Be Real It Doesn't Matter Anyway

an allegory for a mental breakdown/panic cycle.

fall apart.

HAPPY 1 YEAR OF CYANEKO

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING 

SHOUTOUTS TO: noho, cinna 64, shojoes/autist cat, neoguy, shogun cuquin, lxchee, aniisnonexistant, psychoangel, lotua station and many more (sorry if i missed you out here but i have almost DEFINITELY viewed your profile and i am eternally grateful) 

enjoy this track ig

VS inter-dimensional goddess

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everybody at once screaming death unto the sun
& the moon falls back behind the mark of a thousand guns
let the blood run

balefire! splitting open the sky
dance around in the black rain
cut away ur third eye
death pyre! a thousand miles high
my god is a vampire bleeding me dry

suffocate the thought of fate
now we've got nothing left at stake
blood & sickness drowns the street
while corpse of kings lie at my feet
saturate the air with smoke
we have no mouths & still we choke
bless the comforts of the mask
swallowed by the vorpal mass

just behind my eye it lurks
showing me visions of a blackened end
& every time its me who flirts
with death i bleed out once again

converge on the demiurge
torn from out of time & space
our enemy comes from within
it sleeps behind your mirrored face
one day i will breathe my last 
awaken universal wrath
bless the comforts of the mask 
swallowed by the vorpal mass

fixate on the highest sum 
we suffer for the good of none
hide your face before the worst
and leave us here to bear this curse
one day i will breathe my last 
awaken universal wrath
bless the comforts of the mask 
swallowed by the vorpal mass

vorpal

sympathy3

On 152

ending it once and for all was something i dreamt of doing after you ruined my most treasured moments.

me calling our 'friendship' fractured is nothing but a mere understatement - but i'll keep it at that just so the people know how much you ruined it.

[from new album]

fracture's end

Ya 172

HDWAV 5.1 - SW33TT 3V1L DRR11LLL 0FF1C14L R3M1X LOUIEJAYXX - Unbreakable

Anxiryu drug

∵

i exist too.

aliases: vervid!, ???

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member of:
- Dreamer Records (@dreamer_records)
- Novatone (@wearenova)
- Refractal (@real-refractal)
- KodamaSoft/KodamaSounds (@KodamaSounds)

works appeared/released/featured in:
- "waiting for you" (SuicideSheeep)
- "shimmer" for OGC2023 (Novatone)
- "motionless" for Orbit 22: Liquid Drum and Bass (Novatone)
- "guide me through" for Turkey/Syria Charity Comp (1kaze1)
- "we are dreamers" for The Dreamers 2 - the past. the present. (Dreamer Records)
- "vexation" (Dreamer Records)
- "222bpm breaks to fall asleep to" for Type-A Breakers (kirairi)
- "soulless//manic//delusional" for Endogenic Noise Compilation Vol. 4 (Endogenic Noise Records)
- "synthetic glitchscape" for NEURO NATION 02 (Refractal)
- "nullbreak" for vivid/stasis Chapter 4 (Hajimeli)
- "A New Hope - Left Behind (vervid! remix)" (remix release at Dreamer Records)
- "//:reality=(false)" for Let's BMS Edit! 3 (Zris)
- "tell me" for ECLECTIC RESONANCE Escapism (KodamaSounds, M3春-2025)
- "missing sleep", "thank you for being here." for Locked Rhapsody (OfficialAz3)
- "???" for ??? (???) (releasing july 2025)
- "???" for ??? (???) (releasing october 2025)
- "???" for ??? (???) (releasing october 2025)
- "???" for ??? (???) (releasing october 2025)

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