feels like it's missing something in the mix, kind of bland

li.sten.to/strawberryperfume
ig: @ripavah

Strawberry perfume, your scent, it makes me happy again
I know that you're wrong you don't need to pretend
Look past all my flaws never reaching the end
Perfect you're my all we ain't playing pretend

Run, till we knock 'em all over
Life's been good I've been looking for my clover
I can't live tomorrow if I'd stopped I'd be a loner
Thinking bout the past I ain't quitting till it's over

I've been tryna fix my shit, I'm just tryna make sense
Avoiding all the bad damn trips, I'm not tryna quit this
I'd be lying if I said I'm glad you're gone
Life feels so long when we can't play our songs

But time goes faster by my side
Tryna match all the feelings I love those highs
But I guess it pays off when we take our time
Writing bangers in the crib I'd love that life

I've been living life all alone
Waiting for you to call my phone, yeah
I'm just tryna live or I'll die
Couldn't find my phone cause I got too high

Strawberry perfume, your scent, it makes me happy again
I know that you're wrong you don't need to pretend
Look past all my flaws never reaching the end
Perfect you're my all we ain't playing pretend

Run, till we knock 'em all over
Life's been good I've been looking for my clover
I can't live tomorrow if I'd stopped I'd be a loner
Thinking bout the past I ain't quitting till it's over

I've been tryna fix my shit, I'm just tryna make sense
Avoiding all the bad damn trips, I'm not tryna quit this
I'd be lying if I said I'm glad you're gone
Life feels so long when we can't play our songs

strawberry perfume

other platforms

strawberry perfume (siem spark + heyrick)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/dpf1/dangerous

my younger self or even me a year ago would have never expected to see me here turning 18
thank u to @sudbath for killin this with me and all the friends, supporters, whatever u wanna say for all the love ive got these last couple months and encouraged me to keep going, i can never repay yall <3

cover by @kaihaunted :D

lyrics: (dpf) 
oh, this the way that it goes
she saying i got hoes
and she dont even really wanna  talk
now she blowing up my phone
cant leave me alone
cause she asking whenever im gone drop
she a bad bitch, i got her designer to flaunt
aint average, security up in the spot
like a maverick, im shootin u give me the rock
i dont ask for a lot but theres one thing

(@sudbath)
will u just leave me alone
dont want ur name in my phone 
its not the same
life with u been pain
if u cant handle the truth
its nothing for me n u
dont like the way that u move
dont ever ask to come thru

(@dpf617)
i got like, 
20 bitches in the back of a bentley
i dont even gotta talk cause they wont ever forget me
wish i could say that its a lie when i say that envy 
and i gotta watch my back cause they plottin to end me
say what u wanna say
just know shit aint changing
all of these games that u wanna play
always end up dangerous
all of these feelings u take away
u make me start to hate it
all of these feelings u take away
u make me start to hate it 

oh, this the way that it goes
she saying i got hoes
and she dont even really wanna  talk
now she blowing up my phone
cant leave me alone
cause she asking whenever im gone drop
she a bad bitch, i got her designer to flaunt
aint average, security up in the spot
like a maverick, im shootin u give me the rock
i dont ask for a lot but theres one thing

(@sudbath)
will u just leave me alone
dont want ur name in my phone 
its not the same
life with u been pain
if u cant handle the truth
its nothing for me n u
dont like the way that u move
dont ever ask to come thru

stream everywhere!

dangerous w/ sudbath (nextime)

https://li.sten.to/lotus
ig: ripavah

welcome to my life
lyrics:
Lotus, I've been getting better let me show ya
Smash an empty bottle to the dome
I've been feeling like I've grown up
Better than ever cause I'm about to blow up

I've been in my feelings lately but I hate that shit
My situation yeah its dire but I played that shit
I've been feeling like I'm crazy on a tightrope
Reminiscing things that I'll achieve my rivals cant though

I'll say fuck her, sell out shows so she knows she's wrong
Make a million off a sound so I made this song
Yeah I know my fans are coming yeah its been so long
Manifest about the future cause I stayed so strong

Lotus, you know it
I've been on a tangent for a year but I ain't ever fucking show it
I just know my fame is close but I think I've been on the wrong path
Happiness and Adderall, the two things we should all have

You ain't shit yeah you a bitch
I'ma make a jump right to the top then i'ma clinch
Shitty ass artists sign to labels then they're gifted
Imagine what would happen if my music got the same thing

Fuck the poppin sound, and fuck to who's around
I'ma make a wave of other artists with my sound
I wont fix my problems if I don't aim for the ceiling
blacked out drunk, that's a shitty fucking feeling

Fuck you to the past, I'm glad it didn't last
I'ma speed to number one or I'll just fucking crash
I'm glad I'm fucking back just for a while I've had a barrier
Sprouted like a lotus I'll just shout out to my haters

Lotus is strong, lotus is fire
Lotus is weak, lotus is crying
I've been drowning lately listen here's a happy ending
Feeling like a boss, and I'm looking like a real king

Red eyes, feel low
So high, so low
Might cry, oh no
Lotus, blossom

I ain't succeed in a minute
Love this life forever bitch you know I'm not quitting
Avah feels on fire bitch you know that I am winning
Take over my life I wasn't happy where I'm headed, oh shit

I've been in my feelings lately but I hate that shit
My situation yeah its dire but I played that shit
I've been feeling like I'm crazy on a tightrope
Reminiscing things that I'll achieve my rivals cant though

