Every night that I broke on the cold hard floor
made the kid in the mirror say “rise once more“

Every cut that I earned put a flame on my breath.
I was lost in the dark with the fear of death,
but I came out clean with a mind that’s blessed.

I remember all the nights I was stuck in the rain,
tryna stitch up a soul that was leaking with pain.

All the walls in my head felt tight like chains,
but the drive in my heart kept me going again.

Every tear disappeared when I learned my stride.
Now I run with the fire that I tried to hide,
’cause the kid who fell down never fully died.

I don’t wanna cry anymore,
been carrying the weight that my past once wore.
Every dream that I chased felt far offshore,
but I swim through the dark till my lungs get sore.

I was drowning in the smoke with a tongue gone numb,
tryna fight all the thoughts that would make me succumb.

But the voice in my head said “kid, don’t run,”
now I’m writing every scar till the hurt turns done. 

Let the rhythm unfold,
every heartbreak here turned my blood to gold.
All the shit that I took made my heart grow bold,

I don’t wanna cry anymore,
I been learning how to move when the world feels war.
All the steps that I take shake the old decor,
now I stand on the ground that I fought for sure.

If you feel what I feel then you know that phase,
where the nights grow long and you lose that days.
Where the world feels cold in a hundred ways,
till you turn that pain into sharp new blades.

Let the heartbeat snap,
every lie I believed took a swing and cracked.

I don’t wanna cry anymore,
I been learning how to move when the world feels war.
All the steps that I took shook the old decor,
now I stand on the ground that I fought for sure.

VØIDEX - Old Decor (prod. xenshel)

crescent lovechime moody 2006 techniq82 forgeindreams

Forge In Dreams

Whatchamacal Lit

Ken Carson ft destroy lonely - the acronym (skip 1 min)

이노래는제가좋아해서올렷어요

i jump out the face
pop some addy
countin' my racks
i miss my red

i get stressed out
hesitate

stained with red nah
miss my red

all of my opps cant talk
all of my opps cant talk

got a long way to go, 괜찮아
얻은상 들은 써 받침 따위로
balenciaga shade 난 날 숨겨
balenciaga store stress 해소로
moshpit only 넌 낄수 없는곳
moshpit only 넌 낄수 없는곳

한국차 두대를 타고서 hood back
내 친구들도 똑같지 3 그렌져
새 노래를 만들고서 클럽에
25 YB back in fashion

포기할뻔했던 어저께는
부재중전화처럼 적색
흘려 멋처럼 노란지폐를
이젠 유난히 달라보여 하늘 색
Moneyback We need a umbrella raindance
무지개같이 떴네 IM

i jump out the face
pop some addy
countin' my racks
i miss my red

i get stressed out
hesitate

stained with red nah
miss my red

all of my opps cant talk
all of my opps cant talk

got a long way to go, 괜찮아
얻은상 들은 써 받침 따위로
balenciaga shade 난 날 숨겨
balenciaga store stress 해소로
moshpit only 넌 낄수 없는곳
moshpit only 넌 낄수 없는곳

i jump out the face
pop some addy
countin' my racks
i miss my red

i get stressed out
hesitate

stained with red nah
miss my red

all of my opps cant talk
all of my opps cant talk
억은 내 집에다 둬
억은 내 집을 3층으로 만들지
너가 쫒는거 내 wifey
어떻게 뺏어 너가 내옆 그녀
off to paris 난 purr
hop on my foreign truck

i jump out the face
pop some addy
countin' my racks
i miss my red

i get stressed out
hesitate

stained with red nah
miss my red

키드밀리 - 25 (feat.양홍원)

Night rides, engine hums like a lullaby
City breathin’ slow, I let the minutes slide

Night rides, engine hums like a lullaby
City breathin’ slow, I let the minutes slide
Radio static talkin’ to my bones
I’m alone — but I don’t feel alone

Street signs bend when I pass them by
Neon drips down the corner of my eyes
I move in calm, yeah I keep it composed
But the mirror don’t show me whole

Windows down, thoughts leak out the frame
Every face I pass feels part of a game
They don’t stare too long, still I feel the scan
Like a silent update to a bigger plan

Foot on the gas, heart stay neutral
But my chest keeps knockin’ like it’s brutal
I tell myself: breathe, stay cool
Still the air tastes sharp, like it’s metal and fuel

I been walkin’ straight, no zig-zag lines
Still I feel curves in the timeline
Every move echoes twice behind
Like I’m late to a place I already signed

Like I’m late to a place I already signed

I don’t chase, I don’t hide
I just move while the signs align
If I stop, they close the gap
So I cruise like nothin’s on my back

Lights flicker — shadows stick to my frame
Every step synced up, they callin’ my name
I don’t run, but the distance shrinks
Something breathes every time I blink

Phone goes dead, still I’m online
Every street feels pre-designed
I don’t look back, I keep it tight
‘Cause whatever follows walks in time

