follow my girlfriend @novagarden

TRECH:
in my suicide note i wrote
that if any motherfuckers want smoke
id choke 
i stay fucked up
i’m so hung up
on the fact i ain’t shit
but a fuck up
all my friends have overdosed
even though i ain’t there yet, bitch i’m close
in the meantime
i’ll stay locked in my room 
away from sunshine

take cover in a substance
i hate the taste
down it like its nothin’
how many hits can i lick before i tap out?
how many
drinks can i sip before i black out?
imma test my limit for the last time
please stay with me on the hotline
i’ll call u back when i feel alright
but tomorrow never comes
a life is finite

NOVA:
i can’t stop takin’ hella pills
but im not addicted 
i just do it for the thrill
acid tabs sitting on my tongue
but don’t worry ‘bout a thing
i just do it for fun
glassed eyes in the mirror
lookin’ at myself
thinkin’ ‘bout why the fuck i do this to my health
paranoia got me grabbin’ shrooms off my shelf
try to stop me
i cant let you bitch
so go to hell

TRECH:
i feel nothin’
to feel somethin’
but im a fucking slave to the chemicals
ive been 
straight huffin’
i wake up in panic attacks from my dreams so
take my mind away
my eyes fell down the drain
these tear drops act as rain
try to flush away rinse away my pain

shards of glass

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shards of glass (feat. nova garden)

Leave Me Alone

Leave Me Alone (Prod. Yung B)

Check Out The Producers:

OkayKoda:
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Artwork Made by @devilboyxo
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Lyrics
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Look at my phone ten messages
I don't know how to respond
You want somethin I should say
I already know what you want
I could tell you that it's alright
But I don't really wanna lie
Couple of drinks with my bro at the bar
I'm 'boutta hop in his ride, yeah
Textin you all through the drive, yeah
Streetlights set the vibe, yeah
Sayin that it ain't the time, yeah
Maybe I don't wanna find it
Back in my bed I lie, yeah
These nights I try, yeah
I don't really wanna cry, yeah
But I never learned how to fight

And I said
You were better off leaving
But it don't feel the same as it was
But in my head
I'm still daydreaming
When I find meaning in your love
I miss when we would fuck
'Cause that gentleness of the skin to skin
Don't feel the same without your touch
Misstep
I've been fallen for weeks
You were fallen for me
So I thought you were the one

Do it all I would do it all again
Do it all I would do it all again
Do it all I would do it all again
Do it all I would do it all again


Do it all I would do it all again
Do it all I would do it all again
Do it all I would do it all again
Do it all I would do it all again

I wrote this once I told you so
But it hurt so bad I can't let go
Memories and voices bounce in my skull
But I would do it all again with everything I know

And I said
You were better off leaving
But it don't feel the same as it was
But in my head
I'm still daydreaming
When I find meaning in your love
I miss when we would fuck
'Cause that gentleness of the skin to skin
Don't feel the same without your touch
Misstep
I've been fallen for weeks
You were fallen for me
So I thought you were the one

Daydreaming

Daydreaming [Prod. OkayKoda x Ayoleybeats]

// geist
get me out of this misery
pretty eyes and they’re haunting me
said it’s fine but please don’t believe
cast a spell now i’m yours to keep

sent back to hell
they said please remember
you aren’t well
you died last december
now i just hate how it feels
to know that my fate is sealed
to know that i never healed
to know what’s stolen from me
but it haunts me every night
and it eats me up inside
yet i counted every time
you let me down with your lies

get me out of this misery
pretty eyes and they’re haunting me
said it’s fine but please don’t believe
cast a spell now i’m yours to keep

now i’m yours 
cast a spell
now i’m yours
now i’m yours
now i’m yours 
cast a spell
now i’m yours to keep
cast a spell
cast a spell

// kellin quinn
oh here we go
just like the last time it started
look in your eyes and i can tell that you’re not the same
your out for blood
and i can tell your taste has changed
put your hands on my skin
and you say that you wanna taste (you wanna taste)
the only way to your heart
is to let you tear me apart

so won't you tear me apart yeah
so tear me apart
i wont let you go
no i wont let you go, no
so tear me
so tear me apart

// kellin & geist
get me out of my misery
pretty eyes and they’re haunting me
said it’s fine but please don’t believe
cast a spell now i’m yours to keep

now i’m yours
cast a spell
now i’m yours
now i’m yours
now i’m yours 
cast a spell
now i’m yours
yours to keep

yours to keep

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i thought i saw you standing there
and i was blissfully unaware
i see your eyes in the dark
but now they're lacking their spark

i thought i saw you standing there
i felt a chill in the air
you stand in my doorway
i cant escape there's no way

it's gonna be the death of me
if i dont get some rest
there's a ghost in my room
feel it in my chest

i know you're watching me
while i sit and bleed
i know that's more your speed
i pray and plead for this to end now

i thought i saw you standing there
and i was blissfully unaware
i see your eyes in the dark
but now they're lacking their spark

i thought i saw you standing there
i felt a chill in the air
you stand in my doorway
i cant escape there's no way

where should i go, i don't know
talking to myself im all alone
the voices in my head are company
they didnt like it either, they're done with me

ion want be here so im rollin up the blunt
paper keep me chasing so ion give a fuck
probably crashing out everytime i go to stunt
dont know when to stop it'll kill me when its done

i thought i saw you standing there
and i was blissfully unaware
i see your eyes in the dark
but now they're lacking their spark

i thought i saw you standing there
i felt a chill in the air
you stand in my doorway
i cant escape there's no way

