going all in chips on the table
my feelings are fatal

nobody is around ft. mental (yugen + tactic)

@inno1k @0arid

lyrics:

(victxrw)

i feel faceless, oh i hate it
staring at the bottom of the bottle try to face it
i cnt explain it oh im so afraid of it
yea im so scared i dont even wanna claim it

and idk wht 2 say
when its laid infront my face
its like im frozen, stuck in space
i cnt seem to move away...
from everything thts hurting me n everything i hate
n im so self destructive i just dont know what 2 say

cuz it never ever works when its me n u </3
glued together all the pieces but its still no use
n im trynna figure out what the fuck 2 do -~-
yea im trynna figure out how to make it up 2 u
ahhh~ yea im stuck up in this maze
wake up in the night yea im feeling Drunk-Dazed
ahhhh~ yea i always hide my face
whenever ur around yea i always hideaway...

(arid)

yeah i piece it all together
i could never let her be the one
yeah ive been up forever
cant keep it together
i dont wanna start i know its gone
know its gone

i wash it blow right in the wind
i know its all that i could give
i worked so bad to lose it all
i worked so bad to lose it all
yeah i know i wasnt hard to figure out
always kept it all inside never let it out
i dont want you to tell me
your words dont keep me happy

(victxrw)

cuz it never ever works when its me n u </3
glued together all the pieces but its still no use
n im trynna figure out what the fuck 2 do -~-
yea im trynna figure out how to make it up 2 u
ahhh~ yea im stuck up in this maze
wake up in the night yea im feeling Drunk-Dazed
ahhhh~ yea i always hide my face
whenever ur around yea i always hideaway...

labyrinth ft. arid (inno)

original @domerrz
https://soundcloud.com/domerrz/iknowuhateme

reprod meeee (i like daria sounds)
*mwah*

so i guess its just the way its meant to be
got kicked to the curb swore i wouldnt let it get to me it got to me
im face first in the dirt and the one that did its blocking me n dodging me
i cant lie and say it dont hurt that ur the one thats haunting me
ur the one thats haunting me
iknowyouhateme

got kicked to the curb swore i wouldnt let it get to me it got to me
im face first in the dirt and the one that did its blocking me n dodging me
i cant lie and say it dont hurt that ur the one thats haunting me
ur the one thats haunting me
iknowyouhateme

lately ive been thinking ive been drinking
losing sleep all over this
the walls r closing
my mind burdened
wish I could get out of this
didnt want to lose her love
I feel dumb
didnt wanna lose someone when I had lost so much

#iknowuhateme [cover]

[victxrw]

oh whats happened to me
its like im rotting inside
i dnt wnna sleep
everytime i just cry
im not doing good yea
i dnt feel alright
y cant u see all the hurt in my eyes?

cuz honestly
i think tht ill be better
away from u and away from all this weather
i just scared itll be like this forever
let me go let me rid all of this pressure

oh whats happened to me
its like im rotting inside
i dnt wnna sleep
everytime i just cry
im not doing good yea
i dnt feel alright
y cant u see all the hurt in my eyes...?

intro

@7ripp0 @april211k

[victxrw]

ur so selfish
oh i couldnt tell
i was stupid
all i wanted was 2 help
but u threw it all away
down the wishing well
i still wanna wish u well

but u were never wht i needed u 2 be
i always hated all the ways u treated me
u took everything i gave so greedily
obviously we were jus not meant 2 be
our legacy
wish i couldve done it differently
the memories
its all hurting me so heavily

break my heart in 2 
i hate how i love you
this is not how i thought it through
i hate how i still love you

nd i dont get it
i tried it all
you'd just forget it
forget it all
all the shit tht i did for u
all the shit tht we planned for 2

u were never wht i needed u 2 be
i always hated all the ways u treated me
u took everything i gave so greedily
obviously we were jus not meant 2 be
our legacy
wish i couldve done it differently
the memories
its all hurting me so heavily

wht i needed u 2 be (rippo + april21)

@sojurembrandt @ogpichu

[victxrw]

i used 2 want u here
but now wht?
my stomachs filled with fear
u say, "so what?"
dont come hear
im tired of shedding all of these coal stained tears
i used 2 want u near
but now wht?
cant see thru these clouded tears
u say, "so what?"
ill make it clear
im tired of shedding all of these coal stained tears

for you
everything was for you
and u knew
exactly what to do
to break me in to pieces
u didnt have a reason
i used 2 love the way u smile
but now wht?
tell me how was i not enough?
i finally hit my breaking point of it all,
thats enough

(because thats the way... its meant to be...)

