Again Delete Again

awkardmusic 
prod me :.)
i feel like im haunting
feel so fucking awkward 
something in the air make me so fucking toxic
none of this is good for me but i know i want it
i cant take the guilt so just put me in my coffin
i dont know why you love me i just fucking hate me
 i just cut my wrist dont try n save me
i aint tryna flex but i know my life is changing
drugs do the changing
money i been making
ion do shit in school yeh im smart but im lazy
off the benedryl everything fucking hazy
ion care anymore i dont care if i make it
n i wanna kill myself cuz im tired of waiting
shawty in the back but i cant look at her 
got bb on my belt she got boots with the fur
ima drive far away i wont say a fucking word
ima kill myself cuz im tired of the hurt
i need an escape and ik the kicked the cup
but im feinin for the mud n the sugar in my cup
i jus need that girl im not enough
she put me in the past put me out a blunt
everybody hates me but u change me
i been seein things in my room n its scary
i justwanna die give a fuck what u say to me
 i just wanna

awkward ♫ freestyle

i can barely fit ur standards now
but i obeyed u like a dog when u needed it back then
and whats the point of lyin now
when u expect me to know all of the answers again
and everyday it gets harder to believe
that theirs somethin out there helpin me
or that theirs someone out there answering my prayers when im cold and when im scared or when i am in need
and to be honest i dont know you like i did
you became vague with me
have to beg you for the answers or you get upset just like a child at its mothers feet
and honestly it troubles me
you treat me like a doll a new discovery
feel like im underwater like a submarine
i cant breathe it gets hard to speak i keep stuttering
but sometimes i feel like i deserve all of this punishing
im not perfect myself
all of my mistakes just sit up on my shelf
all my promises just become mistells
and i save these drugs for myself when u tell me that u need somebody else

medication ft kuru (meta)

1up ft. kuru (pop gethosyne sandy)

MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/xu04iqOBIEo
SPOTIFY : https://open.spotify.com/track/26RXFwk6KZwb8HZY6tl93P?si=e8386b0da4d14a25

LYRICS :

I fell in luv in the club
My heart’s beating on the dance floor
It’s like I’m begging for more
And you are the answer 
So let’s ride away
And move your hips to the bass
I know that we’ll be okay
I promise that things will change

You could be my princess girl 
And i could be your knight 
Let me take you somewhere nice
And we’ll do something that you like
The way that you’re moving 
I swear I can’t describe 
And what happened last night 
I swear it’s stuck in my mind

It’s like you’re stuck in my head
I compare you to the rest
And it’s not even close
Girl i’m hoping that you know
That i don’t really care about the past
And i love the way you’re moving like that
Know you want that treatment from a real gentleman 
You’re in my head all again

you could be my princess *music video in desc*

MUSIC VIDEO:
https://youtu.be/KTR-AJnHolo?si=utuEq8XWmEy18azJ

[LYRICS]

WHERE TF MY WEED BECUZ IM TRYNA SMOKE !! 
I GOT LIK 30 BAD BITCHES 20 RATCHET HOES
I SAID FUK THESE HOES IM SPENDIN CASH ON CARS & CLOTHES
SMOKIN PLENTY WEED IM WAY 2 FRIED I LOST MY PHONE

I GOT 2 DRUNK TONITE LIK HOW TF IM GETTIN HOME
I CALL DA BOSS MOVES CALLING SHOTS C. E. O. 
IM 2 EXPENSIVE SPENT A COUPLE THOUSAND MY COLOGNE
IM SMOKIN 35,000 BLUNTS IM RLLY STONED

IM WAY 2 FRIED I SWEAR THAT IDEK RN
DONT B ASKING WHAT IM SMOKING BITCH IM SMOKING LOUD (SMOKING LOUD)
I GET STUPID GUAP THEY KNO THAT IM THE CASH COW
I GET STUPID GUAP THE LABELS TRYNA PAY ME NOW (GOD DAM)

DONT B TURNING DOWN MY MUSIC BITCH ITS NOT ALLOWED
SMOKE LIKE 20 BLUNTS UP 2 THE FACE IM FALLIN DOWN
AINT NO WAY IM GOIN DOWN IM FINNA GO RITE UP
I GOT DIRTY WATER DIRTY DRANK INSIDE MY CUP

THESE BITCHES MADE OF PLASTIC ALL THESE HOES B FAKE AF
& I AINT FUCKIN WIT THE WORLD DIS SHIT IS FAKE AF
WHERE TF I PUT MY WEED LIL HOMIE PASS DA BLUNT
WE GO BACK 2 BACK WE SMOKE UNTIL THE BAG IS DONE

THIS WEED I COPPED IS FOR THE GANG THE PACK 4 EVERYONE
WHERE TF I PUT MY WEED LIL HOMIE PASS THE BLUNT
WE GO BACK 2 BACK WE SMOKE UNTIL THE BAG IS DONE
THIS WEED I COPPED IS FOR THE GANG THE PACK 4 EVERYONE

LIL HOMIE WHERE TF MY WEED BECUZ IM TRYNA SMOKE 
I GOT LIK 30 BAD BITCHES 20 RATCHET HOES
I SAID FUK THESE HOES IM SPENDIN CASH ON CARS & CLOTHES
SMOKIN PLENTY WEED IM WAY 2 FRIED I LOST MY PHONE

STONED (MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW LINK IN DESC.)

