produced by: https://soundcloud.com/wisssery x https://soundcloud.com/yagoproduces
featuring: https://soundcloud.com/lessthanfriends

nothing special, but i try (feat. LessThanFriends) (prod. wisssery)

the first single off my new album 'dearly departing', coming out 9/9!

fully produced and mastered by @jolst
album art by @/ashleydhe on instagram

so much time and effort has been put into this project and i truly hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
i cant really see it here and now
and the lights behind my back are turning down
every sailor knows his in and outs
but i struggle every now and then with life so hear me out

i might die today
i could throw my life away
every time i surface i cant see
i think my mind’s away
they say im bad luck
thats why the bad stuck
and follows me everywhere

seeing aint always believing
the ocean was never forgiving
we need to drop anchor

and i stand and wait as cold air breaks the sail before us all
our fatal fate has taken everything that we once loved
so fuck it all
if i go down i’ll be swinging
a rope tied to songs i’ve been singing
the weight is enough for a fixing
so i tighten the knot and im ready for war
war
i still need more (from life, inside my mind)
more

i cant really see it here and now
so i contemplate the ways in which i drown
every time i’m lost im never found
i just suffer all the consequences, end up on the ground

i might die today
i could throw my life away
every time i surface i cant see
i think my mind’s away
they say im bad luck
thats why the bad stuck
and follows me everywhere 

seeing aint always believing
the ocean was never forgiving
we need to drop anchor

im leading a life not worth living
and seemingly so, unforgiving
its time i let out this anger

dearly departing

anchor [jolst]

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V. anchor [jolst]

hate u ft. sendflowrs (sorrow bringer)

featuring @b_murph
produced by michael harrison, ayoley, & autrioly

Preaching away
When you’re eastbound it’s rare to see snow and gray ends of the road
Hang up the feeling I’ve grown
And let it seep through the ghost

If I could reach you, I would send as many signs to take control
It’s not convenient, what I’m seeking is like nothing to your
Soul

My body’s peeling away, can’t call it day
Becoming stuck as a shadow of my old self
Locked in this window pane

You can’t
Describe
My body
No lines
Act out
No eyes
You might as well call me a prototype
Hanging down from your ceiling, you’re losing life
Artificial, I’m bugging to open eyes
Make it make sense, I’m dealing a poltergeist

You couldn’t shake me out if you wanted
Because I’m out of a home
All I’m seeing is chrome
But when it’s time to cave it in, my legs go slow
-
(@b_murph)
Cannot look the other way, 'cause then I'm staring at my ghost
Why are we all the way out here, I thought you knew which way to go
And if I look you in the eyes does that mean that I am a part of you?
I see my poltergeist, it's standing right beside you

So let's runaway
I know another place
Where we can hide, and watch the stars, and list all our mistakes
So why don't you just stay
I know I'm bout to go
My time is up and all I want is you to hold me close

And say how you love me, even if it ain't true
'Cause as the light leaves my eyes all I wanna see is you
And now I feel my body getting colder
As a ghost I'll watch over your shoulder
-
You couldn’t shake me out if you wanted
Because I’m out of a home
All I’m seeing is chrome
But when it’s time to cave it in, my legs go slow

Carve out a pitch to all the others getting out of hand
Cold sweats on the beach, my comforts in the sand
Place a bet over me, and argue till our ends meet
Ends meet

I can't deny
That I didn't say goodbye

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prototype (ft. b murph) [michael harrison + ayoley + autrioly]

Candelabra hold me up until I’m burning out again  
Appalachia in the mountains how much money can I spend 
Foreign objects all around me is there something that I missed
Smoke what’s left of what i got and now they put me on a list 
My chains they hit together that noise will make you shudder 
These fools think they know me boy you are not my brother 
Keep my wire on barb tight knit no stressing
effortless like the way I’m dressing

FFY

Scars not healing 
Nothing that I’m feeling 
spent the bag and made it back 
That’s not something that I lack 
Finding meaning 
Staring at the ceiling 
Copped a fit and it’s all black 
Who could’ve guessed that 
They can’t keep up so then they try to bring me down but it don’t faze me 
I’ve been moving city to city you lookin lazy 
Said that you got something to say so make it hasty 
Thinking you could do it like me you must be crazy 