i used 2 want u here
but now wht?
my stomachs filled with fear
u say, "so what?"
dont come hear
im tired of shedding all of these coal stained tears
i used 2 want u near
but now wht?
cant see thru these clouded tears
u say, "so what?"
ill make it clear
im tired of shedding all of these coal stained tears

coal stained tears (soju + pichu)

@mxsui

lyrics:

[victxrw]

can u leave can u leave i dont wnna talk
i can see i can see tht u dont give a fuck
they can say wht they say all around me
i dnt care i dnt care if im unhealthy

cheer up, i cant
cuz when i try 2 help, u stop nd say i cant
even when i know i can, no i cant
do this shit anymore no i cant,
oh i cant

[karson]

i dont wanna lead you astray
tell me ur okay
tell me that u need me and then call me by my name
tell me that u love me and that i make u feel safe
tell me that youll stay with me and that youll never change

like i dont wanna go too far
baby let me heal up your scars
?making it too far
i knew it from the start
you waited for my heart
i held you in my arms
its tearing me apart

[arid]

i know its controlling me
but its way too deep
always stuck inside my home
when u fall asleep
everything u see
is not what u always know

i know its my fault
i know its my destiny
to make us whole again
i know that ur telling me
its not meant to be
yea it feels like the end

[victxrw]

can u leave can u leave i dont wnna talk
i can see i can see tht u dont give a fuck
they can say wht they say all around me
i dnt care i dnt care if im unhealthy

cheer up, i cant
cuz when i try 2 help, u stop nd say i cant
even when i know i can, no i cant
do this shit anymore no i cant,
oh i cant

i cant ft. karson + arid (mxsui)

@diligencexs

[victxrw]

baby i crashed the car
why r u so far away?
it breaks my heart
everytime i see ur face...
im falling apart
opening old wounds all day
u played ur part
guess it never goes my way :/

i tried to comfort u, u never listened
i put myself into your life nd u just turned away, i learned my lesson
i hid it all beneath the bedroom dresser
locked in a box of all of the things i planned 2 say 2 u when things got better

take my hand idk where it leads
just trust me for this once so i can be at ease
is this even real? i feel like im in a dream -~-
im in an eternal slumber, just let me sleep...
just let me sleep nd leave me be, whts wrong with me??
it took me way too long to intercede
look inside my eyes, wht do u see?
who am i to u? who will i be?

baby i crashed the car
why r u so far away?
it breaks my heart
everytime i see ur face...
im falling apart
opening old wounds all day
u played ur part
guess it never goes my way :/

i tried to comfort u, u never listened
i put myself into your life nd u just turned away, i learned my lesson
i hid it all beneath the bedroom dresser
locked in a box of all of the things i planned 2 say 2 u when things got better

my hand in yours (diligence)

@diligencexs

[victxrw]

she looks at me like im not even human
up all night trynna find a solution
losing sleep trynna find a conclusion
i guess it was just an illusion...

prove it baby can u prove it?
u abused it baby u abused it
all i do is lose all i do is lose it
but u knew it
from the start u knew it all :/

[jons]

i am trying, tying up the loose ends
crying cause i am but a human
i dont know if i did play my cards right
all i know is she played with my heart tonight
i cant sleep, not that i ever did but
she hurts me with her smile when we kiss cause
now i believe, this is not how we should be
prove it to me, that you love me constantly

[victxrw]

prove it baby can u prove it?
u abused it baby u abused it
all i do is lose all i do is lose it
but u knew it
from the start u knew it all :/

nd im not ready for winter
cuz the snow burns my skin
oh ill never be a winner
its never me again ;-;
could u leave me be?
oh im begging please
oh honestly i cant do this shit anymore...

not even human ft. jons (diligence + chained)

[victxrw]

y cant u feel wht i feel?
tell me whts the deal whts the deal
i cant even start and try to heal
i cant even tell wht is real...

cuz i try so hard
nd then i fall so far
is it rlly that hard?
to hide a shattered heart?

[ch2rms]

i cant take it any longer
other words i do not even bother
oh cause it dont work
and we strangers again and again
we going up off in circles
and u calling me out which is very hurtful
take her took you to the grave thats a dirtful
so much lean so i gotta stay purple

?

