a little snippet from a cover of rabid (nicole dollanganger) by ethel cain 

lyrics:

we're the same, we're both rabid animals
got sick heads and minds, we were both born feral
like fields growing high, we're just those dark animals
the sad things at night, we know no control 

rabid (nicole dollanganger cover) - ethel cain

Days fly by spent wasting time in my mother's garden green
My sister's speaking old poetry they memorized never knowing what it means
I could stay outside forever counting stars on summer fields fore' I bike to Dowlin' street
Its simple when it's over and i'm happy
Painting murals on the sign but it's downtown in the scorching sun
I tried all summer but I hated the way it looks so I never got it done
I walked the train tracks with a boy that I loved but turns out I was tired of being alone
So when we reached the end and I said goodbye and I was by myself when I got home

Ethel Cain ~ Perry

ATLAS - EP

Apologetics (Synapse Track I)

ethel cain – casey

Played during an Instagram live stream on November 8, 2021. I tried to polish it a bit to make it somewhat listenable and failed spectacularly. Anyway, here it is.

All music owned by Hayden Anhedönia.

Ethel Cain - There's Something Wrong With Me / But He Doesn't Know It Yet (Full - LQ)

lyrics: 
you work yourself to death
you beat yourself up til you forget how it felt
your blood inside your gloves
stains everything you touch, and everything that you forgot that You love

you breathe and you sleep at that table
until you learned to sew up your mouth
you won’t cry when i leave cause the smell is just too much
now who’s gonna pull you out

your food is getting cold
you told me you’re not hungry, but you’re starving and i know you know i know
but still, you never eat
you stay locked inside that room, and why i wait for you
is a mystery to me

you breathe and you sleep at that table
until you learned to sew up your mouth
you won’t cry when i leave cause the smell is just too much
now who’s gonna pull you out

cold food - white silas

lyrics:

Baby love’s not love if it’s one sided
But you say love isn’t deep, just a wave, and we’re gonna ride it

I’m his little white bar queen, causing scenes, watching him get mean over green while i’m dancing on the kitchen table
I like your smile best while there’s blood dripping from it
I’m his little baby, dirty little lady, sweatin into grey sheets
Cause i told him maybe, he’s working on it
We don’t talk about it

He’s got me fucked up
Boy you got me fucked up in a bad way
But i still stay
Cause i like the game Do i have to come and find you
Do you want me to
Do i really have to come and find you
Do you even want me to

Jump cut, and he’s fucked up, and he’s six feet deep in my guts, 6 months, bad blood, and i’m still here for the good stuff, but he never likes to talk about it
Why don’t we ever wanna talk about it

I tell him all the time he’s gonna get himself killed one day
But he never listens to me, baby, you should listen to me

I see now how angels can fall this far
It’s not because of how they are
It’s just who they are
It’s just who we are
It’s just who we are

hitch party - ethel cain

You're safe with me, my love
It feels good
It feels good
It feels good
It feels good

These walls have missed you
Just close the door
The world is empty
But I'm all yours

Have You Told Your Wife? (snippet) | Ethel Cain

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