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how to be someone else

once i floated now i fall
lost my direction, hit the wall
what's my purpose what's it all for
what's the reason im here for

i used to feel, now im numb
but i will fight back, i wont succumb
dont know how to heal but ill try
maybe one day i'll reach the sky

took a jog down a winding road
felt so alive but now i'm sore
just a puppet not the real deal
what's the point how do i feel?

i used to feel, now im numb
but i will fight back, i wont succumb
dont know how to heal but ill try
maybe one day i'll reach the sky

when did the joys slip away
leaving behind shadows to play

guess you're my sadness kinda high
but deep inside i'm terrified

i used to feel, now im numb

i used to feel :)

Viiksi66/33/999

Dark nights, heavy bags, popping pills, and I'm staying sad. Cloudy thoughts, clearing out. Mind is swimming, ain't no doubt. Struggle deep, she's been robbed. Reason why, pop that stuff. Pain hits, take a lift. Slow drift, long words split. Morning haze, mellow days, numb the pain, a thousand ways. Break sweat, life's a trip. Sin city, more regrets. Skills rain, melt the strings. Mind dancing, feeling pain, feels clean. Glossy sheen, mindscape, living dreams. Higher signs, feeling fine. Floating skies, smoke, fixing woes. World n life tough, ain't enough. Need this stuff, diamond cuff. Ride, wave, cold, crave, never cave. Needed to stay, prayer fades. My gas came, flip the switch, escapade. Open sword, popping more, finding cures. Dark lane, burning pain, all the same, the numb, the pain. Quick fix, life's tricks, blissing in this high mix. Hazy nights, breaking fights, pipe dreams. Fantasy, ecstasy, feeling free from misery. World's weight, dissipate. All in troubles, just deflate. Stars wide, eyes bright. Through the night, I'll glide like. Out of lines, higher signs, feeling fine. Floating skies, burning smoke, fixing woes. World slows, heartbeats close. Life tough, ain't enough. Need this stuff, diamond cuff. Ride, wave, cold, crave, never cave. Needed to stay, pray.

Pretty b0i, press me, judge me, don't say
Behind the haze, they continue to fray.
Chemical chains, shackle tight and strong
Chase infinity, hear the world go wrong.

Separates for the bankrupt, 
pockets full of dust 
brainwired, hardcore, who can I trust? 

Hell split alive, sanity tossed 
Smoke and mirrors, mind is lost
Mind faded, illusions by a snake
Parasites in shadows, anxious to reshape
Reality distorted, drowning in the grey
Something says my savior, night into the day

Vision buried, demons whisper in the dark
Chemical solace leaves an indelible mark
Numb the pain, silence the endless war
Help medicate, fill the face once more

Pressure melting, crumbling walls
Needles and powder numbing all the calls
Eyes bloodshot, foreground fades to black
Toxic salvation, no turning back 

Mind faded, illusions by a snake
Parasites in shadows, anxious to reshape
Reality distorted, drowning in the grey
Something says my savior, night into the day

Pretty b0i, press me, judge me, don't say
Behind the haze, they continue to fray
Chemical chains, shackle tight and strong
Chase infinity, hear the world go wrong

Vision buried, demons whisper in the dark
Chemical solace leaves an indelible mark
Numb the pain, silence the endless war
Help medicate, fill the face once more

Pressure melting, crumbling walls
Needles and powder numbing all the calls
Eyes bloodshot, foreground fades to black
Toxic salvation, no turning back 

Pretty b0i, press me, judge me, don't say
Behind the haze, they continue to fray
Chemical chains, shackle tight and strong
Chase infinity, hear the world go wrong

chase infinity

snow

midnight cravings in the air
city whispers everywhere
sushi rolls and neon lights
eating vegan feels so right

walking pavement and feeling free 
strangers voices melody
chopsticks hold the night at bay
street like dances shadows play

take away trees in the night 
vegan sushi pure delight
midnight tales in every bite
city's pulse we're holding tight

streets are table stars above
conversations mixed with love
listening close to every sound
midnight whispers all around

take away dreams in the night
vegan sushi pure delight
midnight tales in every bite
city's pulse we're holding tight

every bite's a secret share
strangers pass but we're still there
streetlights guide us on our way
till the dawn wakes night to day

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