if youre not goin then im ready 2 die
i spent two whole years what a waste of my time
no ill never get it back idk why i tried
i dont know why i tried
if youre not goin then im ready 2 die
saw the texts that you sent baby why do u lie
do u love him more than me am i wasting my life
am i wasting my life

why does life get hard to fight thru
i cant lie i cant say that i like u
love once lost 
wanna see what the knife do
all these scars when i was right there beside you
but it dont really matter now
stomachs been so nauseous
fuck that cupid kid he let me down 
shot me with an arrow through the chest in hopes that i would drown 
cause real love feels like concrete while the monsters lightly pull you down

its over
i dont think ill evr be sober
i would ask why you did it i was needing closure
only thing ive evr gotten was a little closer
now its over 
dirty empty bottles in my room im such a loner
meant all of the things i said 
all the things i told her
wish i never met her 
yeah i wish i didnt know her

deadbeat pt. 2 (prod. cobalt)

2gaudy - CeeLo

produced by mix

https://open.spotify.com/album/63yzdAg14jbopbCC1xCnSi?si=UbgFj3qxSgCvR-MNVJG2GQ

enjoy <3

lyrics-
but why? why is it we have to be so afraid of 
𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑?
are we only alive because we dont wanna die?
i wonder.. does something good ever come from 
𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐?

throwin words out there who do you think you are?
send another text bitch betchu get a new scar
talk alot of shit for someone as small as you
leavin me behind and now your actin brand new

he dont even know, i put on a show
watch his ego grow, now he lyin on the floor

the more that you try the more that youll die
turn around slowly and look me in the eye, yea
talkin all this shit boy you aint tough you should quit
ill burn you to the ground man you wont make it out of here

he don't even know, you're repulsive and it shows
hes bleedin out slow, i watch his life go

𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑-

i watch his life go-
go
go a-a-a-a-a-a

oh oh oh a-a-a oh
ah-ah oh a-a-a oh
bleedin out slow
𝐆𝐎-

the more that you try the more that youll die 
𝖒𝖎𝖝
turn around slowly and look me in the eye, ye
talkin all this shit boy you aint tough you should qu-
ill burn you to the ground man you wont make it out of here 

i wont fall, not so soon
i wont fall, not so soon
im past it all, through the universe
im past it all, through the universe

ONCE AGAIN IM AT THE TOP
I LOOK TO MYSELF WHEN ALL GOES WRONG
AND I TRY TO COPE WHEN I WRITE THESE SONGS
I KEPT TO MYSELF FOR OH SO LONG

ASCENDING NOW LIKE I SHOULD
TRY TO STAY CLOSE TO THE EARTH
FIGHTING ALL WAS IN THE PAST
REPULSIVE SOUL, WENT THROUGH ALL AND NOW IM LAST

repulsive

produced by ushanka boy
featuring NAVYXOWER (@navyxower)
mixed by navy & epitome
mastered by teddyboi (@yoimn3ver)
intro is from the movie “Goodwill Hunting”
lyrics

well…
i don’t know why but it feels like
i’ve been here forever 
been seeing star signs layered through the sky
that lead me back to december

those cold lonely nights
drove me to insanity 
i didn’t put up a fight
for you and that drives me crazy 

what the hell was every supposed to do
i didn’t have a clue
this shit left us confused
but that’s okay we’ll work it out
there’s no need to cry now
wipe your tears, i love the sound
of your voice there’s nothing that

could replace you
you’ve always been the one i choose
there’s nothing left for me to lose
so you have to know these feelings are true

NAVY

baby i could do it better yeah i swear to beup at night i see you walking past my house theres plentyplenty times where i need you in my bed with mewhy is life never really even fair to mebring me back to another timeanother era another life  where i can say i feel alirghttime goes by really fast in the nightand when your with the ones you love the most, time just really flysfly carefullyi pray to god ill see you eventaullyi miss everything you said to mei hate goodbyes theyre not meant for me



well, i don’t know why but it feels like
i’ve been here forever 
been seeing star signs layered through the sky
that lead me back to december

i have someone now w/ NAVYXOWER (ushanka boy)

love you 🩵
go check out the homie Vails 
prod is splashgvng 

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MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/iGHwozj20WQ?si=C7hWRp26FQW6dzjW

prod @icebehumble

lyrics:

where the problem at
where the problem at
where the problem at
where the problem at

drive-by in a new whip phantom menace
shy guy wit a new bitch smoking lettuce
fye fye this hadouken leave him headless
eye eye this a cruise ship, where we headed
are you ready kids
talking on my wifey name i'm hiding all the evidence
i been on the stage with your idols did shit ya never did
heard you don't believe in god well what if i sent you to him
yo
what's up
he called me nodding on the phone
it's done
left him in 90feetofsmoke
lil punk
dont bang a set i'm not a loc
or blood
but i'll still fuck ya up

where the problem at
where the problem at
where the problem at
where the problem at
(x2)

smoke him like a vape while he was barred out like a geek
give a band out to a crackhead who could tweak harder than me
i got members in my city i got ones over the sea
i would get down if they wipe they nose and throw up b or c
call it revenge of the sith
cause before i was feeling blue, now it's a beam on my stick
ain't got no prada on my feet cause i can't cheat on the ricks
i made her scream before she got on she fell asleep on your dick
she like the fame
she like all my songs she recite the names
sent the heart emoji i sent her cartier frames
when she suck the dick i can feel the back of her brain
when i'm in long island i'm wilding out i'm with stain
yeah i'm with slaede
and the real nuke
if we pull up with reeds and capo they gone kill too
we got dro and haunther coming just to film you
got a cup of tris in hand i ain't gone spill too

where the problem at
where the problem at
where the problem at
where the problem at
(x2)

WHERE THE PROBLEM @

prod @jolst
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is that all you can handle
looking in the mirror and I see myself in tangle
is that all you can handle
I tell myself the same thing 
is it just ramble?
talking to myself I know what I can do
then doubt comes I know what ive been through
from the pills to the alcohol, stuck like glue
got myself from there to here so I knew

that wasn't all I could handle
been through the rut than more than just a handful
had my friends to call 
and to stand through the storm I was that blew me out just like a candle 
I can tell u all the things that I hate
I can tell u all the things that weigh
well im past that now
I don't feel that hate
im happy now need to realise it 

is that all you can handle
looking in the mirror and I see myself in tangle
is that all you can handle
I tell myself the same thing 
is it just ramble?
talking to myself I know what I can do
then doubt comes I know what ive been through
from the pills to the alcohol, stuck like glue
got myself from there to here so I knew

I had to get high
so that I could waste time
watch my life pass by
I don't know what I was thinking
certainly knew yeah what I was mixing yeah
that was a bad time of my life
thinking back I wish I could go back in time
tell myself that everything will be alright
alright alright alright

is that all you can handle
looking in the mirror and I see myself in tangle
is that all you can handle
I tell myself the same thing 
is it just ramble?
talking to myself I know what I can do
then doubt comes I know what ive been through
from the pills to the alcohol, stuck like glue
got myself from there to here so I knew

talking in the mirror

sum i could never get just right, but the msg itself is sum i think is too good to pass up. 
produced by deathinmay
mastered by lucixo

Indecisive (The Alchemist)

Vita Flare