--LYRICS--

Seven days a week
I see you in my dreams

Fuck all of that bullshit
I just wanna talk
Never felt like this in a second, just holdon
I don't, have many friends maybe we can get acquainted 
Skip past all those romantic dates and expensive dinners
You know I just wanna feel you, ingest the real you 
Talk up all night, sleepless nights with a nice view
There doesn't even need to be a window cause you're shining right through
And if you don't really want to baby then that's cool
It's just that
You make me feel so fucking alive
I know it's trife barely even seen you with my own eyes
But I can see what this could turn out to
Just me and you
And if it doesn't work out I'll just move onto the next, who?

In a crowded venue, would you look for me
In a dry desert, would you search for me?
In the vast ocean, way over seas
Tell me, girl would you swim to find me?

I know this shit is corny but it's really important
I need to know how you feel before I get to distorting 
My views on this immaculate conception
Of ideas and sessions that I always have about you
Ive been through a lot and felt a lot of fucking pain
And this goes over my head again there'll be more in my brain
So just be straight up, don't play any games
Do you feel how I feel or am I going insane?
I've had many times where I thought I had the real thing
But big surprise I was always getting led on to my demise
And it'd be, cool if that didn't happen again
But like I said only go ahead if you feel it too

"You're so fucking dumb"

What?

"Dude you did it again"

Did what again?

"The girl..?"

Aw, fuck

Okay well it happened again
I started obsessing and it spiraled right out of my possession

"Why do you always do this, dumbass?"

I don't know, all I really want is to for someone to make me feel whole

"But you can't do that if you idolize a person you've never met 
You go drooling out the mouth after the first little bit of seeing them"

Yeah I know, and that's the fucking problem
I get attached like a soldier to his rifle
And I know that's it's a problem and I've been working on it 
And of all people you know that too you stupid fucking conscience

"Yeah yeah, you're making some progress 
But you still do this shit like it's a daily inaugural"

Well like anything in the world this shit takes time
And maybe if I take it slow she can just be mine

"There you go again, weren't we just talking about this?"

Yeah, fuck, you're right I'll stop

As the clock tocks
And my wristwatch
I feel the time go by that I've been wasting on this thot,
Fuck that nevermind I don't wanna think about it, 
I've already took to much time to allot 
Just stop, stupid fucking brain why do you do this a lot?

"My bad, my programming got messed up at birth 
I don't know why but I obsess over anything I observe"

Not really, it just seems to be over girls

"That's what I meant, it hurts just thinking about it
Makes me wanna hurl"

No no, don't do that, let's just fix this, simple as that 
It'll take some time and some fucking will 
But at the end of this all we'll be fine

"Okay, sounds like a good idea
aren't you afraid of non-expression?"

No, that's why I make this music and spit these lessons
The true question is now that I have everything else in line, 
Why doesn't she wanna be mine?
I took all this time, thinking my thoughts, 
mindspan like a tiktok, thinking over my own damn thoughts

"Take another look dumbass she's been grinning at you 
Waiting for your line"

Well, I guess I've been waiting for just the right time

Produced by: Obscre
Written by: Obscre

Falling / Conscience

producer sometimes artist
vinceumbra@gmail.com

Falling / Conscience

vince umbra