first song under my new name. thank u <3

https://www.instagram.com/1vislyn/

co-written by @jamiekills

toxic

Spite

eating me inside ft. killmesumday + kennedyxoxo *noahmadethiss + yeezo*

rock music at its finest 

will i ever be okay? (Lyrics)

I got a picture of you sitting on my desk 
Just from that one sentence 
You can tell that I’m a mess 
Cause ever since you left 
I’ve been fucked up and I’m depressed 
But when you were around 
I was feeling my fucking best 
Now I’m onto the fucking next 
You said it was for the best 
I said it was for the worst 
You still creep around in my head 
This shit feels like a fucking curse 
And I’m down to my last breath 
I might need a fucking nurse 
Getting worse getting worse 
Think my brain might burst 

Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)

I wanna write you a letter 
But odds are that you 
rip it up and throw it away 
Cause I was just another 
fucking person To you 
But you meant everything to me 

Meant everything to me 
(You meant you meant)
(You meant you meant you meant)

Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)

will i ever be okay? (prod. reesoo)

this song means a lot to me, hope u like :)

lyrics:
Don’t wanna hear your voice at all
I couldn’t eat I couldn’t talk
I end up bleeding on the walls
I fight these demons all your fault
Don’t wanna hear your voice at all
I couldn’t eat I couldn’t talk
I end up bleeding on the walls
I fight these demons all your fault

Don’t wanna feel it anymore
And now I’m heaving hit the floor
I left my feelings at the door
I left my feelings at the door

I always fight with the razor blade
And it’s all your fault 
And every night I can’t take the pain
And it’s all your fault
I always fight with the razor blade
And it’s all your fault 
And every night I can’t take the pain
And it’s all your fault

Don’t wanna hear your voice at all
I couldn’t eat I couldn’t talk
I end up bleeding on the walls
I fight these demons all your fault
Don’t wanna hear your voice at all
I couldn’t eat I couldn’t talk
I end up bleeding on the walls
I fight these demons all your fault

all plats

fault [prod. zupehr x luciid x yeezo]

thoughts (p. aspect x ayoleybeats)

Favourite song i've dropped, hope u all like it too <3 
Produced by: @splashgvng (support him, he the goat)
Performed by: B Murph
Written by: B Murph
Mix/Mastered by: B Murph

LYRICS:
(You're not sad again, are you splashgvng?)

Yeah, you said that your not feeling your best
And you said that you're better off dead
And I can't think on what I could've said
To make you stay here instead when you left
And this bottle got my head full of regrets
As I lay here sinking deep in my death bed
I got problems, baby I am Just like the rest
And I hate it when you say "Murph there's no need to stress"
Huh? like, you're the one I'm stressing about
And I can't get these words outta my mouth
And I know that you meant all those things that you said
I got problems tryna keep my emotions within myself, when I hate the way I feel
I know the love we have ain't real
Keep it in, don't make a big deal
They want me to drive but I ain't taking the wheel
Oh, I hate the way I feel
I know the love we have ain't real
Keep it in, don't make a big deal
They want me to drive but I ain't taking the wheel

Oh, I hate the way I feel
Mmmmm
Keep it pushing don't look behind, yeah the past will make you blind
You can tell when I lie you can see it in my eyes

(Huh? like, you're the one I'm stressing about)
(And I can't get these words outta my mouth)
(And I know that you meant all those things that you said)
I got problems tryna keep my emotions within myself, when I hate the way I feel
I know the love we have ain't real
Keep it in, don't make a big deal
They want me to drive but I ain't taking the wheel
Oh, I hate the way I feel
I know the love we have ain't real
Keep it in, don't make a big deal
They want me to drive but I ain't taking the wheel

(No I ain't taking the wheel)
(No I ain't taking the wheel)
(You know I hate how I feel)


If u made it to the bottom have a good day and thank u. 333 +

death bed

Even though I might not know how this
Really even managed to happen
Something that I can’t control
That’s it, maybe I should 
Let go of all of it

Someday I hope love will heal
All the scars
I can feel my heart flying
Through the stars
But it’s so lonely out here on mars

Without you here to hold me close
We used to share all the same clothes
What happened then we were so cool
Oh might be worth a search rescue

Cos you know that baby don’t you
And you know that don’t you
Know that don’t you
I know u know that don’t you
Know that don’t you
Know that don’t you

Draw the curtain, quick, you’re vanishing
I don’t think I like this magic trick
When did you get so detached
And since when are half your words in asterisks?
Always speak in cyphers that I don’t
Know if you would like me to decode
Saw it in your eyes, you know I know
Cause I know it goes like
yeah I swear to god it’s different this time,
Worry if you want, i’m in control
And I swear to god that i’ll be just fine

Without u here to hold me close

Without you here to hold me close
We used to share all the same clothes
What happened then we were so cool
Oh might be worth a search rescue

Cos you know that baby don’t you
And you know that don’t you
Know that don’t you
I know u know that don’t you
Know that don’t you
Know that don’t you

I feel turned on, I feel betrayed 
Try not to hold on
I can’t behave
I can’t fathom
How you make it up to be
I know deep down you’re hurting 
Hope these words make it to your brain
But it’s not like you listen anyway
anyways…

Without you here to hold me close
We used to share all the same clothes
What happened then we were so cool
Oh might be worth a search rescue

Cos you know that baby don’t you
And you know that don’t you
Know that don’t you
I know u know that don’t you
Know that don’t you
Know that don’t you
Cos you know that baby don’t you
And you know that don’t you
Know that don’t you
I know u know that don’t you
Know that don’t you
Know that don’t you

iknowuknow (feat. 8485)

stream "balance"
fanlink.to/bradenrossbalance

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lyrics:

[intro]
my insecurities are eating me alive
and I spend every waking moment stuck inside
console my friends and reassure them that I’m fine
but I’ll cast aside
my fractured mind
and maybe I’ll forget I wanna die

[verse 1]
wake up just to waste away
feel the poison inside my veins
and I
i think our parents were right again
fuck the game it’s so hard to win
so tell me lies my heart is open
criticize my art I’m broken
terrified of words unspoken
no second tries just forward motion

[chorus 1]
my insecurities are eating me alive
and I spend every waking moment stuck inside
console my friends and reassure them that I’m fine
but I’ll cast aside (aside)
my fractured mind (mind)
and maybe I’ll forget I wanna die

[verse 2]
felt this way since 18, yeah
dropped out of college still no escaping yet
i liked it
you like this
now I hate the excitement
whatever
when I think that I’m going somewhere I never am
fucking sick of your honesty, like I give a damn
they’ll call it a dusting; it’s an avalanche
avalanche
not a chance
saving me’s irrelevant

[chorus 2]
my insecurities are eating me alive (and I don't want to live a life like this)
and I spend every waking moment stuck inside (can't seem to figure it out)
console my friends and reassure them that I’m fine
but I’ll cast aside (aside)
my fractured mind (mind)
and maybe I’ll forget I wanna die

[outro]
console my friends and reassure them that I'm fine
but I'll cast aside
my fractured mind
and maybe I'll forget I wanna die

balance

in the past

in the past (feat. B murph) [p.heartbrkn]

I recently fell in love with @brakence especially this song so I tried to remake it. I hope you like it and go stream punk2 <3
If you want to learn the guitar part I made a tutorial! --> https://youtu.be/Ivw2WL6UXJY

Cover by https://www.instagram.com/teamnopeace/
check him out he does awesome art.

~ new song out May 18 ~

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