sadboi

vincent

Emat

SoundCloud Weekly

vocals by: @guccihighwaters
produced by: me

My first step into the light.

Lyrics:

I been pretty scared to start shows
But that’s the first step if I wanna tour the globe
Inhale the fresh air right into my nose
You make me so happy I was sick of being alone

I got big dreams I got big ambitions
Baby won’t you come with me
I can see the light through the cracks and the seams 
I can get you anything I can make you pleased

I can make the PayPal flip like it’s an acrobat
I don’t wanna flex I just thought that you’d be proud of that
Yea pops imma make it on my own
I'm slippin up in school momma blowin up my phone

I can see the sunrise in the distance
I feel alive every time that we’re kissing
I know it will work 'cus that’s my only mission
Fuck all my opps I don't care if you ain’t listening

We weren’t close
Never held a conversation 
Done with giving out to people
That are faking

All my hard work
Is mine for the taking
I can’t even bake 
But I'm bringing all this cake in

Moved away from home long ago
But I get the same feelings when you’re close to me 
smile on my face how I'm ‘posed to be
i heard they bumpin’ gucci overseas

I can see the sunrise in the distance
I feel alive every time that we’re kissing
I know it will work 'cus that’s my only mission
Fuck all my opps I don't care if you ain’t listening

Still got a long way to go
Still got a long way to go
But I'll make it
I know ill fuckin' make it

I can see the sunrise in the distance
I feel alive every time that we’re kissing
I can see the sunrise in the distance
I feel alive every time that we’re kissing

Listen on Spotify

guccihighwaters - sunrise in the distance (prod. tootiredtocare)

prod. @notmorgn
featuring @guardinmusic

(guccihighwaters)
she said I look upset but girl 
there’s passion in this frown
cus i think i am obsessed with the all the 
love when your around
why they want smoke with me
not a stoner
when she’s not here im a loner
she too bad you can’t clone her
i live for her im a donor

i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

(guardin)
i'll stop breathing 
lie awake in the night fight the feeling 
fuck love i'm a mess for a reason 
six feet in the dirt for the season
i don't like this
life without the hue of your iris
erase your face embedded in my eyelids
patience paints the face of the silent 

sorry i'm not coming down 
elevated all around 
my conscience thinks i'm falling out
of grip i ripped the bong & now i'm

(guardin and guccihighwaters)
stoned beyond belief i know 
i fucked it up it goes to show 
that i get high when i feel low
please pick me up & take me home

(guccihighwaters)
i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

rather be a ghost (feat. guardin)

LYRICS: https://genius.com/Softheart-and-guccihighwaters-too-much-lyrics

huge thanks to the homie
@guccihighwaters

instrumentation by: @noahwalker
mixing/mastering by: softheart
production by: softheart, vowl.

free download

Too Much (feat. guccihighwaters)

Fifty Grand  Kellbender - Daytime Dies by.dullaez

Video link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f_Pb7OnSLqY


Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/album/4ld8oAAZSCWC8lBlLw52ou

iTunes:
https://itunes.apple.com/gb/album/bad-love-breaks-hearts-single/1459412897

demon diaries & @violetelectric
prod by @hxrxkiller
mixed by @violetelectric & @wgm2093

lyrics:
[Intro: violet electric]
Gotta bring it over
Yeah I got bad love tell her give it up
Yeah I got bad love tell her give it up
Gotta bring it over I ain't really tryna cut
Good drugs, bad sex
No life, no love 
Fucked me over, yeah 

[Hook: violet electric]
Yeah I got bad love tell her give it up
Gotta bring it over I ain't really tryna cut
Good drugs, bad sex
No life, no love 
Fucked me over once was a gift from above
Yeah I got bad love tell her give it up
Gotta bring it over I ain't really tryna cut
Good drugs, bad sex
No life, no love 
Fucked me over once was a gift from above

[Verse: heroine diaries]
I’m breaking hearts now
I’m a demon now
I’m up now
Don’t call me
Sick of bad love
Sick of your love
Stop boring me
Need good drugs
Fuck your love
Fuck this life
Don’t feel right
Die tonight
Broke your heart
But that’s alright
My future bright
Gotta stay alive
Gotta stay alive I love being so high
I’m so numb now I forgot how to cry
They say that they sad now but they don’t really wanna die
You can see the hurt if you look into my eyes