I'll say fuck her, sell out shows so she knows she's wrong
Make a million off a sound so I made this song
Yeah I know my fans are coming yeah its been so long
Manifest about the future cause I stayed so strong

avah

lotus

lotus (dercept x ayoley)

s/o britney for the inspo
video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TgXAIcPp4Eo
lyrics:
[pre-hook]
you tell me im toxic, heard it all before
everytime you left, i know you wanted more
you're a special, different kind of insecure
not an antidote, im not a fucking cure
make it natural, i don't force
you at like every damn show on my tour
you on like every damn drug on that floor &
now i'm at every damn one of these stores

[hook]
you say im toxic baby
these toxins take me
they tell me i'll go crazy
please don't mind me saying,
im not toxic baby
i just play pretend
cause we got options lately
we got rules to bend

[verse]
onto the next one, i ain't ever been the type to be an extra
and all these bitches swear to god they the baddest
they hit me up on ig for the address
she wake up at ten to do her makeup 
if you want sum lil boy you better take sum
and i ain't never really had to fucking fake nun
and now we all up on your block tryna shake sum
tragic, i swear its tragic, overdramatic 
magic, they think its magic, she's so ecstatic
there aint no two of me, i swear you're new to me
let's quit the foolery, burn this to new degrees

[pre-hook]
you tell me im toxic, heard it all before
everytime you left, i know you wanted more
you're a special, different kind of insecure
not an antidote, im not a fucking cure
make it natural, i don't force
you at like every damn show on my tour
you on like every damn drug on that floor &
now i'm at every damn one of these stores

[hook]
you say im toxic baby
these toxins take me
they tell me i'll go crazy
please don't mind me saying,
im not toxic baby
i just play pretend
cause we got options lately
we got rules to bend

toxic

toxic (mochila + tim randolph)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/datboiryen/doing-2-much
lyrics

Only get this feeling when I’m touching you
Can’t tell if you give a fuck about it
Got so much love for you
I can’t tell if this the wrong time to bring this up but
I really miss the way your body feel
Your bestfriend told me I was the one that’s messing up
I know I like to play I guess I’m doing too much
Yeah I’ll be back soon
How the fuck do I make these songs
It’s all because of you
I’m taking these shots right to the face
So don’t get mad if I just pick up my phone tonight
And Ima do what it takes whatever makes me feel right
Wake up drunk, pissed as fuck
Like what the fuck is my life
Yeah I think it’s time
Like maybe if we touch a little, I’ll be fine

Like hold on, wait
I can’t tell if you’re serious bae
I’m on my way
Cuz you’ve been distant, not calling me lately
I’m feeling real sick to my stomach
Everyone walks when I’m running
I’m doing my best and it’s nothing
Somebody tell me why
This shit just keeps on happening to me
I wanna (fucking die)
Don’t fucking say that
I got that devil on my shoulder screaming
You better get payback
I’m about to get with all your friends
And do you dirty like you did to me
Wake me up when this shit ends
I don’t wanna pretend no more

This shit ain’t fun for a nigga like me
I almost slipped into the streets
All these bitches slimy
Ain’t nobody healing me
Nobody doing shit for free
I need to get these feelings off cuz you know that I

doing 2 much (p. typhoon)

WANNABE

prod. sherif xr
s/o her-b for playing the guitars for me since i broke my wrist haha

MUSIC VIDEO✪: fanlink.tv/addynic

gnawing on your face...

XR 2022

music videooo

ADDY & NIC

Piano and Drums: @yvngwxvy
Guitar and Drums: @johnkwondll

lost in my days, i still feel a lil helpless
how about for old times sake, lemme hold you again
i should’ve been more careful, but i knew what i was 
i’m fighting all my reasons to go back to you
this the day that i knew-
this the summer i grew up
(i don’t even wanna be me, i don’t even wanna see me)
this the summer i grew up
(i know i- fucked you so many times baby you don’t even gotta tell me)
(i just wanna feel you, let me heal you)
i wish that you had knew that i had cared about us
i was thinking about you when i was laying with her
i wish my problems could fade away
i’m in love and you hate me, i think we’re on the same page

open the door, open the door
I cant be someone else
Im fucking up everytime I left
I told myself this is for the best, but this is the hardest one yet

(i don’t even wanna be me, i don’t even wanna see me)
this the summer i grew up
(i know i- fucked you so many times baby you don’t even gotta tell me)
(i just wanna feel you, let me heal you)
i wish that you had knew that i had cared about us
i was thinking about you when i was laying with her
i wish my problems could fade away
i’m in love and you hate me, i think we’re on the same page

sometimes i feel like i cant
don’t wanna take the high road 
i’m running out of days
i’m running out of reasons, tryna think why you should be with me
i’m working on my patience, im still waiting
it’s surreal to me
how could you not get it?
how could you not get it?
i’m tired of running away
so i’m gonna do it cuz you told me
baby please believe me
miss the way you hold me
i know this cant be easy
i’m tryna make a case for me, but i don’t think she’s buying it
she said let me know when you find you, cuz i don’t know you found it yet

the summer i grew up

three wheels and it still drives!

crash (prod. joshwa)

thank u 2 @midwxst for hopping on the song , luv u
thank u 2 joeboi and cricket for helping me finish this song fr.

love u all thank u for loving and caring about me. 
instagram: @cybertrash

WANNABE

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