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Whirling Through The Disappeared

Higher Hiiiiigher yeah. woo. RED EYEZ. yeah. woo. my names in your mouth. yeah. woo. keep. talkin'. yeah. woo. I like. that. yeah. woo.

Leave Me Alone

Hommage à Nick Hornby...Tribute To Nick Hornby's novel : "How to be good"
NICKY

How to be good /How to do right
We all know life’s hard to bear sometimes
Did you feel good /Did you feel right
Don’t you think we were in hell last night?

And so Nicky told me
Answers aren’t so easy
good is a spiderweb
for little men like me
Good fellows nice chaps
Feel ashamed  and sophists 
May be not the right activists

 2  How did you feel 
When you cheated on me
Were you sorry
 I  felt guilty
Take a deep breath
Try to move on
Life’s so easy to bear 
Let’s see what’s going on

 3 I’m not so callous
And you’re not mean of course
Our confessions
aren’t the only option
Selfish or kind
I really don’t mind
Strong and fair
That’s what I really care

How to be good /How to do right
We all know life’s hard to bear sometimes

Nicky

Help!

Introduction in English

Sometimes I have to smile a little when I think about the fact that John Lennon was only 24 years old when he wrote these lyrics. 
He certainly didn't know about the cries for help that come with ageing from 60 plus. The experience of gradual physical decline and the increasing dependence on the support of other people. The gradual loss of autonomy, which is so important for one's own dignity. And the subliminal threat of retirement and nursing homes approaching, which then temporarily pulls you out of your increasing mental derangement by singing old Beatles songs.
But apart from that, he certainly already knew a lot about the hardships of being different, of not belonging; the longing to experience something like love in the worldwide recognition and at the same time having to suffocate and drown in this wave of adoration. 
In the pop era of the time, his desperate cry for help was reduced to a tolerable two minutes
I turned it into a leisurely three-minute waltz. And tried to express my increasing need for help in certain areas of life in different ways: shy and fragile, desperate and humble, angry and almost accusatory. 
And towards the end, I find myself in an almost otherworldly limbo in which a part of me comes to peace with the cry for help and finds its own new dignity in it.

Einführung auf Deutsch
Manchmal muß ich ein wenig schmunzeln, wenn ich daran denke, dass John Lennon erst 24 Jahre alt war, als er diesen Songtext schrieb. 
Da wusste er mit Sicherheit noch nichts von den Hilferufen, die mit dem Älterwerden ab 60 plus einhergehen. Die Erfahrung des allmählichen körperlichen Zerfalls und die sich zunehmend anschleichende Angewiesenheit auf die Unterstützung von anderen Menschen. Der allmähliche Verlust von Autonomie, der für die eigene Würde so wichtig ist. Und das unterschwellig drohende Herannahen von Senioren- und Pflegeheimen, die einem dann mit dem Singen von alten Beatles-Songs vorübergehend aus der zunehmenden geistigen Umnachtung herausreißen.
Aber abgesehen davon wußte er sicher schon viel von den Nöten des Andersseins, des nicht dazu gehörens; der Sehnsucht, in der weltweiten Anerkennung so etwas wie Liebe zu erfahren und zugleich in dieser Verehrungswelle geradezu ersticken und ertrinken zu müssen. 
In der damaligen Pop-Zeit wurde sein verzweifelter Hilferuf auf allseits erträgliche gut zwei Minuten eingedampft.
Ich habe daraus einen gut dreiminütigen gemächlichen Walzer gemacht. Und dabei versucht, meine in gewissen Lebensbereichen zunehmende Hilfsbedürftigkeit auf verschiedene Weise auszudrücken: Scheu und zerbrechlich, verzweifelt und demütig, wütend und beinahe anklagend. 
Und zum Ende hin befinde ich mich in einer fast schon jenseitigen Zwischenwelt, in der ein Teil in mir mit dem Hilferuf in Frieden kommt und darin eine eigene neue Würde findet.

Help!

Help! (Lennon/Mccartney)

Lyrics by Destiny Seppä

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Poetry & Lyrics by Destiny Seppä
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Awake

Did You know? There`s a korean word for a special kind of rain, so fine and soft, just like mist. They call it MongWoo. 

And as I can confirm, cause I`ve seen that on tv, this rain falls preferably when asian supermodels meet the king to play a round of go.... don´t question it 😁

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Looking 4 The Right Thing 
Up beat, Playful, Fun, connections, inspiring, connecting, adventure, journey, highs & lows, exploring, groove...

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Looking 4 The Right Thing

Looking 4 The Right Thing - Extended Mix

This one was made 2020 - found it on the g-drive. Had forgotten it ... but, this is just feeling the guitar, nothing else - pure free flow of metal guitar tone through the veins. And I love 1980s thrash metal guitar sound - just listened Nuclear Assault - Trail of Tears - that guitar tone, damn. Hopefully, I will find it myself .. one day !..!

The Dark of Man

The Dark of Man - 2 guitars mainly - early demo (2020) - Remastered 30.3.2025  (Aurora)

2 MIN

Para escuchar la versión instrumental  https://soundcloud.com/juan-fco-bueno/paseando-por-paris-modo-lidio
Para escuchar la versión a capela  https://soundcloud.com/juan-fco-bueno/paseando-por-paris-ac

Paseando por París

Es un placer poder vivir
la sensación que da París
de infinita luz y de sensualidad.

Ves claro lo que un día fue
lo que palpita en sus cafés
en sus museos y en su gran libertad.

Estribillo

Al caer la tarde mueve brisa
que acaricia tu bella sonrisa
y que nos da un soplo de felicidad.

Vamos paseando junto al Sena
escoltados por la luna llena
y el rumor del agua nos regala paz.

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Puedes gozar al observar
cualquier rincón de la ciudad
pues te asombrará y te atrapará.

Estribillo

Strolling through Paris

It's a pleasure to experience
the feeling that Paris gives
of infinite light and sensuality.

You see clearly what once was
what throbs in its cafes
in its museums and in its great freedom.

Chorus

As evening falls, a breeze moves
that caresses your beautiful smile
and gives us a breath of happiness.

We stroll along the Seine
escorted by the full moon
and the murmur of the water gives us peace.

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You can enjoy observing
any corner of the city
because it will amaze you and captivate you.

Chorus

Paseando por París

I was listening to some Kraftwerk music, which inspired me to create this synthesizer-based music. Of course, I added guitar and drums to make it a real fusion music.

No Panic

Streaming

WOOOOOOO SAHHHHHHH ...... MUCH LOVE TO Y'ALL FROM SOUTHEAST TEXAS! XOXO!

KRAE- 'LOW LIGHT' - (KENNA-RAE PRODUCTION) 4-23-2025

Are we all guilty of contributing to global pollution?

Lyrics
Guilty, a crime we  all commit, without thinking  
Poison, the sea, the land, our selves, nowhere to hide

Guilty, as charged, I know I played  my  part 

Throw away, don't do it
Throw away
Throw away, don't do it
Throw away
Don't do it

Drifting, shadows lost and cold, trapped in a  heart of 
Poison, the waves pass round and round, nowhere to hide

Guilty as Charged

Moments while traversing the cosmos in a spacious cryogenic chamber

Cryopulse

From our recently released album now available on viny! Please go to https://pashang.bandcamp.com/album/night-of-the-invasion-of-the-nazi-marsupial-werewolves-from-outer-space

Pashang  爬上 and Stranded Alien -  Fire Road 13

I love amphibians and have an affinity for fried okra, loud guitars, and sick beats. expedition 33 and port wine are my thing at the moment.

MongWoo

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