this is how i feel like

I miss you, i'm sorry :(

Last Night goes over the feelings of heartbreak and having fake friends, written and produced by yung prospect beat by farber engineering by https://soundcloud.com/lolydkm

Last Night

Saint Lauren

Saint Laurent

music video:
https://youtu.be/DyWl0tQbD9Q

don’t go
please don't go I need you
you’re a fever dream and I'm sick of you
i can't find a reason you'd wanna be here with me
i adore you
you keep breathing yeah I'm in ecstasy
i won't stop
i’m driving all night just to have this for a second and

i’d ride all the way across the desert for you
y’all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
they don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
you the only one I can't see myself getting over

i’d ride all the way across the desert for you
y’all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
they don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
You the only one I can't see myself getting over

i really wanna be fine
i’m sorry I can't be that all of the time
you understand I'd do anything to make you smile
i don’t even wanna save you from yourself
i just wanna make you someone you like
i was lost and taking it slow I thought i’d do this right
got on i-95 and drove all night
when you're all alone I can't stand it
call me back when you hear this

i’d ride all the way across the desert for you
y’all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
they don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
you the only one I can't see myself getting over

i’d ride all the way across the desert for you
y’all don't know my pain I've tasted fucking poison
they don't even know my name ah they just disappoint me
You the only one I can't see myself getting over

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fever dream (p. tennis player)

Sincerely, Fuck You

The official track "WHO I AM" by Parker Jack and Chyde.

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Parker Jack, Chyde - WHO I AM

by the water

can’t breathe.

prod me
w/ @evergardens

lyrics:
why am i nauseous?
i cant see i don't get it
soon youll realize and youll come to regret it
promise ill make it up
diddnt think id get this rough
i dont want this to end
lets start over, start agian
hmm
sorry for what i said honestly i wasnt thinking
take me back to when we met
things were moving steady then
but i don't blame you if you sad that you hate me
i understand, i understand

expressions, hard to read
u feel so out of reach

ive been
replaying voicemails
and going through messages
ill make it up
say you tired of my promises

and i can do more
sick to my stomach
don't want this to end
lets start over, start again

promise ill make it up
diddnt think id get this rough
i dont want this to end
lets start over, start agian
hmm

start over, start again

veins. w/ sevenfeet (king theta)

Lyrics - 

I didn't know that, or I wish you would have texted back
But I understand him, you don't wanna do it
Cause nothing ever feels the same
And I know I'm the one to blame

I will end up going insane
At this point you're a memory
That's all you really are to me
You're nothing less, you're not even free

You found a lover, but not to me
I still got you on my lock screen
Nothing changes, I am saying
Crying on the pavement, oh I fucking hate this

And you're just a memory
At least that's what you are to me
You're nothing less, you're nothing more
And for more I will ignore

I will ignore, I will ignore
I'm at the point where I think I should leave this
I wanna try, but there's no point in trying
I've done my best, everybody's always lying

I say I'm great, but inside I'm dying
And i could play pretend at least that's what you want
I'll hide my feelings for you
I'll do what you want me to, I'll be a different person

And I'm trying, I don't know if it's worth it
You say you like me, but I'm far from perfect
Wait till you really see me in person
You wonder if it was really worth it

And you're just a memory
At least that's what you are to me
You're nothing less, you're nothing more
And for more I will ignore

I will ignore, I will ignore
Tell me what you know, oh I don't even see it
Tell me what you say, oh I do not believe it
Tell me what you see, oh I can't see it

I believe you're leaving

just a memory (prod. GAXILLIC)

Lyrics - 

When I first fell in love, you told me I was different
But also the next day you told me one day I will miss this
Was that a warning? And now I'm mourning
I know I graduated, my life still sucks like ass

You told me one day I will love this and always look back
And guess what day it is? It's the day where I finally want you back
And we used to kiss under streetlights And we used to talk until midnight
We used to look at each other in class, God we grew up so fast and now I miss you

I hope you'll come back a little more I need my joy to be restored
staring at photos, trying to reminisce What we'd had if we never fell apart
So quick, you don't need it You were all I sought
So come back when I call 

Please come back
I need you here Oh, it sucks so bad
You never loved me, don't you ever lie to me again
I know I am coming back and I'm not coming as a friend to you
Oh, to you
You used to be my best friend You said we're together till the world ends
Well, it feels like the world ended The moment you said you'd leave me

And I recall on the night where your father died I was so scared looking at your eyes
I used to see your tears all pouring out I reached my arms and gave them out
And you pushed me away and then you cut me off And I understand if you need time
But getting a new boyfriend isn't a way to cope with your father dying

just a memory (prod. GAXILLIC)

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