The Eden Project - Crush

Crimson Fields  [Zorya AI liquid DnB Variation]

Notion (2016)

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WL_cuUj_Pd0
Spotify: coming soon

produced by EDEN

Music Video

Notion (prod. by EDEN)

Crywolf & Ianborg - Ribcage

All alone // I feel your breath // I hear your whispers // dark like storms // telling me "dear, I'll never leave your mind."

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Art by Dustin Hollywood
Guitars by @Deathandrebirth
Additional production and guitars by Andrew Heringer

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Lyrics:

On that night under the staircase
Our arms drifting down
Your kiss made me a believer
Cleansed my sins somehow

I'll be what you need
I'll keep you inside my fortress
Hand you the keys, leave you to roam these halls

But you tore down the keep
I returned to find ruins
You left all my love in the rubble with these walls

-

But in my head
I am still there
I can still feel you
Breathing slow
I've known this dream for a long time 

In the air
Suspended here
With thousands of words we've spoken
Can I soar
Up through the clouds?
Leave all of this behind

-

But in my head
I am still there
I can still feel you
Breathing slow
I've known this dream for a long time 

All alone
I feel your breath
I hear your whispers
Dark like storms 
Telling me "dear, I'll never leave your mind"

-

And you've been there all along
Tugging me, pulling me down
Touching him, holding him close
You've made your home

And I see your face through his eyes
With every move of your hips
You're breaking my bones
While holding me hostage

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Could I still love you
Though my arms are breaking?
Could we still be alone?

Do I still know you?
Are you still my answer
To the question I've asked since I was born?

Skelitons

Windswept

The first time I saw a real human skeleton I felt a very peculiar sadness and shock inside of myself. It wasn't a reaction to the bones themselves, but to what had once covered them; the strength, beauty, and complexity they had once supported. An entire world had once rested in that skull. How much love, pain, happiness and grief had that frame supported?

As an artist sometimes you write about presence, and other times, absence. You use lyrics and music to run your finger around the shape left by something lost. This EP is negative space. It's the frame supporting something that should be there, but simply isn't. A harsh reminder of what once was; of an unchangeable breach in the order of things. Biting, but necessary. 

This is my sackcloth and ashes. This is my 7 stages all wrapped up into one. I didn't want to put most of these songs out. They all feel excruciatingly vulnerable. However, I decided I'd rather end my life pinned down, splayed out on a dissecting table than be stored away in formaldehyde, buried with my secrets.

So here I am. Here's the knife. Be gentle with me, please.

Follow with the artwork: http://bit.ly/SkeletonsDigi

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Additional vocals by Emalyn

Additional writing by Alex Phillips

Guitars by Death & Rebirth 

Flute by Josh True

Mastering by Matt Simmers

Photography by Dustin Hollywood

Skeletons

Lemniscate (The Place Between Sleeping and Awake)

Lemniscate [The Place Between Sleeping And Awake]

Hey! Here's my new song Avoiding! Hope you like it! <3

Lyrics:

Every single day
I let you tear me apart
It's pushing me away
But you don't fucking care
Don't know where to go
It is all inside my head
I'm losing all my hope
Don't recognize myself

Avoiding reflections so I don't see truth
Avoiding the past so I don't think of you
No place like home but there's no home for me
I lie to myself and say I'm okay

Hoping for
A better day
Longing to
Find a way

Feel like a stranger
Don't know who I am
Hear all the silence
Got no one to blame
Changes around me
But I am the same
I wonder why I take 
Everything for granted

Avoiding reflections so I don't see truth
Avoiding the past so I don't think of you
No place like home but there's no home for me
I lie to myself and say I'm okay

Stream/Download

Avoiding

"Masochist" from my newest EP, Lungs. Available now!

Production by @mrfijiwiji
Artwork by @samblanc

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LYRICS:

We can go pretty far
If you wanted
‘Cause I know it’s not your thing
To stay in one place, yeah
I can be what you want
I can be anything
As long as I’m not myself
I think I’ll be safe, yeah

What am I looking for
In this state between love and war
Am I chasing a chemical
That just leaves me wanting more
And is there a difference
Between truth and happiness
If ignorance is bliss
To the emotional masochist

Yeah, we can go pretty far
Yeah, we can go pretty far
We can go pretty far
If you wanted
‘Cause I know it’s not your thing
To stay in one place, yeah
I can be what you want
I can be anything
As long as I’m not in love
I think I’ll be safe

Yeah, we can go pretty far
We can go pretty far
Yeah, we can go pretty far
We can go pretty far

Yeah, we can go pretty far
We can go pretty far
Yeah, We can go pretty far
We can go pretty far

Yeah, we can go pretty far
Yeah, we can go pretty far

Yeah, we can go pretty far
We can go pretty far
Yeah, we can go pretty far
We can go pretty far

© 2018 Sedan Records
www.mattvanmusic.com

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Lungs

Masochist (feat. Mr FijiWiji)

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Graveyard

Gone

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Avoiding

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