Lifetime lie 



Let’s just bury your lie by closing our eyes.
There's truly no alternative now.
It’s your fault, you see.
I’ve been trying to forgive you.
But this wound hits my ego too keen.
I feel absolutely shattered.
I can’t bear our gaze to ever convene.
Your tears and your pleading don’t give me pleasure.
Answer yourself, is he any better, at all?
Was any of this worth your poor measure?
Bitch!
I’m trapped in this vicious circle, the angels descended from Heaven, yet I’m the demon in their midst.
A lightning strike on the very spot where I stand, not once, but a hundred times.
Your betrayal stings right at my sense of pride.
But my feelings won't let me leave you on the other side.
It’s a dead-end, a cruel tie.
This is pain for an age, a lifetime lie.
I tried to make the best of it.
But the truth just feels like cold cement.
Every whisper now is a fractured sentiment.
And I cannot unsee what you meant.
Did you always feel that something was missing in your heart?
Why did you keep silent from the very start?
I lived for you, with every single part.
And what happens now, where do we take this art?
How absurd and silly, they say a man is monogamous by design.
And this is the final score. My control, refined.
And your betrayal of what was meant to be mine.
Wailing, you whisper, “Just kill me, I deserve my due.”
But I don’t wish death upon you, I simply do not.
I just wish to leave, to flee, to sink through the earth to escape this rot.
Let’s just bury your lie by closing our eyes.
I’m trapped in this vicious circle, the angels descended from Heaven, yet I’m the demon in their midst.
A lightning strike on the very spot where I stand, not once, but a hundred times.
Your betrayal stings right at my sense of pride.
But my feelings won't let me leave you on the other side.
It’s a dead-end, a cruel tie.
This is pain for an age, a lifetime lie.
Let’s just bury your lie by closing our eyes.

Lifetime Lie

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When it all goes wrong


I looked into the eyes of the goddess
And saw the birth of stars
I looked into the eyes of the goddess
And felt my ego fall apart
She showed me beauty so violent
I wept for what I'd seen
I looked into the eyes of the goddess
And dreamed a savage dream

I looked into the eyes of the goddess
And felt the earth beneath my feet
Crack open like an offering
To something ancient beneath
She holds the universe inside her
Both the mercy and the blade
I looked into the eyes of the goddess
And I was unmade

In her eyes, in her eyes
Creation and destruction intertwined
In her eyes, in her eyes
Birth and life and death combine
She is love, she is fury
She is lust, she is pure
In the eyes of the goddess
I am nothing, I am more

I looked into the eyes of the goddess
And saw my own reflection there
Every moment I have lived
Every whispered word of prayer
She smiled and it was terrifying
Beautiful beyond belief
I looked into the eyes of the goddess
And found both ecstasy and grief

She showed me power beyond naming
Showed me how small I truly am
How I'm part of everything
Part of her eternal plan
The goddess doesn't need our worship
She just is, she's always been
I looked into her eyes and understood
We've always lived within

In her eyes, in her eyes
Creation and destruction intertwined
In her eyes, in her eyes
Birth and life and death combine
She is love, she is fury
She is lust, she is pure
In the eyes of the goddess
I am nothing, I am more


Eyes of the Goddess

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