Drums by Jake Reed
Guitar by Justus Canary
Produced by Vision4k
#Lullabies

as I walk through the valley of the grey 
in the marshes that leads to the stains of the fallen
I’m back where my soul can come out to play 
a place where the monsters know my name 
and it’s holy 

‘made my mind up so I know now cause I don’t really care 
born from the moon, loathed by sunlight and I don’t think it’s fair 
go alone, seek the answer calling onto me
make that final cut so i come undone, now I’m more

I don’t wanna fight 
no I just wanna live again 
maybe it’s because my screws are unloose 
like a Jesus on a cross or a swan drowning in a big blue sea
I’m spread out thin like a dried out sand covered leaf 

it’s falling, now I’m coming down 
they’re watching as I’m turning brown
and they can’t stop this process now
I fucked it all now I’m in the ground

Swan Song of the Buried

i can’t feel my heart i can’t feel my face
put me in a trance tryna run away
i think she’s the dope swimming in my veins
your face is burned inside my brain

cause i’ve been taking drugs till these thoughts erase
and i can’t fall in love cause i hate heartbreak
and i won’t wait around for you to show your fangs
my heart grows colder every day 

what i said i meant it
but i want to forget
the memories the messages
the love letters yeah all of it

fill my head with lies heard it all before
fill my heart with thorns tills it’s torn apart
and replace my love with hatred and lust
i’m saying too much not saying enough yea

i’m watching you go
it’s choking my soul
it’s not getting easier

i can’t feel my heart i can’t feel my face
put me in a trance tryna run away
i think she’s the dope swimming in my veins
your face is burned inside my brain 

cause i’ve been taking drugs till these thoughts erase
and i can’t fall in love cause i hate heartbreak
and i won’t wait around for you to show your face
my heart grows colder every day

swimming in my veins

produced by me

a letter to my own head ~

I been outside I’m off a perc high
I lost all of my pride I’m rotting inside
all they do is tell me lies
i don’t think it’s a surprise
when I see my face in the mirror all I do is cry

I been outside I’m off a perc high
I lost all of my pride I’m rotting inside
I feel like I’m gonna die I don’t know if I’ll survive
what I knew back then doesn’t matter so give me a sign 

I’ve been left forsaken, never faking
the drugs I’m taken turns me vacant 
I wanna Kill my brain tonight
maybe then I’ll feel alright 

only friends I have are the demons in my head
think I’m better off alone think I’m better off dead
all the scars that bled all the tears I shed
and I don’t know what to do I been hanging by a thread

will they find me or will they push beside me
guide me, will you take me on a ride please
I don’t know for certain of they're gonna even like me
I just wanna let of the pain all in my psyche 

can you feel this? will it take you out
would you listen? if I made another sound
I don’t think that I can move, might be stuck into the ground
I don’t think I wanna lose so I have to go around

fear my pain, feel my shame
I don’t think I'm ever gonna feel the same 
they say that I’m ugly and I’m never gonna change
I don’t have an image cause I tore my face

i want to tear my face off

thank you for your patience.

produced by: wildcard (@mkdava), vision4k, iankon (@iankon), lukrative (@lukrativebeats), and ginseng (@ginsengxx)

mixed and mastered by: @prodbygp and vision4k

3 4 pills I lose my mind
wasted I been off the line
I thought we were side to side
guess there wasn’t so much time

feeling pain not feeling fine
take one more just to feel light
I can feel it in my spine
I won’t last long in this life

invite me, enlight me,
all these drugs excite me
pour me up a line please
my demons they all like me

ignite me, delight me
I feel it inside me
they’re all down beside me
destroy myself precisely

you end my pain, you bring me up
you quench my thirst, you fill me with love
all but a kiss, straight from above
but you broke away, cause I’m not enough

wasted (prod. wildcard & vision4k)

sorry for being gone for a while,
i missed my clowns, 
made this extra special for you.
produced my me

I feel you creeping on my skin from inside of me
what do you wanna take from me you took everything
you made me such a fool you never wanna talk to me
now I’m broken free, get away from me

oh, what’s wrong with me
oh, what’s wrong with you
I cannot get to you
one and one don’t make two

wasted all that time we spent 
Im better off on my own

you finally broke me here tonight 
can’t remember the last I slept at night
you keep trying to come and make things right 
just keep your distance so I can feel alright

Skin

Constantly transcendent and sometimes factual. Is it really bad faith in your eyes Jean-Paul?

Mixed + mastered by Bishop of the desert, son of the serpent king.

@ snowbunnybrand.com for garments

turn away

turn away :/ ft. tommy ice (prod. skress+iankon)

produced by me, 
strings sampled from Silverchair's "Tuna in the Brine"


please get off of me, I can barely breathe
will you take from me, if I make you see
if you drink my blood, you’ll thirst plentiful
I know I’m not one, to be rational

slow down my decay and make me at one with the earth
time heals but scars live forever and I can’t deal

let me in your veins I’ll take your life force, start your misery
and I’m straying away from them, I’ll make em' see, I’ll be your Heresy

watch my skin peel off, just like leprosy
it makes me feel loved it makes me feel green
I can’t be your one, neither two or three
I prepared your stay, you’re in hell with me

and I pushed away anything that came my way
but there’s only two, and it’s me and you

and I’m kneeling down, close to the devils gown
and there’s only two, but it’s me and you

heresy

stream

IT ALL FEELS THE SAME (prod. heffy)

produced by me & @ka.therine


so I been waiting here, for you 
to let me go inside 
now can’t you listen there? for me
to tell you all my lies 

you make it harder to just take the pain and walk 
out of this place 
you made it longer than it should be and I kept all of my blame

cause I keep calling out to you
and I know there’s nothing I can do
will it be the time I fell again 
will you learn from mistakes or stay the same?

and I keep crawling out alive 
and you keep gouging out my eyes 
you reminding me of everything I hated 
with all my bones

now I can speak, to you
you won’t say another word again
and it makes me smile, to see you burning out my friend 

If I can’t be the only one 
then there can’t be another one
to take the helm of being a bastard son in hell

then why’d you tried to open me, through my ribs and arteries 
this can go longer than it seems

miss vendetta

@kassgocrazy
@yvngnamek
@mochila777

art by maison gaige

wasted (prod. wildcard & vision4k)

Vision4k

Recent comments

jade

RamaЯ

A 2 N 1

YUNG COBWEB 🖤🕸

Related tracks