Why i found this so late?( This song fire af!

damn this track goes hard! Emo rapper digital comic available in my bio!

Collabed on this beat with @gaia-zambon-778002978

Lyrics:
so i never wanna leave my bed, i stay lost up in my head
please do not disturb me you could wake me when im fuckin dead
guess im giving up thats why you always gettin left on read
dont talk to me dont hit me up im busy tryna get my bread

dont take my pulse cause i flatlined
i know youll leave just like last time
put on a show like its halftime
like im a poet but i cant rhyme

you never heard a flow so slow, guess ive given up completely but im vibin on the low, i dont got no energy for nothin keep your fuckin hoe, she be slidin in my DMs im depressed but she dont know

said she thought its just persona
said she thought it was an act
said she thought that id be happy cause im piling up these racks
said she plays all of my songs
said she listens to my tracks
said she wanna save me now before im never coming back

Shedontknow

shedontknow (prod. Gaia & HKFiftyOne)

Verse 1
I played your heart like it was nothin’,
Spoke soft lies straight to your face,
You gave me love with no conditions,
I gave you tears you didn’t deserve.
You held me down when I was broken,
Saw the good I couldn’t see,
While I was out here runnin’ wild,
Destroyin’ you…destroyin’ me.
 
Pre-Chorus
I know I made you feel like a fool,
Like all your love was just a game,
Every promise that I shattered,
Every tear still says my name.

Chorus
I broke your heart into pieces, girl, I know,
After all the love you poured into my soul,
Now I’m livin’ with the weight of my mistakes,
I’ll carry this regret for all my days.
You were my first, my only truth,
Every memory still feels brand new,
If lovin’ you is what I pay for life,
I’ll pay…every time.

Verse 2
You loved me deeper than I earned it,
Put my heart above your own,
I chose the dark when you were light,
Left you cryin’ all alone.
Every moment, every touch,
Every road we ever crossed,
Those weren’t lies, those weren’t games,
You were real…I was lost.

Pre-Chorus
I can’t erase the things I’ve done,
Or take back words I never meant,
But my love for you was never fake
Even when my heart was bent.

Chorus
I broke your heart into pieces, girl, I know,
After all the love you poured into my soul,
Now I’m livin’ with the weight of my mistakes,
I’ll carry this regret for all my days.
You were my first, my only truth,
Every memory still feels brand new,
If lovin’ you is what I pay for life,
I’ll pay….every time.

Bridge
Serepein, you’re my everything,
Without you I am nothin’ at all,
I messed up bad, I did you wrong,
Still I’m standin’ here waiting for your call.
I’ll fight for you in every lifetime,
Through the pain, through the tears,
Even in the afterlife, my love,
I’ll be yours…I’ll be here.

Break (Soft/Spoken)
I’m sorry…
For every lie, every scar,
Please forgive me…
Come back to where we are.

Final Chorus
I broke your heart into pieces, girl, it’s true,
But my soul still only beats for you,
I’ll chase your love till my last breath fades,
Till the stars fall, till the end of days.
You’re my first, my forever flame,
There will never be another name,
I’ll love you now and after life,
JM…you’re my everything.

Outro
If forgiveness finds your heart someday,
I’ll be right here, I’ll never stray,
This love is real, it always was,
And it’ll live on… beyond us.

Weight of My Mistakes

ft: @barrenwaste
prod: @anobodyreally x @cpt_sad

where the fuck are my friends at?
dont bother hitting me up, im busy anyway
where the fuck is my girl at?
100 miles away exploring every frat

getting dubbed like its payback
for all the fucked up shit
that i cant even admit
i dont care im just anxious
we got some plans to be famous
i dont know if i can take this
money good, but the paper faceless
im so useless, didnt choose this
feeling clueless, send me cute pics
like you used to
got a new life
that im getting used to
drunk in my room
like im Free Throw
in the back row
with my hopes up
and my head down low
man im stressed out
getting aquainted with all of my thoughts
hoping ill turn out to be who im not
grabbing a knife just to cut out the coms
my heart in the fridge where i ice out my head
my brain is a mess, id be better off dead
cant fight up the courge to end my own life
but find out the futures got reasons to live
i cannot go, but i wanna bail
burried in woes, to sorrow i hail
i drink from the veil just to swallow my tongue
maybe ill join up the 27 club

where the fuck are my friends at?
dont bother hitting me up, im busy anyway
where the fuck is my girl at?
100 miles away exploring every frat
getting dubbed like its payback
for all the fucked up shit
that i cant even admit
i dont know if i can take this
all my life ive been faceless

yeah i did some things
i don’t want to say
same as for you
so it goes both ways
don’t need this high horse 
you rode on in
its been too fucking long
since you sang the same old song
to try to get my sing along
but don’t you ever try again
im sick of all this patience
that I’ve been always fading
and try to get back
but its never helping that
i can’t understand the relations
between you and i
theres nothing left
but there always something else
that I’m wondering 
why do you always come back
to try to get me in
inside my own head
to try to trick myself
to think i love you again
it always works somehow
until i realize 
its nothing that i want now
its nothing that i need
but you always try to 
convince me

