shout out to the homie @baccyard for the sample

@zotiyac

[lyrics]
regardless whatever you thinkin see shit aint gon change im forever the same, show me whats sane and i prolly refrain i been all on my own even when im with gang, yuh 
even when you bitches tell me that you by my side as i lay on my belly express infidelity shit gettin smelly if you too emotional fuck off my tele, 
when im alone no one pick up the phone so im pickin a bone wit u niggas alone, this aint a song the description is poem as if i just owe em a piece of my soul, i dont talk about my feelings too much, usually because im feeling too much i dont wanna discuss as i look in disgust at the man in the mirror my imagery bust, system overload is me overthinking still cant get over what the fuck i been thinking, barely blinking and i notice im shrinking i dont need a shrink just a little more drinking, 
see i really am , everything , that i hate , yuh
i look at my hands , and i think , am i fake? fuck, if i met myself id prolly be terrified petrified stressin pullin out my hair a lot, ugh .... its no wonder they screw me im hard as a nail when im totin that tooly
you cant school me not a student can move me, we aint equal but we all in the movie, everybody got a part and a duty im feelin like mine is to simply just do me
on another note im still unforgettable just dont fuckin know if thats something critical do it matter do i matter like mythical in that case im nothing but a material ... 
and i feel like a idiot i cant balance nothing that i be carrying someone bring me a new bitch help me care again or give me another L im too arrogant ugh . 
altogether im broken, find the irony behind what is spoken, whats the ronin im the coldest of the quotients the only answer i divide all opponents, multiply my shoulders rise in a moment cuz catchin a extra body is a bonus, they dont give a dam about me i know it, now im focused i aint gotta be hopeless, but in all im lookin right at my lowest, no emotion i cant move with no motive, dont get bold wit me unless you aint foldin, he aint knowin me i guess they aint told em, tote the pole i gotta hold of the totem, choker hold i choke the hoe when i hold em, i get colder every time im fucked over im talkin solar and the muhfuckin polar!

i aint cry , in a long ass time ,
i dont mind , that ive lost my mind
if i dont shine , i cut off my line 
but i wont die , til i cross that line 
i wont die , til i cross that line x3 
aint no failure long as i know im trying! >> x2

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