produced by: https://soundcloud.com/wisssery x https://soundcloud.com/yagoproduces
featuring: https://soundcloud.com/lessthanfriends

nothing special, but i try (feat. LessThanFriends) (prod. wisssery)

produced by killedmyself

completely non profit 

lyrics

stary nights without the complexes
walking bout the mountains tryna fill up all our pockets
with cigarette butts 
crave a nicotine buzz
wasnt on no bud
just dumb tryna prove my love
i was feeling quite a misfit
what a bitch

ur life is over just as its begun
she found the sun inside anothers arms
and to a brother that had sworn no harm
i think ill stay inside long until the weathers calm
she got a humble cause
tearing u in half
tryna mend ur heart
she wanna leave some scars
head
whats going on in ur head babe
eyes are feeling like an xray
honestly i think im too dazed
feeling like its been 2 days
caught up in all of my blue days
that is not worthy of news page
so how r u liking my new face
ripped the skin off of my mainframe
rolled it around in an ashtray
stapled it back onto my veins

its alright
its alright
its alright
its alright

stary nights without the complexes
walking bout the mountains tryna fill up all our pockets
with cigarette butts 
crave a nicotine buzz
wasnt on no bud
just dumb tryna prove my love
i was feeling quite a misfit
what a bitch

poetry from a diary i found buried by my headstone (killedmyself)

featuring @b_murph
produced by michael harrison, ayoley, & autrioly

Preaching away
When you’re eastbound it’s rare to see snow and gray ends of the road
Hang up the feeling I’ve grown
And let it seep through the ghost

If I could reach you, I would send as many signs to take control
It’s not convenient, what I’m seeking is like nothing to your
Soul

My body’s peeling away, can’t call it day
Becoming stuck as a shadow of my old self
Locked in this window pane

You can’t
Describe
My body
No lines
Act out
No eyes
You might as well call me a prototype
Hanging down from your ceiling, you’re losing life
Artificial, I’m bugging to open eyes
Make it make sense, I’m dealing a poltergeist

You couldn’t shake me out if you wanted
Because I’m out of a home
All I’m seeing is chrome
But when it’s time to cave it in, my legs go slow
-
(@b_murph)
Cannot look the other way, 'cause then I'm staring at my ghost
Why are we all the way out here, I thought you knew which way to go
And if I look you in the eyes does that mean that I am a part of you?
I see my poltergeist, it's standing right beside you

So let's runaway
I know another place
Where we can hide, and watch the stars, and list all our mistakes
So why don't you just stay
I know I'm bout to go
My time is up and all I want is you to hold me close

And say how you love me, even if it ain't true
'Cause as the light leaves my eyes all I wanna see is you
And now I feel my body getting colder
As a ghost I'll watch over your shoulder
-
You couldn’t shake me out if you wanted
Because I’m out of a home
All I’m seeing is chrome
But when it’s time to cave it in, my legs go slow

Carve out a pitch to all the others getting out of hand
Cold sweats on the beach, my comforts in the sand
Place a bet over me, and argue till our ends meet
Ends meet

I can't deny
That I didn't say goodbye

spotify

prototype (ft. b murph) [michael harrison + ayoley + autrioly]

I just wanna get by in this simple life
take so many turns to make you satisfied
I could never lie but you pushed me past the brink in my mind so i left it all behind
I watched you grow oh so simply
Time was like fast but not really
Ill miss times with you right next to me
I would see you every night but its history

Fallen slow like the leaves
On the floor by the shore now your missing me
i moved on cause your the one who left me
i got better in time and now you want me back again

Its
So silly
Like really
Waste my time now your back inside my life
I was doing so well but you couldn't call my line
So you showed up at my house but there's another chick inside

You got pissed
Wonder why that is
You left me couple months ago I wont sit here and miss
Miss all of the things
And things you gave to me
Ill put em in the garbage just like what you did to me

What a tragedy
I'm in disbelief
I didn't wanna do it but it happened
My mind is killing me
Oh its killing me

