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weight all on my shoulders and i can't balance my head
and i dont have the energy so i just lay in bed
baby tell me everything you need so i can catch my breath
and to be honest lately ive been feeling kinda stressed
i told you once and i'll tell you again
i was blaming myself cos im been losing some friends
when you ask me how i feel its better just to pretend
wish im always 17 maybe this is the end

noises playing in my ears
run my fingers through your hair
girl you know you look so pretty when youre pretending to care
i can tell that you dont like me i can see it in your stare  
anti social anti fun nothing left for me to care
going through phases and phases
you know i have this feeling when you come around i hate it
i dont need your love i dont need to be your favourite
tell me everything you want to tell me just dont fake it
what is your motive? 
i dont even know how to react
everything is blurry when im looking in my past
all the time that i wasted
i'll never get it back...
and i still see you when i close my eyes :(((

phases and phases

prod @resolve1k
mix & master by me

lyrics:
"I found the tunnel song... Let's drive."

tell u ill be fine
ill tell u when i cant make it thru the night
im done w standing in the lights
i cant bear it anymore
its messing w my mind

(dont cry)
i promise ill be fine (so)
let me leave, let me let me let me bleed
(love me...)
im sick of dealin w all the misery...

"You see things... and you understand.
You're a wallflower.
What is it, what's wrong?
I didn't think anyone noticed me..." - Perks of Being a Wallflower, 2012

swear im a one-winged angel
sent down, cast out, no halo
pick me up again, im in fatal
condition, im not stable
stay w me till i flatline
n when i go will u close my eyes?
i dont need any more time
cuz i already found my guiding light

(dont cry)
i promise ill be fine (so)
let me leave, let me let me let me bleed
(please...)
i swear i just need the peace
n ill nvr be a memory
keep me in ur heart eternally (but...)
let me leave, let me let me let me bleed
(love me...)
im sick of dealin w all the misery...

One-Winged Angel

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One-Winged Angel「inno」

got the soul society gang :> @muieternal @mis4ortune also prod goats @makemeapromise @prod_dxvi TYSM FOR LISTENING

lyrics:

(me)
tell me what you said
leave me in the dust
now the love’s dead
just like our trust
just want to move on but i can’t
i just cant believe it’s the end

throw my head against a wall i cant take this
everything i did i just want to change it
i cant deal, deal with it all
i cant feel, now that you’re gone

trapped in the past
i cant move on
love wouldnt last
now it’s all gone
cant stop looking back
do you do the same?
gotta keep intact
make it through the pain :/

(mui)
i needa ask, did u care about our love?
it felt so fake
u got me tearing up my life
im contemplating, is this suicide?
im twisted and im hurtin
my heart breakin intertwined
yaaa ahhh

makin it worse
lemme just feel
something heavierrr

can i just kill?
all of my feels?
breakin the barrierrr

and i dont care about it 
my own life wearin so thinnn
im overworked and hurtinggg
there's nothing that left i can givee

(mis4ortune)
lyrics otw

(me)
tell me what you said
leave me in the dust
now the love’s dead
just like our trust
just want to move on but i can’t
i just cant believe it’s the end

throw my head against a wall i cant take this
everything i did i just want to change it
i cant deal, deal with it all
i cant feel, now that you’re gone

trapped in the past
i cant move on
love wouldnt last
now it’s all gone
cant stop looking back
do you do the same?
gotta keep intact
make it through the pain :/

cant move on

cant move on w/ mui & mis4ortune (dxvi + surgeon)

prod @notlieu

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/vmdarius/always-hurts

one more time?
i cant give another chance
i cant make you mine
i cant fit in with your plans
dont know if she love me now
guess it just depends
another broken heart
girl this shit wont ever mend

you cant even answer
i cant lend a hand to her
i know she gon do me wrong
i come back it always hurts
you cant even answer
i cant lend a hand to her
i know she gon do me wrong
i come back it always hurts

you cant even try
why u always talking down
got no reason why
girl u lost and cant be found
how come everytime i speak
its like you just cant hear a sound
think u way too much for me
i cant go another round

girl just tell me its okay
cause i been up all day
too much time im alone
too many things that i cant say
girl just tell me its okay
cause i been up all day
too much time im alone
got all these feelings i cant shake

always hurts (rab)

contact aviorts:

@trueysoulja
www.instagram.com/1aviorts/

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aviorts - in n out (prod. wayza & breakfall)

