this is fucking phenomenal you two are amazing AAAAHHH

self prod

lyrics:
i wish you the best in the worst way
no one ever thought we would last in the first place
you got my heart skipping beats, you were elite
dream abt ur luv rinse it and repeat

im tryna get my head straight out the past
reminicse abt the time i saw you last
laid up, fall in luv,
fight a lot, making up
i don't think i can do it anymore
if u hit my phone i might ignore
i jus can't forgive you like before
leave you in the past, leave you in my lore
i don't think i can do it anymore

do u like to waste my time?
not gonna lie
if you would again i wouldn't mind x2

i think the alcohol is talking back
it's telling me to answer all ur calls back

i think i might relapse
it'd make my heart relax
until i overload and crash x2

im tryna get my head straight out the past
reminicse abt the time i saw you last
laid up, fall in luv,
fight a lot, making up
i don't think i can do it anymore
if u hit my phone i might ignore
i jus can't forgive you like before
leave you in the past, leave you in my lore
i don't think i can do it anymore

anymore (aurasrevenge)

self prod
lil toxic rnb jawn
lyrics:
don't vent abt ur man i wanna hear less of him
tired of ur bullshit time and time again
get on top of me, don't say a word and settle in
ion even need u i'll jus hit up ur friend

sippin out my cup, u jus a feeder huh?
better than ur man he ain't a eater huh? 
compliment ur fit you jus gon eat it up
act like i'm in love, bitch i jus wanna fuck

said ur afraid of commitment
crazy thing to say while u switchin positions
i don't give a fuck rly not tryna listen
toss u all ur clothes n kick u out fuck u with the vision ?

baby u really tryna find ur knight?
someone who gon luv u thru the night
someone who gon stay put up w the fights
came to the wrong place yeah fucking right

she hit me up again, 11 on the dot
she tryna link up at the bar, henny on the rock
i can't stop
talkin mad crazy got my rizz on lock
took her back to my place, 11:20 on the clock
yeah ik she bad ik i used my luck
snapped it to my homies so they all kno im up, run me up
120 on the dash ik she feel the rush
fucked but i'm not the type 2 luv x2

not the type 2 luv (aurasrevenge)

featuring @VALERii
produced by michael harrison

look out the window and tell me what you see
a man, and he’s all alone with red streaks coming from his cheeks
don’t drive him away

is that all now? can you hear me?
i been waiting on death to come around
it’s so hard to get up when you stay down 
and your pictures on my wall, but i refuse to take it,
down.

i got old friends wanting me to go fall down
i can’t lose i was born for the cycle
if it’s true break the news to my idols
i can ball from the jump like i’m michael 
if you hear sometimes you gotta let go
i can hit you right back when i write home 

i can never sleep
THC is the reason i feel weak
what an awful treat
depleted eyes, and all my feelings
leave
that’s what they do, they
leave
along with all the people i cared about
those ones, i wore them out 
no one to callout, to

so how long will it take for you to come back? to fix my mind trap, and to get my life back?

(is that all now? can you hear me?
if you hear sometimes you gotta let go)

is that all now? can you hear me?
i been waiting on death to come around
it’s so hard to get up when you stay down 
and your pictures on my wall, but i refuse to take it,
down.

spotify

cycle (ft. VALERii)

produced by michael harrison & ayoley

i’m coming back to my home
but as i open the car door
i get a taste of bittersweetness in the air
never faced a challenge that was so deep inside my bones
that would lock my whole world away in a small, glass, dome 
you didn’t see it, and i didn’t too 
it’s been hidden in my brain until we split in two
but the cause was never you
i’ve known about this my whole life, i wasn’t ready to own up to the truth
because i knew it would break me and you apart
but it doesn’t really matter now
learning to stay afloat in the dark

i push the painkillers off my drawer
laying limp to the sound of tears
wishing i never came out of my shell
make an appointment for death next year
when i’m gone
don’t bother asking around
but i’ll be with you in the clouds

don’t speak, pay attention when i sleep right now
i’m just hidden in the trees
somewhere, where you never come around

i’m coming back to my home
but as i open the car door
i get a taste of bittersweetness in the air
never faced a challenge that was so deep inside my bones
that would lock my whole world away in a small, glass, dome 
you didn’t see it, and i didn’t too 
it’s been hidden in my brain until we split in two
but the cause was never you
i’ve known about this my whole life, i wasn’t ready to own up to the truth
because i knew it would break me and you apart
but it doesn’t really matter now
learning to stay afloat in the dark

bittersweet

produced by michael harrison and aidan han

i feel all grown up, i'm only 18
all the pressure lays in my hands
karma always comes to break me
right there, took a chance then ran

same road now we're all worried about
that's just the potent saying in this town
theres only one shot you get in this life
(so make it count)

carve your name in stone
the rosemary's blocking the door
the only place i knew as home
grew apart, like the wings i soared (with)
day by day i grow older
leaving my troubled past aside
oh, how i hate it
living adult life
no more bright days when i don't try
-
don't know which cards to place
i'm back here, stuck in the middle

growth rate

petrichor2 +giabelle (irby x jolst)

with some new friends thank you @riensu @1toge
follow them:
www.instagram.com/ri3nsu/
www.instagram.com/notmanni/
all plats march 31st: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/andrelv/want-your-attention-feat-manni---riensu