Get out
I didn't wanna say it but get out
You were all I had for years now
But you did this to us you left wow

I just wanna get by in this simple life
take so many turns to make you satisfied
I could never lie but you pushed me past the brink in my mind so i left it all behind
I watched you grow oh so simply
Time was like fast but not really
Ill miss times with you right next to me
I would see you every night but its history

HISTORY!
Oh ITS KILLING ME
I USED TO SEE YOU EVERY OTHER NIGHT
BUT AS TIME WENT BY YOU STARTED SLIPPING FROM MY MIND

You said you miss me
But its too late baby
You wanna kiss me
But its too late baby

YOUR SORRYS DONT MEAN ANYTHING ANYMORE
ILL LAY ON THE FLOOR
BEAT MY HEAD ON THE DOOR
ALL THESE BLOODY WOMEN GOT ME SHATTERED TO THE CORE
WHAT WAS IT FOR?
THIS STUPID BREAK THAT YOU NEEDED OH WHAT FOR?
IM IN LINE AND IM KNOCKING AT YOUR DOOR
ONLY WHEN I PASS WILL I THINK OF YOU SOME MORE

Simple Life (prod. asharptheone)

written inside my head, no lyrics here. enjoy <3

IV (prod. jakobe)

prod me<3

lyrics:

i do the best that i can
the rest that i had i sold
i'm only holding your hand
cuz you've the only hand to hold
another day in my skin
is fatal to most i know
i'm kinda used to being last
i'm used to being left alone

shed a tear for the ones that'll never see me prosper
fear this is as far i go
fear they've already seen all that i have to offer
here i am, i've made it known
try to face it
i can't
in the grave 
i will dance
alone

i do the best that i can
the rest that i had i sold
i'm only holding your hand
cuz you've the only hand to hold
another day in my skin
is fatal to most i know
i'm kinda used to being last
i'm used to being left alone

ashen

NeEd ToP iN tHe DoWnToWn La ArEa W/Skele & screwyounick

River Song

prod by my boi @majinaruu 💕💕

lyrics

buried alive, no-one can find me, 
I don't know why, you keep on hiding,
I got blood in my wine, live like a viking,
fucked up my life, just for one night
x2

im just smoking with my friends, like wheres the bag? lets smoke some more
I don't know if I will make it, push the clutch down to the floor,
in the snow just on my own, when ur asleep im at ur door,
nice to look at but ur sour, ur just rotten to the core,

and ur rotten,
im besotted,
I got a knife in my chest where my heart is,
line me up, id love to be your next target,
sign me up id love to be your next target

buried alive, no-one can find me, 
I don't know why, you keep on hiding,
I got blood in my wine, live like a viking,
fucked up my life, just for one night
x2

im buried alive.
im buried alive.
im buried alive.
im buried alive.

buried alive

and this girl got me crying,
she won't defeat me,
heart of a lion, 
kiss me discreetly,
in the bus shelter,
won't you come see me,
I always lose my temper,
the thoughts on repeat 

and ill never leave you fucked up, cinderella, 
and if the rain pours yeah my heart your umbrella,
I've been feeling so low but im getting better,
shout out the prozac it got me through the weather

so I tell her, and ill never leave you fucked up, cinderella, 
and if the rain pours yeah my heart your umbrella,
I've been feeling so low but im getting better,
shout out the prozac it got me through the weather

and I've never felt this way before, and im sure,
you're the only fucking rose in a bed full of thorns,
hand you my jacket promise you ill keep you safe from the storm,
I know that half the time the reason it rains and it pours is cus of me

and probably, cus im only okay when you're on top of me
and probably yeah,
im honestly fed up,
of all these movies playing on me really fucks my head up,
im sinking 3's from half court yeah ill never let up,
im not about all this beef, im tryna get my bread up
you work at subway, boy give it a rest,
im just tryna make some fucking music with my friends.

prototype (ft. b murph) [michael harrison + ayoley + autrioly]

vil synth