Produced by ily2 & Chris Marek
Mixed and mastered by me
Lyrics by me

Back then, wasn’t doing well, oh
Last year wanted to kill myself
But I chose to be a loner
It’s better than being sober
My friends on fentanyl now
Can’t seem to be seen alone now
Shitty weather and this shit is cold out
Cheap drugs and the shit is sold out
It’s hard to believe that you wanna be with me
Oh, but mother always said
That this shit ain’t pretend

And my mother told me, “It’s better to feel lonely
Than trust someone you don’t love”
And as I get older, I realize I know you
More than I thought I had before
And I don’t wanna know you anymore 

I’d shoot myself before I leave you behind
You’ve got the touch of serotonin in mind
You live your life without any repercussions 
I’m angrier than ever, take it out on percussions
I ain’t what you want, you ain’t the girl that I fucking loved
Yeah, something changed, there’s no other way
Either you leave before I run away
And I won’t lie, you’re better living life with someone else
But keep in mind, you’re someone that I love more than myself 

And my mother told me, “It’s better to feel lonely
Than trust someone you don’t love”
And as I get older, I realize I know you
More than I thought I had before
And I don’t wanna know you anymore 

I’m breaking free from my cell
Fuck you, I wish you’re in hell
I hope you rot in the dirt
I wish that this shit would work

And my mother told me, “It’s better to feel lonely
Than trust someone you don’t love”
(You don’t love)
And as I get older, I realize I know you
More than I thought I had before
And I don’t wanna know you anymore

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mother always said

mother always said [p. ily2 + chris marek]

Produced by Michael Harrison
Mixed and mastered by me
Lyrics by me

When will you text my line?
I’m horrified, down to my spine
Don’t wanna be alive
I’ve been inside, I haven’t seen this sight of day or night
I’m so confused, I don’t understand all my thoughts yet
It’s hard to process
How I feel, it’s so unreal
I don’t want you to go, I’m tired of being alone
You won’t understand, girl, take my hand
Don’t leave me tonight, all I sacrificed
(All I sacrificed)

Uh, it was a lot, so much that I lost
I can’t get it back, I loved you a lot
But you never cared, you were never there
Oh, this shit ain’t fair, I wasn’t aware
That you left back to Render
Back to Render
I wasn’t aware, you went back to Render
You went back to Render

When will you text my line?
I’m horrified, down to my spine
Don’t wanna be alive
I’ve been inside, I haven’t seen this sight of day or night
I’m so confused, I don’t understand all my thoughts yet
It’s hard to process
How I feel, it’s so unreal
I don’t want you to go, I’m tired of being alone
You won’t understand, girl, take my hand
Don’t leave me tonight, all I sacrificed
(All I sacrificed)

sacrifices

sacrifices [p. michael harrison]

I thought I could never know
Can you tell me where the time goes

So tell me where'd the time go
I never asked to be all left alone
I hear the birds where my dad used to sing
I hear the door bell my friend used to ring
Im not gonna lose the thought
To cherish everything I got
I thought I could never know
can you tell me where the time goes

Tell me when we're all alone
Crying I can't feel at home
Waiting till the moment ends
Can you tell me where the time went

@awgustjen
I don't know
Theres a cat at my window
I think I'll let him in
Yeah the winds getting cold

You say that you know yeah you know
Tryna give me room to grow
I can't wrap my head around the prospect
But your eyes yeah they look so cold

Is this true love
Baby I don't know how to tell
Breaking the fall
Now I wish I never fell

You said it all
You play in my head
Replay in my head
No no no no no

I thought I could never know
can you tell me where the time goes

Everything I Got w/ awgust

conspiracy

@krisdieout @wuuvian
mix by @ibis
don’t wanna call now 
i get bread not no drought
she want lil kris up in her mouth
u wanna glo up see what we bout
if it ain’t abt hunchos gtfo
lightskin ho i’m eatin out 
cut my rib i’m bleedin out
miss my ho i need her now
ain’t no rule that we allow
rundown rundown
i’m so fried like rn
like shut up 
bitch pipe down
come kill me like rn

like rn 
u see me like rn 
perc 30 like rn
trap dirty im tight now
i got my gen 5 now 
u try me it go bow
i’m slimey slime u out
want money don’t want clout
pop 20 like rn 
blue vv like rn
she want me like rn 
my army slime u out
her body real tight now 
i love u but not now
i can’t feel my eyebrows 

i’m so fried 
not that guy 
reach for the skieeeesss

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Prod. engagerock3t

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