[Bridge: heroine diaries & violet electric]
Gotta stay alive I love being so high (𝘴𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘨𝘩)
I’m so numb now I forgot how to cry (𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘳𝘺)
They say that they sad now but they don’t really wanna die (𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘥𝘪𝘦)
You can see the hurt if you look into my eyes (𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴)

[Hook: violet electric]
Yeah I got bad love tell her give it up
Gotta bring it over I ain't really tryna cut
Good drugs, bad sex
No life, no love 
Fucked me over once was a gift from above
Yeah I got bad love tell her give it up
Gotta bring it over I ain't really tryna cut
Good drugs, bad sex
No life, no love 
Fucked me over once was a gift from above

[Outro: violet electric]
I want you to be with me
So long
So long 
Be, be for me 
be for me

bad love breaks hearts (feat. violet electric) (prod. hxrxkiller)

mixed/mastered @prodvincent
art direction @digitalyams

lyrics:
yeah u took advantage now i learned my lesson
no i cannot handle it so i count my blessings
if  u just gone fuck around im not the one to mess with
gucci armor on me its my protection
shimmering, flossing, million options
our story a tragedy and it cost me
never knew that beautiful would be so ugly

never wanna see ur face, see ur face
bitch fucking go away, go away                          2x
never wanna see ur face, see ur face

yeah i know lately i havent been myself
distant with issues my head is a jail cell
i dont like myself and this life is hell
passive aggressive and i just made a mess of this but
sick of medicine, fuck. pessimistic as FUCK...
running out of my luck
wanna be around u baby like so mad
tryna rewind, maybe what we had, 
but it wont change anything that happened

yeah u took advantage now i learned my lesson
no i cannot handle it so i count my blessings
if  u just gone fuck around im not the one to mess with
gucci armor on me its my protection
shimmering, flossing, million options
our story a tragedy and it cost me
never knew that beautiful would be so ugly

never wanna see ur face, see ur face
bitch fucking go away, go away                          2x
never wanna see ur face, see ur face

spotify

never wanna see ur face [prod. nejdos]

this song is a work of fiction ***

prod. @cxldblxxd + mixed by me
art direction @digitalyams

lyrics:
(its just he said she said.
just another reject, there's no end and then u said
im intense its just pretend)

but bitch ur ded tbh im fr 
im the noose around ur neck
in the car, im a wreck
yeah ur ded its a bet, but i fucking love u its
probably for the best

say it with my chest
wouldnt settle for less
all i know is stress in my fucking head

but bitch ur ded tbh im fr im fr
if we never get together imma kill u with a sledgehammer
kiss ur naked body imma throw up when the blood splatters
yeah ur ded its a bet, but i fucking love u its...

probably for the best
say it with my chest                                                       2x
wouldnt settle for less
all i know is stress in my fucking head

in the closet maybe underneath the bed
im the nail in ur step when ur foot turns red
in the car, im a wreck
im the noose around ur neck
fucking love you, its
probably for the best, say it with my chest

but bitch ur ded tbh im fr im fr
im the noose around ur neck
in the car, im a wreck
yeah ur ded its a bet, but i fucking love u its
probably for the best

im the monster in the closet maybe underneath the bed
im the nail in ur step when ur foot turns red
yeah ur ded its a bet, but i fucking love u its
probably for the best

bitch ur ded tbh im fr [prod. cxld blxxd]

100 gecs - hand crushed by a mallet [shini dnb mix]

heaven [ft. velvetears]

dap me up freestyle (prod. vague002 + 4evr)

PRAYER - thoughts feat. Roan (prod. by JoelDemora)

Mix & Mastering @prayermusic

Hope you guys like it 💔

STREAM SPOTIFY

thoughts (feat. Roan)

(available on spotify + apple music)

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E4YmO8H_z0Q

guitar by minor2go
master by sleye (thank you so much)
vocals + mix by yours truly as per usual


lyrics:

leave me behind, i know
that it's not the way that it used to be, bridges burned
and i know i'm the arson

nothing heals these wounds
and i know i let you both down,
and you want proof
that i've changed and don't have it

i'll be gone soon
and it's likely forever
no one needs this anymore
i let go, my knees hit the floor

i said i wouldn't join the fucking club
but i think maybe i was lying like i do
and i'll be dying sometime soon

oh ...

