for a long while, i started getting too in my head about the music i was creating. it wasn't enough this or that, i couldn't figure out the transition on this, these two things don't work as well as i'd thought, whatever. just, there was always something. i stopped doing that recently and have just been creating music (and art) without expectation. it's been a nice weight off my shoulders and a nice re-embracing of why i started making art to begin with. to just express and to feel and to explore my mind and all of what it has to offer. there is no perfection in my mind, so it was time to stop seeking perfection in my art. to the utmost.

 again, if any of you actually read these rambles that go under my songs, i hope you enjoy the look into my mind, how i think, what i feel. 

creating art is my personal allowance of my expression of self, and this description is still an extension of the art that's associated with this

without expectation

vile deep