tryna find healing.

prod. brayden potts.

fuck a phony bitch, i don’t need that shit
my new girl barely on the gram, need that shit
cause all my ex wanna do is get complimented
should’ve known from the jump she wasn’t complementing
cause two wrongs don’t make a right and i was left alone
she always went exploring every time that we were home
wish i knew what she was looking for, could’ve helped her find it
but i fumbled on the messages that she forgot to hide
and still pushed it to the side, damn, foolish of me
i’m not the type to let shit slide but let you do it to me
i guess i got my karma when i flip it over
cause for the longest time i was giving you a cold shoulder

thinkin bout lost love, when i had you love
now i got new love, and i’m doing better now
i just think it’s funny that, this is how we learn shit
by doing the worst shit, wish we could forget about

and it’s gon hurt alot, learning
take my time, easy
hit the road swerving, 
tryna find healing 
is it always worth it?
looks can be deceiving  
hope this for a purpose
hope that it got meaning

fuck a fake friend, i don’t that need that shit
had to cut my loose ends cause i need that shit
cause they down to pretend if the bets right
until they put me on the mic and i shed light
question bout why my brown friends chase white women
love’em when they ain’t even the right woman
tay like’em hispanic, but they too strong
cause tay just need a bitch that she could do wrong
that’s my bro though, i’m keeping secrets
i’ll never tell your wifey bout that redhead you fucked last weekend
i probably should though, cause she been outta pocket with it
and i got your image sitting in my chopper hidden
i could air this shit out in a minute
fuck a bro code if your bitch wanna go and be a critic
i’m a cynic in the soul and i’m volatile
that mean the kid is prone to blow if you talking wild

and it hurt a lot learning
take my time, easy,
hit the road swerving, 
tryna find healing 
is it always worth it?
looks can be deceiving  
hope this for a purpose
hope that it got meaning

fuck a male figure i don’t that need that shit
my father showed me from the start i don’t need that shit
he hit the dip on my moms, and his two new kids
just like him, he chase drugs and i chase music
to see my momma struggle taught how to cherish a woman
i took a promise that i would always be there for a woman
i tell my brother from another to address his trauma
looking everywhere for guidance, he forget his mama
how you worried bout a papa with potatoes on the table
what he ever gon teach you bout showing mama you grateful
all he left you with was shame, and it’s you to blame
cause everybody give you love and you refuse to change
like if you gotta stay the same, what you tryna to prove?
i’m about to smack the shit out you if you acting rude
if you really tryna connect, better give me some respect
you could keep on doing wrong or just try come correct

know it hurt a lot learning
take your time, easy,
hit the road swerving, 
tryna find healing 
is it always worth it?
looks can be deceiving  
hope this for a purpose
hope that it got meaning

take my time

vsteeze