</3

live version

i'll be gone soon (prod. minor2go)

"So much bullshit" is the second single from the upcoming sad chill mixtape "The Anomaly". The tape will include various artists from the sad chill family and it is coming out on Oct 11 on all platforms (Youtube, Spotify, SoundCloud, iTunes). Every single will come with its own "Chapter", a story that gives further meaning to the concept of the project!! Hope you enjoy. More singles coming soon!

hammy - so much bullshit (prod. woodpecker)

shinigami - boyz don't cri :'( // prod. 5v [nitecore]

prod. rori  |  art by @digitalyams
mix/master @prodvincent
___________________________________
imma trainwreck, yeah, pretty reckless
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trainwreck

trainwreck [prod. rori]

How could i forget? You made me who I am.
Everything you said; you don't know what it meant to me.

beat by @tothegood
recorded/mixed/mastered by @heartbox_prod

Although the feelings in this song are completely my own, some of the writing was largely inspired by one of my favorite songs ever, a song that spoke to me more deeply than any other - "I Owe You Everything" by the band Mayfield.

Lyrics:

Ok so maybe life’s not as bad as I make it
I never thought that I would be the one to say it
At the end of the day you’re out there doing your thing
and i should be grateful

because you’re far more than someone i used to date
and i wish i could explain just how much you had changed me
well isn’t it crazy how you just meet a stranger
and in time you notice, a different person they made ya

well sometimes i dont know what to say
but here it goes, hey this is my thanks
i aint know if id ever make it outta that place
but then a real angel, into my life, she came

and im sorry that you’re hearing this a few years late
but see im stronger now and no, im not ashamed
that its taken me some time to move on from the days
in which i learned how to love and my heart was shaped

for every night that we spent at your kitchen table
making dinner wit ur mom, or when i broke my ankle
when my crutches slipped out from the ice on the pavement
tried your best not to laugh as ya helped me up safely

all the time that your family spent teaching me spanish
took me in as their own when i couldn’t go back
home though i may not have shown it
you made me who i am
and i need you to know this

even if i was in way over my head
even if i didnt say what i had meant oh
even tho i didnt handle the end right
just you know i wouldn’t take a second back

i swear you made me into the man that i am now
i swear you gave me everything that i could ask for
i took a piece of you with me every day
ill forever live life with traces of you in me

How Could I Forget? (prod. tothegood)

How Could I Forget?  (prod. tothegood)

Credits://
@lb66
@redpri3st
@bodygaard

Notes://
Everyone go listen to @akiranarita...
pow pow...
bam bam...
tzzzz ttzzzz...

Lyrics://
Got the drum on me like 太鼓 yeah we shooting up
And I put it on my old bros know we going up
Tires spinning like a game show better buckle up
And I’ll pop you in your torso you ain’t tough enough
I don’t care how much I blow
I just want to take it slow
And I’m shooting like a pro
Ashes coming down like snow

Raf Simons™ on my feet not no Concords
Silent Hill™ demons haunt me in the corridors
Left 4 Dead™ fending off against a zombie horde
Imma die here I won’t be alive for sure   

We ain’t talking street racing when I’m on the Silk Road
I’ve been being patient I’m waiting for the payload
I can keep a secret I won’t be sharing all the source code
I've been going crazy lately Always on X Games™ mode

Rally B drifting whipping in a 4 door
Thoughts are racing through my head they sounding like nightcore
Dub bitch sent a pic she an eyesore
I keep all my drugs and cigs in the sock drawer

おら　おまんこ　みせて　くれ     (ぼけ)  
Your flesh is rotting away     (away)
Watching your life decay     (decay)
You are so useless to me

Silk Road (prod. lb66 & redpriest)

WANTED U TO KNOW

wanted u to know [prod. topy]

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money mixing dope and lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

life don’t have directions
and i’ve been tryna quarantine the thought of heaven
in the meantime
i realized ive been there before
all the doors i’ve closed wanting so much more
now it’s nice to know
there’s no inner me or a victory
it’s all costumes, funny dances to play my mind