I Thought I Saw You Standing There (Prod Saber)

Poison

please leave ! (Prod myoso gardens)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=4GL1fS_8Q7iRYjWf_FlXBw

produced - https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad


♦︎ lyrics ♦︎

fuck views I just want tattoos 
never knew what it turned into
I waited after class to talk to you 
and know we’re smoking gas in my bedroom x 2 

don’t need my number
just come on over
remember summer
and now it’s frozen 

Just take me back too those long days 
I never had you… it didn’t matter 

It comes and goes 
those highs and lows 
my mind won’t close 
no shut down mode

fuck views I just want tattoos (prod. lilhappylilsad)

prod. discent

she said i got the prettiest blue eyes
but she dont understand what theyve seen
she said i got the prettiest blue eyes
bitch i wish that meant something to me
i wish she could see through these eyes
i wish she could understand me
these blue eyes are closing tonight
and shes the last thing theyll see

i cant sleep at night
shes in my bed but it dont feel right
wrappin my hands around her thighs
i cant stand these empty nights

cuz i cant sleep at night
ur in ur bed, not mine
wrappin his hands around ur thighs
i cant stand these empty nights

she said i got the prettiest blue eyes
but she dont understand what theyve seen
she said i got the prettiest blue eyes
bitch i wish that meant something to me
i wish she could see through these eyes
i wish she could understand me
these blue eyes are closing tonight
and shes the last thing theyll see

she said i got the prettiest blue eyes
but she dont understand what theyve seen
she said i got the prettiest blue eyes
bitch i wish that meant something to me
i wish she could see through these eyes
i wish she could understand me
these blue eyes are closing tonight
and shes the last thing theyll see

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blue eyes

prod. by @nevrfall
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:
And I still
Remember every freckle every speckle on your pretty little face
And I said I’d count them all with my fingers I would trace
And it's growing pretty fast yeah that tumor in my gut 
And this chemo's kicking ass I just wanna throw it up
And my hair is getting thin and my eyes are getting glassy
It’s hard to live my life when it's slipping right past me
Said you'd always love me even when it was the sad me
Asked if you could keep me but girl you always had me

At a loss for words
And you know more than anyone how much this hurts I
Try to lift this curse
But I feel myself grow weak as I write this verse I

Remember rainy days in March as your phone is blowing up
You ain't really give a fuck yeah you showed me all this love
When no one else did I
Can’t move it on cause I

Remember every freckle every speckle on your pretty little face
And I said I’d count them all with my fingers I would trace
And it's growing pretty fast yeah that tumor in my gut 
And this chemo's kicking ass I just wanna throw it up
And my hair is getting thin and my eyes are getting glassy
It’s hard to live my life when it's slipping right past me
Said you'd always love me even when it was the sad me
Asked if you could keep me but girl you always had me

Yeah you always had me
Now I’m stuck feeling sideways missing you so badly
No one understands me
I just miss you so badly

Spending time alone refitting hearts out of socket
Feel like it’s a waste I just wish that I could stop it
They say that home is where your heart is
Well mine is in your pocket

Remember every freckle every speckle on your pretty little face
And I said I’d count them all with my fingers I would trace
And it's growing pretty fast yeah that tumor in my gut 
And this chemo's kicking ass I just wanna throw it up
And my hair is getting thin and my eyes are getting glassy
It’s hard to live my life when it's slipping right past me
Said you'd always love me even when it was the sad me
Asked if you could keep me but girl you always had me

Can I Keep You?

Prod. @metlast

Lyrics:
I remember when you used to be there
I remember when you used to not care
Pretty girl with an evil stare
I can feel the tension in the air

Its done and i know its not fair
Fuck love, it wont ever repair
Im gone when i said id be there
She got a gun im in the crosshair


Theres murder on her mind
But she wanna take her time 
Blue n black heart
Im frvr in line

For a meeting with death
From all the stress
I cant get
Why u obsessed
Why u obsessed
I cant get

Like a tattoo
Your on my skin like i had u
Im fucked up in the back room
Im a goth boy and im bad news

think im see through
Lose my life yeah thats cool
Leave behind your perfume
Fuck a job and fuck school


I remember when you used to be there
I remember when you used to not care
Pretty girl with an evil stare
I can feel the tension in the air

Its done and i know its not fair
Fuck love, it wont ever repair
Im gone when i said id be there
She got a gun im in the crosshair

please leave ! (Prod myoso gardens)

VoidSea