@bliss05
@kiryano

produced by:
@pw4prez
@with3rx

bliss5:
I cant make it far
If i dont have u by my arms
When did life get so hard
Im still standing strong w my scars
Im so cold n im starting at the stars
Blow the smoke watch it fade away
Hmu time to make a play today
All i kno im trying get paid today
Lost my soul watch the light fade away
Yea i fucked up im tryna set it straight today
The words u said to me they pain me either way
Wake up n i hate myself so i just change my face
U think i should go get help i think ill b okay

kiryano:

tell her ill try my hardest
dying for u its nothing 
say anything yea im on it
off the drugs im exhausted
most my life it was hopeless
now i just hope its working
either way the door opens
if it doesnt ill stomp it
if i go i cant go broken
fuck that
fuck that
i was down before i cant go back
zeros in my bank i think i like that
dont think ill remember u its my bad
its my bad
only real 1s round me yea thats a fact
lookin like a ghost u look past
i think i feeel nothing i dont even feel sad
im 2 geekd up im 2 geeked up off of trash
rick owens black like mascara on her lash
vetements shirt look like i was part of staff
yea im droppin racks ya i just cut my bank in half

bliss05 + kiryano - Either way

freak it

its never perfect

i feel you everywhere

SO ALIVE

WD_YM?

strawberrY_syruP

bleeding out ft. meta

take a chance__Att LOVe!!  ft. rest

serendipity

bbREAK ALL thE RULES!!!!!!!

C&E ft. meta

its never perfect

its been a long time coming 4 me
tryna keep my peace but it gets hard to be alone
its so hard to be someone
not even trying 2 be like this but its engrained so deep in my bones

and some of me hates this
but alot of me needs u
you've been so distant lately
it gets hard to reach you
you wont pick up a call
i cant try to teach you
talking to a brick wall

been thinkin hard up in my head like is it right or not
to be so hung up on someone that thinks you're worse than rot
i showed you love i gave you things that you couldn't have bought
if perfection could poison me then i think i'd have gone numb
ok i promised not to say too much then i would be done
but dont get it twisted no this isnt me trying to run
im just getting so tired of dragging this out for so long
and yeah i can blame everyone i want
(truth is) its me in the wrong

thinking harder been self reflecting everything that ive done
i could have a million pity parties 
but id still be hung
up
i want
to be done
the worst taste is on my tongue
i never thought that you were the one
it was a cover up
i told myself everyday
there was always something up
oh look i was right
and on my shoulders it weighs a ton
no this burden is never done 
no this burden is never done



needs prod @north @payn

Written, Recorded & Mastered by Me
Produced by @hywel47

Imma hit the beat sound like a boss fight
Whip around the town yeah we run it all night
Child in a street staring at a stoplight
Baby imma hound yeah you got that right
That boy he a treesh and you know I'm not like
Got chromes on the ground headed to the jobsite
Whatever you need ring me like a hotline
And I wish I could be there at all times

Couldn't let go neither you're my shine
Odometer let's go ride
Tryna go deeper into this plotline
Got disco fever in my mind

Wearing all purp but I ain't no Saint
Roam this Earth tryna change my ways
Stones may hurt but the sticks gon' break
Up until they burn into your face
Paint my shirt yeah turn it all Gray
Ain't tryna worry about my fate
Won't dig that dirt nor sit in that grave
Won't sit in that grave, won't sit in that grave

Two door coupe make the ass-end shake
When we pull through hear the ram intake
Tryna play cool that's a damn mistake
If I hear you that's a damn headache
In that new-new I accelerate
Teku tunes in this whip all day
Step outside and I felt the hate
I'm too fried from the mid-June haze

Hotline (prod. hywel)

So what'll it take for you to see things the way that I do?
Just for a minute so I can be brutally honest with you
About everything I'm still so afraid of
Being there is hard when things eventually fall apart
So would you do it?
If I told you about how I felt
Would you stick through it?
When things aren't quite as easy as they once were
‘Cause I have a tendency to take on more than I can handle
And you have a tendency to get mad when you're bored
And will you risk your sanity
Plus all the other things you might not end up liking about me
Will you promise to love me more than you might hate me?
So I'll stay sober
Or at least smoke a little less weed
If you'll live closer to me so I can still sleep at your house
When it's cold and it's dark outside
I've never slept that well in my whole life
And its nice to not have to try sometimes
‘Cause no ones ever made me feel the way that you do
No ones ever made me feel as loved as you do
And nobody else knows me the way that you do
Nobody's ever been this good to me
Not even myself

now THIS is podracing

fragile ft. mental prod me

chompouturbrainn (luvpurp)

mathlete ft kiryano (emo)

Im not Sorry @SOCHi

prod. jolst

lyrics

you make my heart beat, blew me out my seat, like a bass drum
no sleep, clenching on my teeth like designer drugs
off the pink, crush it on the sink, now im high as fuck
pardon me, you're the one i need, you can call it love

honestly, ive been by myself, i been lonely
tears stream, running down my face like a nosebleed
highkey, you been on my mind like a dope fiend  
ive been sad as hell but i love it when you talk to me

i wanna see you with no make up, you aint gotta change up
show me what you got, no chaser
i've been waiting here for too long, writing all these damn songs
feeling out of place like its all wrong

ill show you parts of me, that i dont let nobody see
maybe im spiderman, im hiding my identity
dont need no drugs with you, cuz baby you're my dopamine
stuck in euphoria, just tell me that its not a dream

i wake up, sedated, you're not here, i hate it 
i miss you, you hate me, i messed up, 
i wish that it was all a dream

and i dont know how to feel
and, i dont know what is real
but i wont lose our connection
i know you said it, tell me you regret it

fragile ft. mental prod me

violet

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