$UICIDE BLVRD

On the other side(prod.iseeyou)

Callinme

Prod. Lanee
Lyrics:
Uneasy, my stomach's turning around
It's eating itself from the inside out
Tell me, tell me why aren't you proud?
I'm shaking, but you're not gonna calm me down

(am I mistaken?)

Because I thought that it was promised at birth
(I never thought)
My mother's love is something I'd have to earn
(I guess I'm wrong)

So am I wrong for wanting you to acknowledge me?
I guess it's my fault for hating the curse that you laid onto me

oh whys it feel like that I'm always at fault?
I can't stand it I'm alone you're never breaking my fall
I look down to check my phone to see you still haven't called
when will i see you?

I won't make through fall
I hate that I need you
(no matter how hard I try)
( I won't be hearing what I'm waiting for so)

Tell me, tell me why aren't you proud?
I'm shaking, but you're not gonna calm me down

(am I mistaken?)

Because I thought that it was promised at birth
(I never thought)
My mother's love is something I'd have to earn
(I guess I'm wrong)

So am I wrong for wanting you to acknowledge me?
I guess it's my fault for hating the curse that you laid onto me

Why aren't you proud?

Throne (Prod. GAXILLIC)

vvvrything1

(prod. Liminaldream)

concept put in words 
or some words lost in context
tangled mess of worlds
im a mangled mess of nonsense
something isnt real 
is it something that should make sense? 
concept of a feeling 
a thought that i should regret

im wasting away
i dont need no help
i just need to find a way

someone like you
dress up like you
make up like her
but i still look like you

what do i do
this feeling im used to
bleed myself dry
its just something i used to do

concept demo

vvvrything