Follow me <3

faceless (ft. barren) [prod. ʎpoqou x yesterday]

[prod. jakkyboi]

so tie me
to the train tracks 
light me up like a blunt when you face that
hate me 
when I’m dead and 
gone so far but I’ll stay in your head and

Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Leave me there on my own dont look back

I dont really wanna talk i wanna walk away
Shawty say she wanna fuck i tell her not today
I been busy so i cant respond to all the hate
I dont fuck with laziness because i cant relate

this that sad shit
this that don’t show your dad shit
this that “oh this whole wave just a fad shit”

Pop 4 xans then it all fades to black shit
16 bars gonna cost you a rack bitch
 
Wrote you a note but i just wanna burn it
Life is a gift but i want to return it
Crashin the whip got trash in the bin
Say its just words but it cuts deep like a surgeon

just words but im fucked up from the hurt and
Your lies got me tossing and turning
Notes from the class that we had back in high school
Joking about how i want to be like you

so tie me
to the train tracks 
light me up like a blunt when you face that
hate me 
when I’m dead and 
gone so far but I’ll stay in your head and

Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Leave me there on my own dont look back

tie me to the train tracks

lyrics

4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all
4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all

she lick the blade clean, while my fucking blood drips
i choke her neck while our motherfucking tongues kiss
she say i got good dick, i make her cum quick
she got a boyfriend, oh well, fuck it
baby i'm a vampire, counting money up
gold fangs in my mouth, smoking on a blunt
black tee on my back, red cape now
baby tell me it's okay before i break down

4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all
4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all

she lick the blade clean, while my fucking blood drips
i choke her neck while our motherfucking tongues kiss
she say i got good dick, i make her cum quick
she got a boyfriend, oh well, fuck it
baby i'm a vampire, counting money up
gold fangs in my mouth, smoking on a blunt
black tee on my back, red cape now
baby tell me it's okay before i break down

REAPER

before i break down [prod. reaper]

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IC7Ak_JNOWA
hosted by sad chill </3

@prodreaper

i cant feel a fucking thing
keep my eyes up to the rain
death is callin out my name
it's not too late to call again
the sky starts fallin on my face
but i'll always pull up to the same old place
marijuana rolled up, hit a gram to the face
said it's never been so good to fucking feel so dead

it could never be the same
put the double barreled to my brain
next to my 40 oz and pack of cigs
i'll paint a picture with the parts that remain

what would you do
if we could go back and maybe change some things?
if only you knew
that i'd do it all again just to get to where i'm at
sometimes ur eyes turn blue
and sunshines look fine without
or anybody that i knew
yeah, weeks go by where i don't think about you

sometimes ur eyes turn blue (prod. reaper) </3 music video in description </3

www.instagram.com/notemrys
cursed with the halo

ft. @guccihighwaters
www.instagram.com/guccihighwaters
prod. nrmn.btz.

Spotify

cursed ft. guccihighwaters (prod. nrmn.btz.)

prod. Anxiety Attacks! x cFee! x Bruce Leen
guitar/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS

LYRICS:
I'm sorry for the things I said
I'm sorry bout the shit I did
I lose my mind just tryna sleep at night
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive,
thinking maybe one day you'll be mine
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive...

it's alright, it's alright, it's alright, yeah
it's only right I spend some time by your side, yeah
you're feeling helpless & you're in denial
I'm feeling selfish when I'm suicidal
you're feeling helpless & you're in denial
I'm feeling selfish when I'm suicidal
you know I'll be there if you need me, 
I'll be here as long as I'm breathing
heaven down to hell when you're leaving, 
holding onto hope, & I'm thinking ya...

I'm sorry for the things I said
I'm sorry bout the shit I did
I lose my mind just tryna sleep at night
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive,
thinking maybe one day you'll be mine
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive...

listen on Spotify<3

The Heart & The Knife

mixed/mastered @prodvincent
art direction @digitalyams

lyrics:
yeah u took advantage now i learned my lesson
no i cannot handle it so i count my blessings
if  u just gone fuck around im not the one to mess with
gucci armor on me its my protection
shimmering, flossing, million options
our story a tragedy and it cost me
never knew that beautiful would be so ugly

never wanna see ur face, see ur face
bitch fucking go away, go away                          2x
never wanna see ur face, see ur face

yeah i know lately i havent been myself
distant with issues my head is a jail cell
i dont like myself and this life is hell
passive aggressive and i just made a mess of this but
sick of medicine, fuck. pessimistic as FUCK...
running out of my luck
wanna be around u baby like so mad
tryna rewind, maybe what we had, 
but it wont change anything that happened

yeah u took advantage now i learned my lesson
no i cannot handle it so i count my blessings
if  u just gone fuck around im not the one to mess with
gucci armor on me its my protection
shimmering, flossing, million options
our story a tragedy and it cost me
never knew that beautiful would be so ugly

never wanna see ur face, see ur face
bitch fucking go away, go away                          2x
never wanna see ur face, see ur face

never wanna see ur face [prod. nejdos]

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