samb (2019)

Nobody Home

A gleam on glass, a promise lightly spoken,
The moments fall, a slow and silent crime.
I sit here on the edge of a day broken,
Lost from the fading traces of his time.
A glassy shrine within my frozen hand,
Where his reflection, mute and still, is held.
A strange and half-believéd, distant land,
That will not open, that remains unspelled.

Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
This echo in the chamber of the soul?
To lose and never have had all control?
Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
A phantom promise falling into dust,
A wilting leaf betrayed by autumn's rust.

The world spins on, indifferent and fast,
A play of faces I no longer see.
An angel, maybe, from a sky downcast,
Looks on and wonders what has captured me.
The irony in glances passing by,
They cannot see the chasm deep and wide.
They cannot grasp the reasons that I lie
In wait for something that has already died.

Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
This echo in the chamber of the soul?
To lose and never have had all control?
Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
A phantom promise falling into dust,
A wilting leaf betrayed by autumn's rust.

Perhaps the test was never him to find,
But just to be, the self I left behind.
The silence grows where promises were spoken,
A brand new world inside of me has woken.
The emptiness becomes an endless space,
And on its shore, I see another face.

Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
This echo in the chamber of the soul?
To lose and never have had all control?
Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
A phantom promise falling into dust,
A wilting leaf betrayed by autumn's rust.
Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
The phantom promise has returned to dust,
And on new ground, I find a different trust.

The screen goes dark. No echo. Not a trace.
I breathe me out. I breathe me in. This space.

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Arrangement and vocals: Volker Redder, Udio, Apple's GarageBand
Loops and samples: Volker Redder, Apple's GarageBand
Editing and sound design: Volker Redder, Ozone 11, Sound Studio, VirtualDJ, GarageBand
Lyrics: Volker Redder, translated with the help of Google Translate
Cover design: Volker Redder, Adobe Photoshop, ChatGPT

Is It Only Waiting?

I won't do it again

Airlips & HeeSoo - Skyline (feat. hyojin Hong)

Lyrics. @Nodsgn
Mix & Master. @Nodsgn
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Verse.1
복잡해지기 싫어 나 좀내버려둬
하루종일 무기력한건 i don't even know
I'm gon' be tired. I wanna be happy
힘내고 있는데 힘내래 뭐 어쩌란거

Chorus
Oh 왜 oh why am i loosing my way
길치도 아닌데 난
내가 바지를 거꾸로 입겠다는데
왜 날 가두려고해
I'm so confused (uh huh)
So confused (uh huh)
I want so simple (uh huh)
So simple (uh huh)

I wanna be happy
I wanna be what i wanna say
복잡하게 말고 제발 난 단순하게 살게냅둬
I'm so confused (uh huh)
So confused (uh huh)
I want so simple (uh huh)
So simple (uh huh)

Verse.2
이건 간단하게 말해서는
되려 고민 거리만 배가 돼
모든걸 다 빠르게 빠르게 혹은
다르게 하는게 남들과 다르게 우대가 돼
이런 당연한 논리를 따라가다
뒤를보면 am i lost in the maze?
무력감에 손 땔까말까 하는 고민도 여러번
두개의 자아는 always fighting

Stop
맺힐 과일이 선악과일지는
i don't know about it
Simple하게 몇수 앞 내다보지않고
미래 예언적인 결과보다 도착하기 전까지의
과정을 볼래
아마 두개의 자아도 근본적으론 그걸 원해
So 싸우지들 마 지쳐가니까
지쳐가니까

Chorus
Oh 왜 oh why am i loosing my way
길치도 아닌데 난
내가 바지를 거꾸로 입겠다는데
왜 날 가두려고해
I'm so confused (uh huh)
So confused (uh huh)
I want so simple (uh huh)
So simple (uh huh)

I wanna be happy
I wanna be what i wanna say
복잡하게 말고 제발 난 단순하게 살게냅둬
I'm so confused (uh huh)
So confused (uh huh)
I want so simple (uh huh)
So simple (uh huh)

오예민! (Sensationally Emotionally Sensitive)

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