prod me once again

lyrics:
always feeling nervous yeah i never can relax
you know there's always trepidation just a feeling in my chest
and im running from my problems cos i never know whats next
really hope its not too late
i need a second to react

chorus:
i dont have any more reasons just to see you around
i just wanna hear the words that you wanna tell me
i lost my mind but u found it
why am i always so selfish
i dont need your attention
but i want it
every thought that i have always circles back to you
im so scared of you so i can never tell the truth
my heart is beating so fast i don't know what to do
im falling again and its so hard to find you

manni ✰ @1toge:
its so hard to let go
when i really wanted more now
but you wanna slow down
is this all a game to you
cause i dont really have a clue
fuck do you want me to do
did you want me to relapse
i just want my keys back
did you really mean that
theres no point if you dont feel love
so i wonder if i cross your mind
cause i dont really want to be left behind

riensu @riensu:
i've been waiting for you to come save me
cause after all we've been through you're still my safety
would you catch me again and again
dont want to pretend
but i'll be fine without you

r: she got me running back
m: she got me wanting more
r: tell me what its all for
m: tell me and ill love you more
r: lets get right to the chase
m: run around my mind like a maze
r: no text back like im not phased, at all

(chorus again)

my verse:
im way too tired to converse
guess i'll see you again
i try my best but it never works
cos you fuck up my plans
i swear im stuck in a curse
i'll never understand
im falling again
and its so hard to find you
if i had another chance i swear i'll never lose
you grazed right pass me
didnt even know its you
they told me everything is fine i really hope its true
you know its never easy but im weathering with you

want your attention w/ manni ✰ & riensu

enjoy.

i think they hate me 
that's what i get for being myself :(
she hates the doubt i have
i love destroying myself :D

i know what it's like when love turns to hate
i need a fren outside of this game
it all ends the same, it all ends the same
so trust me when i say
let it die
fuck it. let it die
so fuck it let it die
fuck it. let it die

there's too many bones that i could break
i swallowed a falling star that was fake

o o oo o o o o o o o o o o o oo o o oo o o 

i mean, look at how you get everything you ever wanted

apparently i'm inferior because i can't do the same

and if my scars ever reopen
you just tell me to close them
open diary i know the truth always

i got like
three thousand thoughts a minute
leave these bitches all on read
i hate talking i admit it
think i'll dye my hair so i feel different
make a scene so i can fit in
but she knows that's not who you are 

and your only two hours away
don't worry baby it's not a problem
i ain't worried about being popular
i don't care if they even know my name
cause

there's too many bones that i could break
i swallowed a falling star that was fake

fake
a falling star that's fake

i swallowed a falling star

w/ @sxulzel

produced by @012207 and @newgarasu

2004 w/ sxulz (baz + garasu)

[Intro | hopeful effect]
Hey... 
Have you seen the letter that I gave you? 
No I'm not sure about that.

[Verse 1 | steady build]
I sent you a postal to your dark home,
Look at the message that's flown over.
Just sending the message about you,
The truth is I dont have long it's due.

I have a terrible illness that can't be cured, 
A sickness without you here is to rue.
Just reach over to me and hold me,
I won't be satisfied until I see it free. 

[Guitar Solo 1 | Rifts Exploding] 

[Pre Chorus | loves rising]
This letter will serve a purpose for you,
I'm telling you that your my best friend.
Sending my best wishes over here,
Dont fear the compassion ever.

A written poem to show my gratitude,
I put my best effort into the magnitude.
Only one thing will satisfy this pain, 
The rain in the inks writing prowess.

[Chorus | powerful & repeating]
A written letter is just a trail of emotion, 
Devotions of another is in the writing.
I'm inspired to know why you did this,
Your an important figure In life. 

This is meant to be the letter of pages,
You raised me up to be a right person.
Ink comes from the pages that relay, 
My first letter is to praise you.

[Verse 2 | more calming]
These ink stained hands are hurting badly, 
The pages are now just burning away.
The calm of the storm is turning rye, 
The writting is churning inside out.

I put my whole heart and soul into this, 
This letter needs to be in purest bliss.
I will always bring this letter to you,
No one stops me from it being due.

[Pre Chorus | repeat for cohension] 
This letter will serve a purpose for you,
I'm telling you that your my best friend.
Sending my best wishes over here,
Dont fear the compassion ever.

A written poem to show my gratitude,
I put my best effort into the magnitude.
Only one thing will satisfy this pain, 
The rain in the inks writing prowess.

[Chorus | main hook again]
A written letter is just a trail of emotion, 
Devotions of another is in the writing.
I'm inspired to know why you did this,
Your an important figure In life. 

This is meant to be the letter of pages,
You raised me up to be a right person.
Ink comes from the pages that relay, 
My first letter is to praise you.

[Bridge | breakdown / Glitch FX]
Letters will be shipped to you from my place, 
Remember to get it from the box you raise.
These are my last words to you brother, 
Remember that letters hark another.

[Ending | Fade Out]
Yeah... 
Letters always hark to another, 
But it's for you alone brother.

My First Letter

🔥 Faith tested, fire ignited. The Extended Anthem Edition of Hold My Faith is here. 🎤🎸⚡

cycle (ft. VALERii)

vil synth

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