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lifeline is a track eva and i made in 2021. i made the instrumental in around august-september time, as a part of a larger project. i sent the track to eva around the same time, we then continuously worked on it until around early 2022. its a track we're both super proud of and one that means a lot to us. i hope ya dig <3

from Evangeline: 

"Lifeline is about my experience with coming out as trans to my extended family, and being myself in a country town full of small-minded people. It's super hard to tell something to someone who you know won't understand, and may never want to talk to you again, but I have to give it a shot, because there's no way I'll live with never having said it"

Lyrics:

Look at me sideways like you don’t understand
I hated the thought of ever telling you
Do you get what I’m saying? Should I say it again?
Cause I’m not sure which one of us is more confused

I’m not the person that you used to know
So, stop calling me by his name now
I’m not the person you knew long ago
If you’re doing this on purpose then I wanna go home

Tried to tell you then I realised it was all a game
I knew it for so long, but didn’t try to pass the blame
Guess someone had to be the first to take it all away
And I don’t blame you, I don’t blame you
I was asking for your help and still nobody came
The song we wrote together will never sound quite the same
Now you look at me like I’m just another stranger’s face
And I don’t blame you, but I want to


You were my lifeline
For so long
And I just realised the monitor shut off

I scream and cry at night
For so long
Because all I’m familiar will soon be gone

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Follow Evangeline:
Twitter: https://twitter.com/evangelinestuff
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line

Follow makina (me, teehee)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/makmakmakina
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/makmakmakina/

Stream lifeline
Spotify:
Bandcamp: https://machinaone.bandcamp.com/track/lifeline-ft-evangeline
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/gb/album/lifeline-feat-evangeline-single/1615177243

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makina - lifeline ft. Evangeline

Пора, мой друг, пора! покоя сердце просит —
Летят за днями дни, и каждый час уносит
Частичку бытия, а мы с тобой вдвоем
Предполагаем жить, и глядь — как раз умрем.
На свете счастья нет, но есть покой и воля.
Давно завидная мечтается мне доля —
Давно, усталый раб, замыслил я побег
В обитель дальную трудов и чистых нег.

If You’re Reading This It’s Too Late

Other platfroms: https://band.link/minastirithgate

via @aelitarecords

Free acapellas: https://www.mediafire.com/file/4ewdb0hdko5beam/Clear_Cast_-_Heaven_Studies_(Divine_Vox_Edition).rar/file

Heaven Studies

Минас Тирит Гейт

art by @0-n0 (IG: j0n0hh)
voice by me + @jedwill99 (IG: iokera__ + jedwill1999)
instrumental by @ijisleep + @histarkey (IG: histarkey)
bug sounds + additional prod by me


𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘦
𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶
𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘴
(𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘴) 𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝟭 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝟮
𝘵𝘢𝘱𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘣𝘰𝘯𝘦, 𝘪 
𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘦𝘸𝘯
𝘪 𝘢𝘮 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘦, 𝘺𝘰𝘶
𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦, 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘪𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦
𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘦
𝘤𝘳𝘢𝘥𝘭𝘦
𝘤𝘳𝘢𝘥𝘭𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘯
𝘣𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘬𝘦𝘵 𝘴𝘬𝘺, 𝘣𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘬𝘦𝘵 
𝘴𝘬𝘺, 𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘦

arms around your naked heart (visions)
the flora haunts you in the very best way
traveling I compress display the 
more I shake the more our bones break (and I’m hardly bound) 
fingers guide my eyes in this strange forest
can’t believe you came for us, can’t believe you came for us (and you’re the heart of the ground)
envision stars as the heart of the blades soaring
eyes always parting the storm (𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘦) 
𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶
eyes always parting the storm (𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘴)
𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝟭 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝟮
𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝟭 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝟮, 𝟭 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝟮 
and do the angels tell tales to make me wide awake?
the weeping willows celestials hidden in display

vines  +Jedwill (histarkey/iji)

heavily inspired by @airuei @lalanoi @stasysmusial @byjue

for the past few month I've been struggling to write or like any kind of music that i've made, my writing is becoming more inconsistence in terms of arrangement, and the melodic component also feels lazy, but thanks to everyone's support, I was able to push out some projects.
thank you for sticking around :D

safehaven˚⁺˳✧༚

@littlefaithmusic

big thank you to faith for all their help on this and their incredible production and vocals, and thank you for your gentleness and understanding. I am lucky and grateful to have a friend like you.

this song is about my father, coming to terms with loss and the denial and bargaining I found in the grief while growing up. This song started in kimchi vc, and me and faith just brainstormed track ideas, with me working on the drums and faith sorting the chord progression and ambiences. This track is heavily built upon samples from Bon Iver, Faith's older music, Stonelands by Paark and various old bits from lifeline aswell. 

holy spirit is the title track of my second EP, featuring clayekea, little faith, evangeline and grandfather forest. It is a project I've been working on about love and loss since before me and eva put out lifeline. coming sept 1st!

big, big, BIG thank you to everyone i've worked with on this project for being understanding, and patient, and of course thank you for your contributions at every step of this project.

Holy Spirit EP contributors (in no particular order):
makina, evangeline, little faith, clayekea, grandfather forest, electrolutions, formyths, beakfeet inure stems

lyrics:
i saw you hanging from that tree
last night
wont you please come down for me
one more time

oh ive carried stones to mark out your elevation

and if its the price for consecration
i will pay it with my life
and if the standing stones crumble
when the winds fell your tree
i'll wake the earth for you

im passing orchids by your stones
but all i hear is silence

i saw you hanging from that tree
last night
wont you please come down for me
one more time

makina & little faith - holy spirit

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.° ༘❄️⋆🖇₊˚ෆ
composed in less than 24 hours for @artbyform All Nighter Vol. 8

@cash-official
@1turtledoves
@anem0s
@ariaveil
@wakebloom
@bxktty
@svrenmusic

i made a vow upon your name
and i know we’ll never change
even if our leaves turn brown
i’ll hold you close through the winter

on the day we said goodbye
i didn’t want you to see me cry
you said the night grows dark
i don’t want to fade away just yet


as i stared into the evening
i saw, i saw
everything dissolved around me
i’m lost

i can only see you in my deepest dreams
i can only see you when i close my eyes

gave it away
there’s nothing left of me
deciduous
falling in way to deep

i feel so special when you look in my direction
i tried to leave so you would give me your attention
but now you’re gone

i can only see you in my deepest dreams
i can only see you when i close my eyes

sh4dowhe4rt

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