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money mixing dope and lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

i love my momma don’t wanna be apart man
but my brother sajes gon get an apartment
flipping pages to get into the garden
by now the mara taller, climb it with a god damn
feelings rolled up and it’s bout time
exhale and the ninth cloud cloud nine
i got money i’ll expand on itp
cancel your plans authority couldn’t handle us
this the type shit make my hands fall asleep
low blood sugar and some more caffeine i don’t
need loving but i want that cheap
so much luck that i laugh to peices
looked inside for some consolation
i found a bi dime and some pride embraced it
and learned it was never complicated
you are who you are don’t keep you waiting

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money buying 1-P lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

dropout

@50Landing

i’m never gon let u down again
i’ll fuck you good as i imagine
said nothing changed but i doubt it
wouldn’t leave you in the past tense
i’m never gon let u down

ghost for a whole week
thought i really want your love but you don’t know me
text you all damn night hour unholy
i couldn’t get a second of sleep when i found out you were just my type 
it was dead wrong but it felt so right when you
caught my gaze with those dark green eyes
and i’m never gon change thinking bout that twice
it’s all chords changes and vocal lines
i’m a mess and it looks like you got your shit together
but despite all of the firsts impressions
i can imagine what’s gonna happen when you get your ass back here

i’m never gon let u down again
i’ll fuck you good as i imagine
said nothing changed but i doubt it
wouldn’t leave you in the past tense
i’m never gon let u down again
can’t get you out of my head
said nothing changed but i doubt it
i wouldn’t leave you in the past tense

if all is lost i got the peace in my mind we’ll probably be fine
i was scared of what you’d say but since i made some more mistakes

nosering (ft. 50Landing)

slow down
breathe
what’s in the ground beneath your feet?
get out that screen and let it go
a blue check screams
i always whispered what you want
and it was right here all along

cos i found something with a taste you can’t describe
you take it in and all your roots get intertwined
and every time i call you back you’ll know you’re fine
i know you’re fine

there’s no cancer in the water
it’s not an answer or a dream
your mother and your father would rather blow it all on ginger tea
more than offer than a feed

you’re ready for it
think it’s for the best you leave this town
you’re ready for this now

breathe
slow down
breathe

terrified when i’m bout to be brave
since danny hit me i been killing the game
power to you if you’re riding the wave
could give a fuck about the money or fame
take you and your girl right back to my place
cos man or woman i’ma fuck you the same
picking me up when she’s back in my state
a quick flight to nyc for some cake
touch down 50 came in the clutch
my boys bound for something bigger than us
cuts deep like a knife it’s some shit you can feel
my momma love me and her willpower steel
ex’s heart bouda beat out my chest
i’m sorry bout me and i wish you the best
i just wanna fuck
the marajuana got me scared of trauma but i’m gon be okay
good sex every day
green checks life ain’t grey
this is fate
fill my plate with acid salad and breaks
i get drunk and she gets stupid high
i just chilled cos I don’t wanna try
when i don’t know what the fuck to say
i don’t know what the fuck to say
i don’t know what the fuck to say

ginger tea

drank 3 of my parents' craft beers to make eye contact with you (ft. login)

@majentmusic

i know you wanna...
i know you wanna be me
i did it is so y’all really don’t have to
eat fuck and make beats then i fall backwards
could live my whole life on a twin mattress
just had to realize that it’s all practice
dropped out and two weeks i got no manners
she say she wanna fuck with the synth nerd
from the suburbs 
ain’t a lover or kisser
she don’t care if you don’t follow her twitter
she said her kink is people being honest with her
i’ve learned to do that
now i don’t overthink shit i assume absolute fact
kenny road on my way in the cold to get tools for when old thoughts make me loop back
the crew mackin i knew jack before we met
school was trash i got new cash and I’m not impressed
psyched out I’ll fly south by southwest
and meet friends from featuring on svnset
fuckboy thinks comments are gonna stop me
dismiss that, this shit’s not a hobby
more than enough sauce in this skinny body
big chilling like harlow my ice sonic
so now ima really jot these visions for 2020 when I’m landing at 50s spot-
ify had no streams we would still feel a milly hot
cos i got a best friend now we need to meet out the box
no
now I’m really popping
eight feet down get it out then i’m city hopping
and even though not one tescher would catch me stopping
i gotta slow down look around and enjoy the small shit
so i’ll picking up when my mamma calling
if you wondering i probably don’t care about it

wanted u to know [prod. topy]

kissherguts