I done cut the noise, I don’t need proof
If you feel watched, it’s already true
They don’t kickin doors, they don’t rush
They just wait till you crack from the hush


I move surgical, clean and precise
Every word I drop got weight, not hype
I been quiet, yeah — now I decide
If I’m seen or I fade from the sight


I ain’t paranoid — I’m well aware
There’s a thin-ass line between fear and prayer
I don’t beg gods, I don’t fold them hands
I write my path in a no-man’s land

Pressure sharpens, I don’t break
I compress till the system shakes
If they watch, then let ’em learn
How a calm mind makes the whole world burn

Lights flicker — shadows stick to my frame
Every step synced up, callin’ my name
I don’t run, but the distance shrinks
Something breathes every time I blink

City loops, yeah I know the trick
Stay too still and the wall move in
I don’t panic, I just stay light
‘Cause whatever follow — follows my stride

Engine quiet, night exhales
If they track me, they track my trails

I don’t vanish, I don’t fight
I just move through the dark — precise

VØIDEX - Precise (prod. VEEDY Beats)

Ethanol Lo-Fi

Silence in my head, yeah…
I had to shut it down

It’s time to gettin’ rid of the pain  
Time to move forward, never lettin’ it in  
Never touch my soul, never let it spin  
I built these walls, build it brick by brick  

Too many nights in a war with my mind  
Every thought tried to pull me behind  
I learned control, I don’t beg, I decide  
If it costs me feelings, I’m fine

I don’t let it in, I don’t let it win  
Heart on mute, I don’t feel that spin  
Cut the noise, yeah, I sever the link  
I’m still standin’ here, yeah - i don’t blink

Gettin’ rid of the pain, step by step  
Movin’ forward, no chains, no debt  
If I lose myself, I reset  
I survive, I don’t beg, I don’t break

I don’t the need the saving  
don’t need theire signs  
If I fall, I rise on my own time

If I fall, I rise on my own time

I seen trust turn into a weapon  
Every promise learned how to threaten  
So I stay sharp, never reckless  
Cold decisions, no second guesses  

I don’t chase highs, drown in lows  
I walk the line where the real ones go  
If I feel numb, that’s the cost I chose  
Better than losin’ control

Don‘t let it in, I don’t let it spin  
Pain still there but I discipline  
World stay loud, I’m calm within  
Still alive — yeah, I win

Silence in my head, yeah…
I had to shut it down

I had to shut it down

I don’t let it in, I don’t let it win  
Heart on mute, yeah, I don’t feel that spin  
Cut the noise, yeah, I sever the link  
I’m still standin’ here, don’t blink

Gettin’ rid of the pain, step by step  
Movin’ forward, no chains, no debt  
If I lose myself, I reset  
We survive, I don’t beg, I don’t break

I don’t the need saving  
don’t need theire signs  
If I fall, I rise on my own time

VØIDEX - Shut it down (prod. IL IK)

Last year felt heavier than it should
Too many nights I misunderstood
I was breathin’, but I wasn’t there
Just driftin’ through the cold air

I was passin’ out just to pass the time
Tryna silence thoughts in the back of my mind
Lost myself in the drinks and smoke
Every promise felt like a broken hope

Some days I didn’t see a way ahead
Just a ceiling, walls and an empty bed
I thought this pain would never end
Didn’t know I was bendin’, not breakin’ then

Didn’t know I was bendin’, not breakin’ then

So, If you’re down and you feel alone
If your heart feels heavy on the road
Just know I stood right where you are
In the dark, still dreamin’ of stars

So, If you’re lost right now, it’s okay
You don’t have to know the way
Hold on tight, don’t let it fade
It gets better — not today, but on the way

If you’re ridin’ slow with the windows down
With someone you love, but you’re scared somehow
Just breathe, let the moment stay
You’re gonna be alright one day

Now I wake up feelin’ more aware
Still count stars, but I’m standin’ there
I don’t chase the highs I used to need
I found peace in honesty

Life still hurts, yeah, that’s okay
But I learned how to face the days

Every fall taught me how to stand
Now I trust the road ahead
So, If you don’t see a future yet
That don’t mean it’s not comin’ next

Sometimes hope is quiet and slow
But it finds you when you let it go
If you’re lost right now, stay close
You’re not weak for feelin’ this low

One day you’ll look back and say
“Damn… I made it through that phase”

If you’re ridin’ out into the night
Heart unsure, but it feels so right

Let this song be your sign to stay
It will get better — I swear, someday

Stay with me for a while
You’re not alone tonight

VØIDEX - Stay Tonight (prod. zZodyak)

LOFI HIP HOP - RELAXING STUDY CHILL AND CALM

Warm Static - LoFi Boom Bap  Beats

Coffee & Rhymes - LoFi Boom Bap  Beats

link‘s below ⬇️

self made mix & mastering over my vocals

If no producer is credited, the beat was produced by me

VØIDEX - Precise (prod. VEEDY Beats)

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