one day it'll get better

thank you for everything <3

waiting songs

archetype / charcoal

archetype

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thank you for listening :)
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look me in my eyes
and tell me, what do you see?
a monster on a warpath
killing everything that he sees
i'm just like you
at least i wanna be
but you're blaming me for something
that i could never be

i don't wanna hear another word about my descent
unless you wanna help the fight
i'd rather sit here in silence
feel free to fan the flames
cause i'm fine here alone with my friends
one day we'll win the game
till then i'm happy in silence

look me up and down
as i walk throughout the store
i barely feel like a human
racing for the nearest door
you act like i'll replace you
you think that i should die
but you aren't going anywhere
and neither am i

buy here

happy in silence

i used to fear the lights
but i can't believe i thought anything of it
hiding from the sirens
but a bit of living did the trick

exposure therapy

i can't stomach
the thought of losing you to the sea
though we had just met
it's time to pack it up and leave
nothing's as it seems
when i'm drowning in my bed
i love you but it's time to get the fuck out of my head

lost in the sea of my memories
i'll leave you floating down the river
and if you wanna know where she's going now
this is the only time you'll see her

i still see your face
drifting in my dreams
it's been so long
why can't you just leave?
and those who come and go
have a story or two to tell
it was nice to have known you
before i bid farewell

(so come get lost with me in the sea
before you vanish for a lifetime
so come get lost with me in the crowd
and have an adventure of a lifetime)

lost creek

you are my home
my everything
but you drive me away
i tend to find myself lost in you
but i could never stay

you're cracking at the seams
we know this won't last
you never wanted to change
wouldn't you rather stay within the past?

you're lovely on the outside
you're toxic on the inside
i want to love you more
the structure is decaying
your heart and lungs are failing
i wish i loved you more

you hate who i've become
you hate who i am

coalfields

full album "waiting songs" out november 4th
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i saw my house become a jail
while everyone went off the rails
was i destined to be alone?
the exit path is overgrown

all i want is a normal life
i'm rotting away and wasting time

sometimes i daydream of what could've been
it could be so simple, i would never stay in
we could run through the forest, or up 32
and stop to see the windmills, just me and you

i can't help but think of what we could've done
while i keep on throwing my party of one
we could be something special, but it always falls through
it could be so simple
just me and you

chlorine

AM I WORTH NOTHING TO YOU ANYMORE?
HEAR MY CRIES
LET ME OUT OF THIS HELLHOLE

BUY LINK: transpridedubwar.bandcamp.com

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i tried to quickly make something hopefully it sounds decent!

please check out the rest of the tracks:
https://soundcloud.com/alias_hallow/sets/trans-pride-war-dubs

i have been really struggling musically so i hope this is good ejnfnbgngjsj

3915K SUBLIMATION // TRANS PRIDE DUB WAR

samples/interpolates "empathy" by @lapsihymy

lie awake at 1 am
i wander through the sea
and it's high time
i realise what you've done to me

i can't stand the sight of you
or the face you hide behind
but it's too hard to keep you out of mind

you only want me to take you to the clouds
you only want me to make your bedroom loud

so show a little empathy
pretend that you care
it almost feels like the two of us
was nothing but a dare
so throw me off to the wayside
i'm happy where i stand
i'll find a better place to hide
i'll draw my lines in the sand

i hope you're listening.

wayside

@kirzenlitch • @kirzenlitch • @kirzenlitch

collaborative track we've made together for SILKENWOOD's 'Better Together (Vol. 4)' event. rejected submission.

shoutout to Autechre, ZULI, Octa Möbius Sheffner, HELM, Tim Hecker for inspiration, and ofc, @wearesilkenwood for this inspiring event :-)

artwork by me

Kirzenlitch & Choices "re-erase / cartoon goth"

organic collision

artikko.bandcamp.com/album/infatuation-ep

this EP is the product of innocence, longing, pain, love, idealization, obsession, disappointment, courage, confusion and insomnia.

it is an unsent letter that could have been more, or less, probably with better words that i will no longer think of with the passage of time and that will cease to matter.

but beyond that, this project is a feeling that no longer belongs to me.

it is a way of dealing with what happens in the middle of things, a "new me" resolution.

i hope this resonates with someone like it resonated with me.

thanks for being here. <3

⁓artikko

infatuation EP

creciente

when i was 14 i would walk around science class w my phone out just filming people work on their projects. it was really weird now that i think about it but i had an obsession for documenting EVERYTHING i dont really know where this is going    but i went back and sampled a fuck ton of that and scattered my voice throughout songs because like   hahahaha  nostalgia or sumn idk   isn't that my  thing ?? i dont know
february 2022

reach2

vid :: https://youtu.be/xOYaLc-DASU
og :: https://soundcloud.com/phantomnoiz/termination

🐶

termination (❯•••❮ edit)

From my album Honey:
https://wangleline.bandcamp.com/album/honey

exposure therapy

voxkai

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