DELAYED ACTIONS OF A LIMERENT MIND

Don't Know Why

Heaven, Wait

A Different Kind of Love

tell me
you dont wanna come back to me
i been lost and i cant sleep
all of it for it not mean anything
all my life i sought for it
now its finally settling
i am alone and thats okay

thats okay

tell me (tell me)
you dont wanna come back to me
i been lost and i cant sleep
all of it for it not mean anything
all my life i sought for it
now its finally settling
i am alone and thats okay

(thats okay, thats okay, thats okay)

and maybe u gonna find all that you wanted
but just not by my side
if u cant make that choice 
than i will be the monster you couldnt be
now tell me
that i am lost but thats okay
all my life i'll search for it
i am alone and thats okay
boy thats okay

that's okay

i am drunk 
in the back 
of the party that we were
i am seeing stars
cannot comprehend a word u said
i hope u see it soon
see it soon

cus i thought i could change for u
be the type of guy that would entice u
but i couldnt make the sacrifice 
didnt matter how i tried

now i am at the back of the party
and i am high outta my mind
strobe lights is all i see
i want u off my mind
but dont come close
dont u come close, i am unliable right now

i am at the back of the party
and i am high outta my mind
strobe lights is all i see
i want u off my mind

shouldnt have gotten drunk knew i be a mess
thought i'd fuck around, found out real quick
that you didnt want me like i want you
you dont see it like i do
and thats alright, boy thats okay
thought in the end we'll be better as friends
but i guess that its not true
cus i want u

i want you 

now i am at the back of the party
and i am high outta my mind
strobe lights is all i see
i want u off my mind
but you tempt with your lips
and your scent so divine
you the devil in my eyes
guess i'll not see the sky
wait till everyone is outta here
and drag me to the back
will not be sated, just take me 
i'll let u fuck up my life
cus at the back the party
thats where heaven resides
thats where my heaven resides with you

back of the party

would you say to me
i need honesty
would u leave that town
come all the way to me
leave it all behind
cross them state lines
sacrifice for me
what you had 
but i know it deep down 
you wont
and thats okay now
cus i already knew

so tell me the truth
once you saw what you'd lose
you gave up on me
tell me, tell me honestly
i prefer that sting
than a fantasy
thats why i said what i said
and end it how i did
cus in your eyes i saw that
they didnt hold no more light for me

and thats why its over now
its over now
i am so so over this
its over now
its over now
i know we tried to
not call it quits and leave like this

honesty, an interlude

a warm winter night
caught u lookin twice
i cant help but get lost in those eyes
while u sittin there, i fantasize
what it would be like if i just got that chance with u
i'd be next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks, i'd be next to u
next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks

be next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks while i am next to u
next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks
i can drive the miles for the satisfaction
cus i dont get tired of ur gaze
in the am, i'll pull time backwards
just to say yes to u again
i'd be next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks while i am next to u
next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks 

and next to you
i'd have nothing to lose
and i can call you right back
just to lose some sleep
and talk to you, fall for u
i wanna try that all over again
cus i missed the first step and i tripped on my head
had my hand in your hair, feelings i cant comprehend 
even tho it might wrong, you just dont compare
to what i had back then
so tell me when you have nothing lose
so i can go and pull thru and do what i couldnt do then
still feel your hand on my chest 
a night of regret
but i would do it all again

as long as i end up next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks while i am next to u
next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks 

next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks while i am next to u
next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks 

i can drive the miles for the satisfaction
cus i dont get tired of ur gaze
in the am, i'll pull time backwards
just to say yes to u again
bitched out for the last time
this night wont end till your mine
but i'll fuck up again
i should have said yes
cus all i want is to be 

be next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks while i am next to u
next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks 
and i really couldnt give no fucks
i am next to u (okay)

next to you

wont you say now that its done
that it all might have been a waste
even though now all your life
you might go in search for it
but i am gone, wont u say 
or would u say when u alone
u might still cry about it
and all those tears, they came delayed
and deep down yea, u regret it
well i am gone
wont u say 

and night when you on your phone
do you sometimes just forget
we no longer on a call
do u still call out "babe?"
i am gone
so dont say (you do)

do you still wait by your door?
did you already forget 
that day we were both alone  
on the sand we both engraved
i am gone
but don't forget, don't forget

i'm gone

you see the way i look at you
suck at hiding the fact that i might be this into u
ready to risk it all for the chance
i been down this loop before 
it never did me no good but i guess 
i got the time to waste

wait lets reconnect

walk past u
eyes connect 
i obsess 
a multitude
in my head it all makes sense
limerent, cant decide 
if to talk to u or to ignore u
mess in my head
i see u again
dont wanna bore u
talk to u endlessly
dopamine peaks
you show me empathy
its all i need
i want it all to make sense
i am getting worst at hiding it

cus look at you
oh, you see the way i look at you
i fucked up this time for sure
i cant keep eye contact
lost control
cant help my gaze
God only knows
how bad i want this
wont u say u want me 

walk past u
eyes connect 
i obsess 
a multitude
in my head it all makes sense
limerent, cant decide 
if to talk to u or to ignore u
mess in my head
i see u again
dont wanna bore u
talk to u endlessly
dopamine peaks
you show me empathy
its all i need
i want it all to make sense
i am getting worst at hiding it

compulsive thoughts drown my head
if this not love, i forfeit
i make myself believe that all u do 
just has to do with me
if this a dream dont wake me up
and if i am lost i wanna stay this lost
cus maybe one day ill be proven right
maybe once in all my life

back of the party

vokeless

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