I JUST FELT ALIVE FOR THE FIRST TIME 🗣🗣

text messages (feat. sol jay)

@yungchans - text messages (feat. sol jay)

ig @yungcastor
Mixed by @yvngnamek
ft @memphiszb x @yvngnamek

tommykazi - never thought ft. 909memphis (prod. nick mira, croisade)

engineered by @yvngnamek
chorus: @visionhatesyou
verse: @tommyice

Stuck Up! Ft. Vision4k(Prod. Hella Sketchy)

Vacant Vessel(Prod.False Cut & Vince La)

produced by me

a letter to my own head ~

I been outside I’m off a perc high
I lost all of my pride I’m rotting inside
all they do is tell me lies
i don’t think it’s a surprise
when I see my face in the mirror all I do is cry

I been outside I’m off a perc high
I lost all of my pride I’m rotting inside
I feel like I’m gonna die I don’t know if I’ll survive
what I knew back then doesn’t matter so give me a sign 

I’ve been left forsaken, never faking
the drugs I’m taken turns me vacant 
I wanna Kill my brain tonight
maybe then I’ll feel alright 

only friends I have are the demons in my head
think I’m better off alone think I’m better off dead
all the scars that bled all the tears I shed
and I don’t know what to do I been hanging by a thread

will they find me or will they push beside me
guide me, will you take me on a ride please
I don’t know for certain of they're gonna even like me
I just wanna let of the pain all in my psyche 

can you feel this? will it take you out
would you listen? if I made another sound
I don’t think that I can move, might be stuck into the ground
I don’t think I wanna lose so I have to go around

fear my pain, feel my shame
I don’t think I'm ever gonna feel the same 
they say that I’m ugly and I’m never gonna change
I don’t have an image cause I tore my face

i want to tear my face off

PROD BY

DEEGS - https://soundcloud.com/proddeegs

Kapstar Deluxe

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Bubblegum (Prod. By Deegs)

you make my soul resurface.

cover artist ig:@snakeed0g

статус*Status*(Prod.Skress & Lukrative)

thank you for your patience.

produced by: wildcard (@mkdava), vision4k, iankon (@iankon), lukrative (@lukrativebeats), and ginseng (@ginsengxx)

mixed and mastered by: @prodbygp and vision4k

I just felt alive for the first time
only cause I’m fucked out of my mind
lately don’t know what happiness feels like
don’t know if I’ll write all my wrongs right

I just felt alive for the first time
they all tell me I’m just gonna be fine
biting all my time for the sun shine
but every time I look it’s too bright

I wake up in a place where I don’t feel love
I run away from issues I don’t give a fuck
I had enough with you people throw me in the mud
my feelings go uncut, I keep my eyes shut

I lost my patience my conscious on vacation
I’ll go away for long until they’re waiting
I never felt like this without relation
maybe for better or worse I won’t just say it

I see them laughing I know they’ve been attacking
pop another pill and I feel like I been fasting
maybe it’s my mind telling me that I’m not lasting
or maybe it’s just love making sure that I’m just crashing

your facial expression cures my depression
I’ve been falling out waiting on someone’s reception
I don’t see redemption, take me as an exception
my thoughts creep up in my skin just like an infection

dead or alive (prod. iankon)

this ones for the real fans
additional prod by me
mixed by me

me & mine ft. kevin kazi (prod. @based1_ & @kcsupreme)

Constantly transcendent and sometimes factual. Is it really bad faith in your eyes Jean-Paul?

Mixed + mastered by Bishop of the desert, son of the serpent king.

@ snowbunnybrand.com for garments

dead or alive (prod. iankon)

Vision4k

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