DELAYED ACTIONS OF A LIMERENT MIND

Don't Know Why

Heaven, Wait

A Different Kind of Love

tell me
you dont wanna come back to me
i been lost and i cant sleep
all of it for it not mean anything
all my life i sought for it
now its finally settling
i am alone and thats okay

thats okay

tell me (tell me)
you dont wanna come back to me
i been lost and i cant sleep
all of it for it not mean anything
all my life i sought for it
now its finally settling
i am alone and thats okay

(thats okay, thats okay, thats okay)

and maybe u gonna find all that you wanted
but just not by my side
if u cant make that choice 
than i will be the monster you couldnt be
now tell me
that i am lost but thats okay
all my life i'll search for it
i am alone and thats okay
boy thats okay

that's okay

would you say to me
i need honesty
would u leave that town
come all the way to me
leave it all behind
cross them state lines
sacrifice for me
what you had 
but i know it deep down 
you wont
and thats okay now
cus i already knew

so tell me the truth
once you saw what you'd lose
you gave up on me
tell me, tell me honestly
i prefer that sting
than a fantasy
thats why i said what i said
and end it how i did
cus in your eyes i saw that
they didnt hold no more light for me

and thats why its over now
its over now
i am so so over this
its over now
its over now
i know we tried to
not call it quits and leave like this

honesty, an interlude

a warm winter night
caught u lookin twice
i cant help but get lost in those eyes
while u sittin there, i fantasize
what it would be like if i just got that chance with u
i'd be next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks, i'd be next to u
next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks

be next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks while i am next to u
next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks
i can drive the miles for the satisfaction
cus i dont get tired of ur gaze
in the am, i'll pull time backwards
just to say yes to u again
i'd be next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks while i am next to u
next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks 

and next to you
i'd have nothing to lose
and i can call you right back
just to lose some sleep
and talk to you, fall for u
i wanna try that all over again
cus i missed the first step and i tripped on my head
had my hand in your hair, feelings i cant comprehend 
even tho it might wrong, you just dont compare
to what i had back then
so tell me when you have nothing lose
so i can go and pull thru and do what i couldnt do then
still feel your hand on my chest 
a night of regret
but i would do it all again

as long as i end up next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks while i am next to u
next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks 

next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks while i am next to u
next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks 

i can drive the miles for the satisfaction
cus i dont get tired of ur gaze
in the am, i'll pull time backwards
just to say yes to u again
bitched out for the last time
this night wont end till your mine
but i'll fuck up again
i should have said yes
cus all i want is to be 

be next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks while i am next to u
next to u, next to u
i wouldnt give all them fucks 
and i really couldnt give no fucks
i am next to u (okay)

next to you

wont you say now that its done
that it all might have been a waste
even though now all your life
you might go in search for it
but i am gone, wont u say 
or would u say when u alone
u might still cry about it
and all those tears, they came delayed
and deep down yea, u regret it
well i am gone
wont u say 

and night when you on your phone
do you sometimes just forget
we no longer on a call
do u still call out "babe?"
i am gone
so dont say (you do)

do you still wait by your door?
did you already forget 
that day we were both alone  
on the sand we both engraved
i am gone
but don't forget, don't forget

i'm gone

you see the way i look at you
suck at hiding the fact that i might be this into u
ready to risk it all for the chance
i been down this loop before 
it never did me no good but i guess 
i got the time to waste

wait lets reconnect

walk past u
eyes connect 
i obsess 
a multitude
in my head it all makes sense
limerent, cant decide 
if to talk to u or to ignore u
mess in my head
i see u again
dont wanna bore u
talk to u endlessly
dopamine peaks
you show me empathy
its all i need
i want it all to make sense
i am getting worst at hiding it

cus look at you
oh, you see the way i look at you
i fucked up this time for sure
i cant keep eye contact
lost control
cant help my gaze
God only knows
how bad i want this
wont u say u want me 

walk past u
eyes connect 
i obsess 
a multitude
in my head it all makes sense
limerent, cant decide 
if to talk to u or to ignore u
mess in my head
i see u again
dont wanna bore u
talk to u endlessly
dopamine peaks
you show me empathy
its all i need
i want it all to make sense
i am getting worst at hiding it

compulsive thoughts drown my head
if this not love, i forfeit
i make myself believe that all u do 
just has to do with me
if this a dream dont wake me up
and if i am lost i wanna stay this lost
cus maybe one day ill be proven right
maybe once in all my life

honesty, an interlude

vokeless

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