spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7eQqAw0GKkaaM2y1r1ZIAf?si=1e9cf3ab71154872

When you look my way like glass i shatter to pieces
if I could go a whole five years without changing my name
Everything decays anyway so i scatter and crease this
I would sacrifice my fears so you can take the Blame

Take the Blame

I was all alone
I fell deep down a hole
Was no where to go
So i kept on falling down

Thought to myself will I see the light again my only friend my sacrament im forsaken
Theres nothing but this darkness again

Take the Blame

Blame

Written September 2021
Stream on Spotify, Apple Music & All Platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/elxnce/late-night-recovery
Stems: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1R2jbljMBDrwpVmBw78ks7pejCwg-0I2Y?usp=sharing
Download via Bandcamp: https://elxnce.bandcamp.com/track/late-night-recovery

lyrics:
I realized who I'm talking to
it's not me or you
you don't care about me as much as I care about you

It's the pain in my stomach it's the way you kinda love it 
when I hate you
it's the flickering lights it's the chills down my spine
I can't live without you
and I can't do this anymore and all my guards are on the floor
I think I'm losing my mind but that's still better than waking up

Stream

Late Night Recovery

NOTES: very long personal song about schizophrenia and transgenderism

produced by me
with samples from holidaykiss, synthesized through openai jukebox
written by me
mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:
i saw the eyes of god in the moon
they looked at me and right past you
so you didn't catch his eye
and you still claim that it wasn't real
i saw the blood of god in the dunes
the craters give off platinum fumes
from a wound so deep i'd die
and you still claim that it wasn't real

its all plastic
you dont seem to care
this isnt lasting
it breaks, it bends, it tears

(very large instrumental buildup)

I TRIED TO UPHOLD THE TRADITION I SWEAR
YOU THINK YOU HAVE IT HARD? THIS IS MY LOAD TO BEAR
THERES NOTHING FOR TRAITORS
THERES NOTHING FOR ME
ASHAMED OF THE PARASITIC STRANDS I MUST WEAR
THEYRE TAKEN TO BLADE BUT THEY JUST DONT SEEM TO CARE
THERES NOTHING FOR TRAITORS
THERES NOTHING FOR ME

there is nothing

the view out the window

rip jd

https://soundcloud.com/jdjd52/wrong

https://www.gofundme.com/f/celebrate-the-life-of-jd

jd - suicide tuesday (piano ver.)

revive w/ snowblower

acura integurl

halo2

us pushing button

Silver knife for a tongue
You cut mine off
I dread the moment I open my mouth
But I'm nothing without you

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