I miss you, i'm sorry :(

MISTAKES

you showed too much now they're scared

music video: https://youtu.be/D9AaDJncLhg?si=0RlhrGOZ3FtoZmVM

prod me

@evilmarric
i jus woke up at the pharmacy
my skin so tight i don’t feel a thing
slow that shit i got bad timing
smoke that shit i love the green
3 long years since i been clean
it’s never better in my dreams
i popped out in the same old jeans
that i won’t last week
cant get shit on me

wren: 1:06 at night
marric: i’m alright
wren: i won’t fight with you
marric: ima get you right
wren: get you high
marric: pain is all i knew

wren: 1:06 at night
marric: i’m alright
wren: i won’t fight with you
marric: ima get you right
wren: get you high
marric: pain is all i knew

wren:
one xan then i’m fallin asleep
codeine mixed up wit a bean
girl when you look at me
nothing is all you see
nothing i’ll ever be
my soul can rest in peace
i smoke away my greed
when i die she can have my weed

@evilmarric
i jus woke up at the pharmacy
my skin so tight i don’t feel a thing
slow that shit i got bad timing
smoke that shit i love the green
3 long years since i been clean
it’s never better in my dreams
i popped out in the same old jeans
that i won’t last week
cant get shit on me

omission:
you left me
cuz i could never figure it out
you left me
cuz i could never figure it out

wren x marric - i just woke up at the pharmacy

all instrumental rights belong to @idealismus
(completely non-profit)


legs shaking
sitting down's not enough, still vacant
just erase me
head down when i walk, they gazing
why talk when you know not a word getting through now
i don't wanna
but still gotta
be not a brain rotter

souls may tie
turn cries to weeps
don't try to be so kind to me
be my relief, so kill me now

make it my fault
just enough for the guilt to be wiped off
don't really care what they lied for

three down, feeling tipsed, no staging
falling used to feel amazing
my voice stay shaking
i'm sorry for the drinking

by the morning i mourn some more
throat burnt, puke all on the floor
i swore i used to be more than this
borderless, now i'm losing time
no love could be enough
but you said, "don't close in
you were meant for me, stay open."
thought clouds clear up real nice
but it's only for the night (3x)

respite [prod. idealism]

SONG44EVER

music vid: https://youtu.be/dxiVV088Vfs?si=doJJZp7oEd8i1BCp

missed ur call w/ marric

by the water

dont_leave w/ REØ SAI (prod. hazel)

produced by me

music vid: https://youtu.be/PNVzgQnMTXM

complainnnn w/ marric

can’t breathe.

prod me
w/ @evergardens

lyrics:
why am i nauseous?
i cant see i don't get it
soon youll realize and youll come to regret it
promise ill make it up
diddnt think id get this rough
i dont want this to end
lets start over, start agian
hmm
sorry for what i said honestly i wasnt thinking
take me back to when we met
things were moving steady then
but i don't blame you if you sad that you hate me
i understand, i understand

expressions, hard to read
u feel so out of reach

ive been
replaying voicemails
and going through messages
ill make it up
say you tired of my promises

and i can do more
sick to my stomach
don't want this to end
lets start over, start again

promise ill make it up
diddnt think id get this rough
i dont want this to end
lets start over, start agian
hmm

start over, start again

lets run away? (prod. pekarot)

veins. w/ sevenfeet (king theta)

ive been struggling making anything lately, im gonna keep trying i got things but havent finished on my end, in the meantime heres a song from 2022, im trying, thank you <3

im alright, not really w/ azrael (2022)

this is all we'll be

Lyrics - 

When I first fell in love, you told me I was different
But also the next day you told me one day I will miss this
Was that a warning? And now I'm mourning
I know I graduated, my life still sucks like ass

You told me one day I will love this and always look back
And guess what day it is? It's the day where I finally want you back
And we used to kiss under streetlights And we used to talk until midnight
We used to look at each other in class, God we grew up so fast and now I miss you

I hope you'll come back a little more I need my joy to be restored
staring at photos, trying to reminisce What we'd had if we never fell apart
So quick, you don't need it You were all I sought
So come back when I call 

Please come back
I need you here Oh, it sucks so bad
You never loved me, don't you ever lie to me again
I know I am coming back and I'm not coming as a friend to you
Oh, to you
You used to be my best friend You said we're together till the world ends
Well, it feels like the world ended The moment you said you'd leave me

And I recall on the night where your father died I was so scared looking at your eyes
I used to see your tears all pouring out I reached my arms and gave them out
And you pushed me away and then you cut me off And I understand if you need time
But getting a new boyfriend isn't a way to cope with your father dying

the day your father died (prod. iof)

Official music video out now💀❤️❤️ https://youtu.be/bFACUFIKmG4?si=HoSPKLJE62CrCQ50 

Lyrics:

Its like everyone wanna break me
Its like everyone wanna take me
And i cant take it anymore
Got the knife in my back
but i needed its support
And i been walking round torn
With my head straight down
and I'm falling on the floor
And it makes me cry
i don't wanna say goodbye
And the long calls at night
tell me everything is fine

Its like everyone wanna break me
Its like everyone wanna take me
And i cant take it anymore
Got the knife in my back
but i needed its support
And i been walking round torn
With my head straight down
and I'm falling on the floor
And it makes me cry
i don't wanna say goodbye
And the long calls at night
tell me everything is fine

Sample: Aphex Twin - Stone In Focus

lets run away? (prod. pekarot)

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