ch2rms - so much 2 gain if ur suffering (sydney)

19/11/'23

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1. A letter for new years.
2. 2blind;2see
3. With grace and & delight.
4. Ciel
5. A solemn nocturne.
6. Dainty
7. Feign tears for what?
8. Befuddled [RESERVED]
9. Vortex world.
10. Barely on this earth...
11. U.N.I. (You & I)


Been thinking about my future a lot. If life's a race then I'm losing every single day, all my peers seem to be ahead. I thought I was onto something enrolling in a programming course but I'm struggling to find joy in it tbh so I'm thinking of changing career paths to something more physical like welding for example. But I also want to pursue music and make bank of this shit as well, man. Decisions, decisions... I'm still young, 20 years old, I have time to have fun and make mistakes. Or at least that's what I like to tell myself.

These clips are mostly older beats that have been in the vault for some time and also beats that are on my alt page, I haven't been making that much beats so apologies for lack of new sounds, I'm mostly posting this so my page doesn't die lol.
BTW! I found out that there's a subgenre called diary after I uploaded my first clips but this isn't just that. I will keep naming these clips diary though, lol.

diary 19/11/'23 [clips]

https://soundcloud.com/killmyenemies/11-10-24-a

けろけろけろっぴ　！！！　٩(⸝⸝ᵕᴗᵕ⸝⸝)و
@chewy @seraphicwings @mercycoreradio @rewind214

kerokero_house~~clips (｡•́︿•̀｡) @chewy @seraphicwings @mercycoreradio @rewind214

2/1/'25
Happy new years! Thank you to everyone who lent their voice to this little project. Here's some beats from end of 2024. My goal this year is to improve my quality and output drastically. Additionally I also want to collab with way more people. 

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1. 002rocket w/ @heroz2299
2. the straight and narrow
3. rain in autumn w/ @heroz2299
4. blue x blue
5. vindby
6. vindby (alt.) w/ @hushinsilence
7. chromefacades
8. skyscraperz
9. i received a coiled necklace for christmas w/ @yuikase

note1: "Brand new year" @hatsuu7 @heroz2299 @hushinsilence @yuikase

ft. @xayaroth , prod @itsshiiranoh @overoveroverover

ion feel the same
i feel like u dont even feel the same
my feelings in a cage 
for that reason i hate my face 
my jealousy got taste 
thats what i fucking hate 
and i cant fucking change
i just hope you feel the same 

@xayaroth :
i hope u feel the same 
dark thought it fills my brain 
i always wanted u 
why did it have to change 
been holding on for so long so long
try to move on move on 
ik it my fate my fate 
jealousy got taste got taste 
try to move on but its hard 
left alone when its dark 
gen 5 on me in the yard 
back to sqaure one with no heart
what me decay tare apart
it was my fault from the start

@nepmir :
yuh, gen 5 in my fucking yard 
@xayaroth got a AR
wtf do dese niggas be on?? 
i-i want a shoulder to lean on
i want her for a reason 
ay fuck it make it like 10 
ay-ay fuck it make like 20
multiple that shit by 40  
ay dese niggas so trim 
im hittin they main bitch finna flim 
ay-ay 
talk to you, i dont feel 
i just want you to keep it real 
you dont even keep it real

ion feel the same
i feel like u dont even feel the same
my feelings in a cage 
for that reason i hate my face 
my jealousy got taste 
thats what i fucking hate 
and i cant fucking change
i just hope you feel the same

@xayaroth : 
i hope u feel the same 
dark thought it fills my brain 
i always wanted u 
why did it have to change 
been holding on for so long so long
try to move on move on 
ik it my fate my fate 
jealousy got taste got taste 
try to move on but its hard 
left alone when its dark 
gen 5 on me in the yard 
back to sqaure one with no heart
what me decay tare apart
it was my fault from the start

my jealousy got taste (shiiranoh over)

prod @rimerensu

@vileaf
you wanna dance with the stars, feel the rythm in your heart
you're safe here in my arms, you don't gotta hide your scars
let's go for the charts, all the way to mars!
fast life fast cars! drink away at the bars 🍺


you + me... i'll set you free... show me your wings... stay with me...

you + me... i'll set you free... show me your wings... (in unison)stay with me...

@nepmir
(yo listening to nepmir productions my nigga) ugly ass nigga 
stay with me 
i cant do much 
gotta tell u from my guts 
thats fucked up 
ohh 
ion want that 
ahhhmmm
gotta leave you alone 
even though i dont want you gone 
i dont want you gone 
my feelings had enough
i know im outta touch 
you really fucked me up 
and i cant get enough 
you already did too much
i cant see love the same 
im already not the same

you + me w/ nepmir prod rimeren #nightcore03

prod me
highkey just a rant song, enjoy lol

SOuLxTiED prod me

@jequya@@ @jequya@jequya ⍺ɽ⍺᭙-⍺ɽ⍺᭙ ȵ⍺ ⱸƥⱸƙȶơ ȵɠ ᥉⍺ɱɦ⍺ίȵ
ㅤ
ㅤ
(saya)
oh bby tell me wut u like
baby tell me what's the time ..

is it too late ?
is it too late ..

Is it ㋁ late ?
Is it too late ..

oh baby tell me wut u like
Baby tell me would you mind ?

or is it too late ?
is it too late ?  
is it too late ..

oh, no way (I know)
Can't change fate .. (I know)

what you say ?
would you say ..

is it ② late ?
to fall in love ..

keep up, can't let it up
her eyes
keep me above ..

no way
is it too late ?
is it too late ..

ㅤ
keep it close, in my back
I got plenty in my bag ..

if u want it den I got it
call me back ..

told ma brother
he can't change what's in the past nd..

Still some things
that won't change, && im past that ..

hope, i need money
hoes nd bitches Guala stacks ..

fucking on his bitch Jus once 
then he can take her back ..

I been on the fence too long
don't know which way to go ..

if I won't make it
then baby know U can take my all ..

ㅤ
let it speak out for itself
to me it was everything ..

know I'll see you real soon
will u handle it ?

i can't cuff no hoe
can't buy her no wedding ring ..

mana channeling
Way she looked, so heavensent ..

I could take you home
I could walk u through the rain ..

I been thru some pain
still im pushin in ma lane ..

at last, tonight ..
can i make you mine ?
ㅤ
ㅤ
(jequya)
do u think I'm worthy of ur grace ? 
oh yeah ..

i can do whatever u wanted 
just say ya ..

is it 𝟐 late ?
are u okay ?

we don't needa do anything 
Right now ..

look into my soul, 
what do u feel right now ?

listen to the rhythm of my heart ..
Uh huhh ..

feels like home ..

Do u feel the same ? 
or no ?

ㅤ
I can do whatever u wanted 
just say yaa ..

is it too late ?
are u okay ?

We don't need to do anything 
right now ..

SayaXJequya_ƐᏅᏬᎨᏝᎨᏰᏒᎨᏬᎷ ᵢₛ ᵢₜ ₜₒₒ ₗₐₜₑ ? (prod sayako)#㏄ ☆ﾟelfaction 𝟸𝟶𝟶﹪ 𝄊

No End

Type Of Time

@d1b2
from https://soundcloud.com/gothretro/gothretro-vi


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note1: "Brand new year" @hatsuu7 @heroz2299 @hushinsilence @yuikase

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