[victxrw]

its all over again
hate going from friends to strangers
to lovers, then strangers again
im feeling exhausted
tired of getting injured, healing, then injured again :(

y cant u feel wht i feel?
tell me whts the deal whts the deal
i cant even start and try to heal
i cant even tell wht is real...

cuz i try so hard
nd then i fall so far
is it rlly that hard?
to hide a shattered heart?

from lovers to friends to strangers ft. ch2rms (poni)

cover of ctrl alt del by corbin

lyrics:

i feel numb, i cant forget
ur sweet nothings bite my lip
i cant get up, i feel like shit
ive been goin thru withdrawals, ur the drug i miss
i feel sick, i got ur Robitussin
u sent me cuz "love" or something
used to make my heart start thumping
threw it away its all for nothing
It's hard to admit i am hurting
wanna leave my skin call the surgeon
no I cant win with u im certain
in my grave im tossing nd turning
ik it's hard to believe tht i have feelings 2
cut by your ways, how much blood did i lose?
crisis, i was desperate for u
the nicest and loving all for u
right here, i want u next 2 me
no sleep, nd u were never there next to me dreaming
crying, yeah u never knew all of my feelings
lying, u say u love me i don't believe it
i need it, need to feel it, so deceiving, i dont need this
shred my arm 2 pieces
memory control-alt-delete it
memory control-alt-delete it
memory control-alt-delete it

ctrl alt del (corbin + brandon zehrer)

victxrw: hello?

bibleblackfanboy: yo

victxrw: yo u trynna play league?

bibleblackfanboy: sure

victxrw: richard?

richard: hm?

victxrw: wanna play league?

richard: oh snap

[victxrw]

i fell so hard
onto the ground
so many scars
when nobody is around
never again
yea ill never return
yea i played pretend
nd i waited for my turn

as time goes on
life goes on...
i got betteeer :))
this rainy weather is finally dissapearing

living right
honestly i think im boutta switch it up!
i cant lie
im feeling way better now that ur gone//
even though i know how much it hurt
yea too much
u threw it all away its not my fault
guess thats my luck...

victxrw: yeezo.

yeezo beats: VICTOR

victxrw: whats good bruh!!!!!!

yeezo beats: VICTOR

victxrw: the real yeezo beats!!!

yeezo beats: what?

victxrw: what?

yeezo beats: im not real.

victxrw: oh... what?

yeezo beats: im not real.

better (poni)

been a while but hope u all like dis 1 c:
and v big thanks to everyone on it 

@domerrz
@victxrw
@ogpichu
@1wasterr

instagram.com/01domerz/
instagram.com/victxrw/
instagram.com/ogpichu/
instagram.com/prodwasterr/

[@domerrz]
tell me is it worth all of this strain 
cause I dont wanna play these stupid games 
wanna be the only one u claim 
but u go and turn face when they call my name
think i threw it all away
would u stay if i need u here tmrw
need a change of pace from all the pain n sorrow
u make me feel hollow, exhale
return the heart tht u borrowed

[@victxrw]
how do i love u? guess tht its my bad
never thought this will be the last chance tht i have...
stuck in a space where im never relaxed
push me 2 the breaking point the one u never-
(never) had a chance 2 make u feel better
this rotten romance cursed 2 never forget her

but the world goes on
at least thts wht they tell me...
but i didnt do any wrong
so why am i here in this debris :/

[@ogpichu]
cause youre the nicest person
i barely know who u r
you always told me id go far
but im not strong like you
act like i dont like you
cause you were number 1 for me
and anything you do could never bother me
we didnt work out the way we intended to work
i left you hurt and its cold outside

spotify

exhale w/ victxrw, pichu (wasterr + pichu)

i hope ur listening

prod by @juuzou
mixed by @buffalobang

it’s on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/67HMDW9K4aVV3xezdieu2K

i don't see it (prod. juuzou)

@diligencexs

lyrics:

im so tired i cant even open my eyes
but in my sleep i always seem 2 cry
another fight well im not even suprised :/
do u even care if im alright?

bite the bullet
dont know if ill survive
use me as ur own crutch
the one keeping you alive
i need comfort
and not the pseudo kind
i got too much of that from u
dont want us 2 be alike

at this point 
idk what to think 
i split into 2
one part of my mind
wants us to be through
the other wants it back
it only wanted you
maybe we're both wrong...
dont know what to do

im feeling all this sorrow
im losing all my trust in u will u be "here tomorrow?"
im running out of all my love do u have some 2 borrow?
or anything that makes me whole i feel so damn hollow...

i can feel
everything thats haunting me is it real?
everything thats taunting me in this ordeal
i can see everything u hide behind ur veil
stuck up in my head yea im stuck up in this hell

at this point 
idk what to think 
i split into 2
one part of my mind
wants us to be through
the other wants it back
it only wanted you
maybe we're both wrong...
dont know what to do

pseudo (diligence)

@reincarnatesociety
@remedysnuts
@anotherschoolday

not even human ft. jons (diligence + chained)

victxrw

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