Art cover by : @tsunotsuno

Lyrics 

On my own, yeah. Woahhh , yeah
All alone. In my head , im dead inside

On the go, mind ona race
The mistakes, i made
Im alone , on the drugs
Fade away i messed up
Fell in luv thats my mistake 
Gave u luv i get heart break
Lost &found , up &down
U get me up , u get me down 

On my own where do i go 
My guts glow, in the dark 
Lost my mind in the park 
Take my time , make my mark
Patient , patient wit time 
Wastin , wastin my time
On the edge , on the ride
I'm dead inside

I fall, i break down 
Off the wall, off the ground
Am I wrong? Am I right?
Fall asleep will i die?
Paranoid of my life
Silent voices , dead inside
Im so low, i get high 
All alone , in my mind

On my own where do i go 
My guts glow, in the dark 
Lost my mind in the park 
Take my time , make my mark
Patient , patient wit time 
Wastin , wastin my time
On the edge , on the ride
I'm dead inside

ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ! (ᴘʀᴏᴅ. ʙʏ ᴢʙᴇᴀᴛᴢ)

Beautiful Devil (prod. By Boyfifty)

Lyrics

Smoking cigarettes on the roof
You look so pretty and I love this view
We fell in love in October
That's why, I love fall
Looking at the stars
Admiring from afar


 U aint the same . & i think that's sick
Scars on ur body, the scabs that u pick.
Said that ur ugly ain't that a bitch 
Cuz i think ur beautiful

Cut urself , blood out the vain 
Luv urself , don't live in vain
Stare at the ceiling as u play wit life
Ik u 2 well i c the 
Pain in ur eyes
Ik u wanna die
I won't runaway *2 cuz i 
I wont judge the way u r
Beautiful soul but a broken heart
&fallin 4u i fell apart

Smoking cigarettes on the roof
You look so pretty and I love this view
We fell in love in October
That's why, I love fall
Looking at the stars
Admiring from afar

October! *girl in red (Prod. By boyfifty)

Lyrics 

I’ll find a way around 
I get sad pls don’t mind it

Yk I’ll find a way *2 
I’ll find a way *2 
A way that I feel 

I look all ovr . 
I’m in the dark, I got my heart out 
Play wit me & u get down

Hearts been broken I have reasons
Tell me lies , don’t believe it 
I’m in the bad now 
Yeah I will get out 

I’ll find a way around 
I get sad pls don’t mind it

Yk I’ll find a way *2 
I’ll find a way *2 
A way that I feel 

I wish I could start ovr 
I’m walking on a tightrope 
October passed me by
I live this life but idkk
Y I do the things I do 
Y I can’t stop lovin u 
I get stuck in my head
Yk I’ll find a wayy

I’ll find a way around 
I get sad pls don’t mind it

Yk I’ll find a way *2 
I’ll find a way *2 
A way that I feel 

I’ll find a way around 
I get sad pls don’t mind it *2

I’ll Find A Way! (Prod. By Boyfifty)

Lyrics

In my head ill b ok. Losing it ill b ok .
In my head . in my mind i stay

Now is the time. I've been waitin , I've been patient .
Now is the time. Make all the money yk i stack it 
Make all the money gotta have it

I write, my life. I put it all down, put it all down
Now is the time*3

Write all my feelings & struggles in life
All of my demons i look in the eyes
Said I won't make it . that's doubt
Yk i'll find a way out
Try ur best 2 take me down 
Let them talk , i let them talk
It b loud jus like weed 
Roll it up that's all i need
In my head is out of space
Live inside , i live inside
Think 2 much im at the bottom
I have friends but i don't call them

In my own wrld . i live inside & its hard 2 leave
& it's hard 2 leave…

Now! (Prod. By Boyfifty)

💗💗💗

Lyrics 

I try 2 open up . Idk what I’m doin 
I think I’ve fallen in luv , I hope that I don’t lose it. 

If I gave u the moon .
that shows I luv u 
Stay here wit me , not perfect, ur worth it , I’ll do it
I’ll b more open & tell u my life 
I’ll do it*2
If we ain’t 2gether then I don’t wanna live this life . 
I get so lost in my head , in my mind
Down & out , up & down
I’ll find a way

I’ll find a way 2 luv u right . 
( yk I’ll find it )
I’ll find a way 2 keep u mine .
( yk I’ll find it )

By doin the things u want me 2 do 
( I’ll find a way around it ) 
I won’t stop caring abt u 
( won’t do it - it ) 

I’ll open up *2 
I’ll do it 4u ( I’ll find another way ) 
Yeah I’ll do it 4 u *2 ….
I’ll do it 4 u

4U! ( prod. By  jxsie beats )

Lyrics

I fall down on my face
& I wont get up
i wannna runaway
yeah im so fed up

all of the drama get stuck on an island 
 running around , running around
im on the bottom , i cant see

Sun is out but the rain inside
I get lost in my own mind
Im not the best but you dont seem2 mind
I live in ur head & u live in mine
Alr , I've been down & out 
Alr  , I'll get up rn
I'll tell u that i am fine
I'll find a way out of my mind

fall down , fall down on my face
fall down on my face. fall down ,  im tryna find a way

I fall down on my face
& I wont get up
i wannna runaway
yeah im so fed up

yeah i wannna run, with u , with u
yeah i wannna run, with u

FallDown! (Prod. By boyfifty)

Don't let go , go . don't let go
woah-awo-ao-oo
Uh yeah
Dont u go &
Dont u go, dont u go & leave me here, leave me here
Broken Heart feels like i
passed away 
woah-awo-ao-oo
Pls dont go *2

Lonely.  I need somebody . tell me, if u need somebody
Dont lie 2 me *2
Cuz I've been running away from the feelings. Thinking abt life , i b looking at the ceiling. Ik it kills , making u wonder. What am I thinking? Thoughts that i ponder
U got ur own , we all alone
Sometimes I don't wanna pick up the phone. 
Stay in my head in the mood that i'm in
&thats fucked up. Im fucked up. 
I'm not the best, i am a mess
If u wanna leave me go ahead
I am dead , say what u want 
Tell me the feels tell me the things that probably kill

Dont u go &
Dont u go, dont u go & leave me here, leave me here
Broken Heart feels like i
passed away 
woah-awo-ao-oo
Pls dont go *2

I feel dead! ( prod. By boyfifty )

💗💗💗

i fall down i get up *
i runaway i hit a wall 
(runaway i hit a wall) 
~
it’s only u that i want 
that i need
incomplete , without u  
in my dreams
in my mind 
i luv u .
say it like i mean it , i want nobody else
the feels that i feel 
yk i nvr had this wit somebody 
go through the bad & you’ll find 
wasted time , time that i wasted 
in my mind
i feel alone , yeah all the time 
i waste my time yeah waste my time 
feeling the worst when luv ain’t there 
said that u hate my i’m still here 
might break my heart but i don’t care 
i don’t… 
~
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