Candelabra hold me up until I’m burning out again  
Appalachia in the mountains how much money can I spend 
Foreign objects all around me is there something that I missed
Smoke what’s left of what i got and now they put me on a list 
My chains they hit together that noise will make you shudder 
These fools think they know me boy you are not my brother 
Keep my wire on barb tight knit no stressing
effortless like the way I’m dressing

I brought the keys out to the surface now let’s put it all to work 
And After after all that time spent you’d hope it’s better off than worse 
I dyed my hair to match the fit like what you know about it 
I won’t give up until this shit gets crowded 
Round it up like I’m trippin over every sentence 
Someone tell me what I’d like to hear it’s almost near me 
Close by my side but it fear me 
Gray skies blue lights follow around again 

Candelabra hold me up until I’m burning out again  
Appalachia in the mountains how much money can I spend 
Foreign objects all around me is there something that I missed
Smoke what’s left of what i got and now they put me on a list 
My chains they hit together that noise will make you shudder 
These fools think they know me boy you are not my brother 
Keep my wire on barb tight knit no stressing
effortless like the way I’m dressing

Yeah I’m in the Big O take a look at the bank now 
On the road smoked out take a look around 
Tripps at the mall we gon need another minute 
He can do it he just need to make decisions









Scars not healing 
Nothing that I’m feeling 
spent the bag and made it back 
That’s not something that I lack 
Finding meaning 
Staring at the ceiling 
Copped a fit and it’s all black 
Who could’ve guessed that 
They can’t keep up so then they try to bring me down but it don’t faze me 
I’ve been moving city to city you lookin lazy 
Said that you got something to say so make it hasty 
Thinking you could do it like me you must be crazy

candelabra ft. flowersforyou (recyclebin)

Sewerperson - CHAPTER7_THE PARASITE FIELDS (prod. Luffysome X Sorrow Bringer) (snippet) 9/12/24

Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'll be the one if you want me to
Anywhere, I would've followed you
so say something, I'm giving up on you

And I will stumble and fall
It was over my head
I know nothing at all
And I will stumble and fall
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl

Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere, I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

Writers
Mike Campbell (Singer-Songwriter), Chad King & Ian Axel
Primary Artists
Christina Aguilera & A Great Big World

Say Something

NeEd ToP iN tHe DoWnToWn La ArEa W/Skele & screwyounick

back like i never left x

video out now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fnzyutj7XJ4

-

set your mind right
i dont really care but
i just wanna know when the times right
and i know you got no friends but
i just wanna know where ur minds at
took a prozac
faded
left my third eye on a mindmap
fuck unconscious hating
you dont wanna know where my minds at

and i know you hate the sight but
i dont wanna leave when youre blinded
shed some tears in amsterdam cause
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting

wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses

i dont wanna hear when we're--
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're

-

produced by neverforever

tears

That one

and I just cannot believe you're done with this,
I thought I meant a little more than a drunken kiss,
I been in my feelings since I was a kid,
got no money in my pocket but I still wanna live,

and I just cant let you leave, ill grab my gun,
I thought I meant a little more than some drunken fun,
ill run away from the cops into the sun,
baby ill be okay im used to smoke in my lungs

so ill just smoke on my own, im crying again, where are u?
im not okay unless im leaning on you
I don't know where you have been, but you're here now and im happy

im happy, 
for the first time in my life,
hop in my car then I drive,
oh no I don't 
a year ago wanted to choke,
I fucking hated my life,
scene getting dry,
you boys pretending to cry,
im fucking sick of these guys,
don't need a 9,
bitch I walk knife on my side,
do you guys still wanna die?
see through my eyes,
angry and im colourblind,
I don't like speaking my mind, 
people can talk,
think of me, I don't know why,
its paper plates till' I die,
don't smoke a pipe, blunt in my mouth while I fly,
these days im loving my life,
gray keep a scythe for those who willing to try,
I just keep taking their life

and I just cannot believe you're done with this,
I thought I meant a little more than a drunken kiss,
I been in my feelings since I was a kid,
got no money in my pocket but I still wanna live,

and I just cant let you leave, ill grab my gun,
I thought I meant a little more than some drunken fun,
ill run away from the cops into the sun,
baby ill be okay im used to smoke in my lungs

prototype (ft. b murph) [michael harrison + ayoley + autrioly]

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