MAJ - fck love / The Heartbreak 2

Produced by Pearlblade

MAJ - fck love / The Heartbreak 2

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by remghost
recorded @ mirrorville. hq 5/22/22
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

g.b.f. (+ rippo x remghost)

AFTER

AFTER + LOVE RUNS DEEP (prod. Vita Flare)

autumn (feat. TheHxliday)

Had It...

feat + guitar by @diacetyl
m&m + produced by @markuwho

(marku)
when i'm gone i get lost
the disappointment on your face 
is always what it costs
i think i need a cause
a reason to be here
you got a quick fix & i'm drawn
it's always been this way since i was young
shawty hate me it's for the benefit 
we were never fit
old friends hit my line
but it feels so menacing yeah
i can't reminisce oh
i don't want a vessel 
i don't want an S.O.S
if i bleed out then it's my fault

i'm painted as a villain even if i die heroic
i spent most my life forced to try and be so stoic
but the bottle's filled, i just wanna feel
but my body's learnt to hide it all
adapted to conceal
my emotions
i feel out of place some times 'cause it hits me when i'm out of focus 
i'm always so loaded

all the time
the only one that gets me is me so i just talk in my mind
and i act like it's cool and it's sweet
when i'm walking read between lines
i'm sorry i'm cold and i'm stone and i give the wrong tone i know 
it's so easy for me to just leave and hope it sorts out on it's own

(diacetyl)
read between the lines
i know i can’t 
try to find a way out of my head
the seams are stuck 
for weeks on end 
i told myself ‘this isn’t living’
no, this just can’t be my life 
the reaper’s stuck 
right on my shoulder
hell contrived

so, somebody talk to me 
somebody talk 
give me reason to leave
‘cause i know 
a broken mind’s 
better on it’s own 
a broken mind’s 
better on it’s own 
i sold my soul for better days 
reap what i sow in a bitter way
brittle bones
and a broken wrist
i’m weaker now
than i’ve ever been

and i don't really talk about the shit that i'm uncomfortable with
i'll be such a cunt, such a prick
i tell them that i'm sad but i'm not selling it
i'll blow another back and say i'm celibate 
i'm out here geeking on my own
no wonder these motherfuckers don't pick up the phone
like i see you in my contacts but you never hit back
while you never hit me back

SPOTIFY

read between the lines

when u land

COÜPE [PROD. DEVILSHIP]

lyrics<3

I've got scars she's got the blade

I'm not tough I'm not hard yeah it's fake

Ask one question "are you okay?"

You'll see the heartbreak right in my face

Take me away from all of this

Baby give me one more chance

Maybe I could have this dance?

But you don't understand

I'm tryna fight for my life

Her words cut deep like a knife

She's like a thief in the night

The way she steals my eyes

I'm tryna fight for my life

Her words cut deep like a knife

She's like a thief in the night

But I can't see you tonight

You didn't leave me alright

I couldn't breathe when you lied

You felt like leaving is right

But baby I'll be alright

But you don't understand

Beating my face numb hope I forget

All of the pain all my regrets

Just take out your anger and leave me a mess

He must be better I'm takin a guess

Take me away from all of this

Baby give me one more chance

Maybe I could have this dance?

But you don't understand

I never wanna see your face again

It's killing me slowly taking my breath

You know I treated you the best

Maybe I'd be better off dead

Maybe I'd be better off dead

Maybe I'd be better off

I'm tryna fight for my life

Her words cut deep like a knife

She's like a thief in the night

The way she steals my eyes

I'm tryna fight for my life

Her words cut deep like a knife

She's like a thief in the night

But I can't see you tonight

You didn't leave me alright

I couldn't breathe when you lied

You felt like leaving is right

But baby I'll be alright

But you don't understand

I've got scars she's got the blade

I'm not tough I'm not hard yeah it's fake

Ask one question "are you okay?"

You'll see the heartbreak right in my face

one more chance

(Prod. x0.HellA)
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vocal by LEAF5 (@leaf5)  
mixed & mastered by LEAF5 (@leaf5)
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lyrics ↓  
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LEAF5 (@leaf5)

놀아줘
심심해
기분이 이상해
우울하고 화나고 신이나
얄약이 하나 필요해 
누가 날 막고있어
제발 나를 제어해
아무렇지 않고 생각이않나

나는 지금 속아파
나는 너무 배고파
아무도 날 막으려 하지마
노력한게 무너져

너는 재미없어 fuck 
내가 한게 아니야 기분이..

let's play with me

devths kid - closure EP <3

producers: @ayochichis @beatsbyross @prod.yungmiles_

art by: @jawayden