2- A Neon Reflection WIP

Muddy, unfinished, unpolished fun.
 It's as good as it's gonna get bud!

Modig

I never wanted to cry
So just say goodbye
Yea here you are sitting next to me
Sweet melody I get relief
When you sing to me
And I know that we
Were meant to be
But I can't repeat my history's
All caught up in lies
So don't act surprised
So here you are getting close to me 
Sweet melody I can't retreat
I give into thee
And as long as we tread carefully
We might just keep this mystery alive
I only wanted to fly
I've been sanctified 
Yea but here we go with your blasphemy
Sweet melody 
I can finally see what you mean to me
And it's always been so challenging
But I finally see this bittersweet
Denial
I never wanted to die
I've walked through the fire
Yea but here it's already known to me
Sweet melody
I can die in my sleep, or just rule as king
It's a lonely thing to know everything
So just mind your p's and your q's to speak
Keep quite
And watch for the signs yea
So here we go with your hide and seek
Sweet melody
You might be weak
So comforting
And as long as we make memories
We might believe in the symphony
of life

Sweet Mel0dy

No matter what it takes to be
No matter how much time we spend
No it's only make believe
The final truth is lied to rest
And we can only take a peak
What we assume may lie ahead
But if you don't embrace the need
You see it's all inside your head
I don't wanna be in your society
It's always something else
That takes a part of me
Tough luck
Black Dove 
Rearrange The outcome
Bright lights
Fast cars
Hurricane
Yea you're a super star
We can only play for keeps
Consume a thousand trends
And you hope that they believe
Take a look inside yourself
The age of grace proceeds
Every whisper finds a bend
They say we may decrease
But I'm just not interested
I don't wanna be in your society
It's always something else 
that takes a part of me
Just days upon release
Through the fires of hell
The same mistake as me
But I wish not take you there
Waves of disbelief
It's way beyond repair 
You came to state your piece
But it's just that no one cares

Black Dove

Sifting through cares
I wish not to wallow
Lifting the flairs 
So the gifted can follow
What's in a memory
Bipass the symmetry
Take off the role man
I'll lend you my hand
Searching for feelings
Finding the meaning
It's feast or famine
Lift up your hands and sing
Better angels in my mind
Letting go and left behind
What we know and what we find
How we grow and how we climb
I only borrow
Repent tomorrow
Pain leads to sorrow
I'm in the front row
Asking forgiveness 
None of your business
Cross off your mischief
on your next wish list
Searching for feelings
Finding the meaning
It's feast or famine
Lift up your hands and sing
Better Angels in my mind
Letting go and left behind
What we know and what we find
How we grow and how we climb
Yea it's all my fault it's all my fault
Only know what I've been taught
Altercations and torn up claws
Life is nothing like how you thought

Better Angels

It's plain to see
You're hurting me
And I can not see
You can call it how you see
You can call it blasphemy
But in all reality
Really is no easy street
Are we slaves or are we free
Are we sold equality
All these answers that we seek
In the synchronicity 
Some time ago became aware
Of the things around me
I'm letting go I'm in the air
But these chains surround me
Is this reality
Everybody laughs at me
Cuz I do things differently 
But I'm laughing back you see
Cuz you're all the same to me
Are we trained by TV screens
Is it as bad as it seems
Is there more than we can see
In the synchronicity 
Some time ago became aware
of the things around me
I'm letting go I'm in the air
But these chains surround me
Is this reality
It's plain to see
You're hurting me
And I can not see

Synchronicity

We don't look for answers no more
Preaching folklore gave you what you hoped for
Don't I know, what you'd give
Lord I know, how you live
Lights conducting
Shadows corrupting
Stand for something
Beg for nothing yea
Don't I know what you'd give
Lord I know How you live
Trust I will
Nights last call’s
Against the wall
Your life is sad
You're breaking bad once more
Don't I know what you give
Lord I know how you live
Trust I will

Trust I Will

You been chasing the vibe but it keeps slipping away
And you're hoping for life but you die every day
Yeah I know
You know
You must keep up the show
You take away the pain
Above
Below
The Breaks
Guard yourself
Haunting guilt
Be my guest
They say you're living a lie
But isn't everyone else
They say you'll only survive 
If you forgive yourself
Yea I know
You know
You can't keep up this show
You made the same mistake 
And lost control
Start the drill
Be the best
Chills and thrills
Feed my flesh
Yea you been chasing them lies
So they'll come true some day
And that it's no big surprise
Is what you always say
You made the same mistake
Ten times in a row
You take away the pain
Above 
And below
The breaks
Earn your keep
And take the rest
Turn your cheek 
Be guest
All you need
Is to be the best
Plant your seeds
And feed my flesh

The Breaks

Should I care what you think
I don’t know
Seems like such a waste of time
If you’re scared that we’ll sink
You can always press rewind
I have everything I could ever want
So precarious I don’t care to flaunt
Take anything you could want from me
I’ll still have everything I could ever need
As the merry goes round and round again
Unaware 
On the brink
Say a toast for those who fell behind
Speak a prayer
Raise your drinks
You can’t close an open mind
I have everything I could ever want
Turn me down or or turn me all the way up
Take everything you could want from me
I still have everything I could ever need
As the merry goes round and round again
I have everything I could ever want
And don’t worry me cuz I’m on the run
Take anything you want from me
I still have everything I’ll ever need
As the merry goes around you’ll see
You have everything that you’ll ever need
As you carry yourself around the bend
And keep going until we reach the end
As the merry goes around again

The Merry Goes Round

Still going through all my old stuff and trying to rework them..   I am literally just taking the old WAV files and running them into logic and putting some extra EQ, compression, and some other subtle overall effects to bring out the best in each track as it stands.

Sand Spire

This is what I do with my carbon sometimes.

Creativity, for me, is just an employee that only shows up a few times a year to perform his duties, and I would fire him for the lack of attendance, but when he is here, he does one hell of a job.

Modig

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