I wan be lost inside my head
I wan be lost inside the forest where no1 knows that I’m dead
I wan be lost from all my friends
I wan be lost to everything
The loss is real I can’t pretend 
know what I lost help me find
Help me rise above these thoughts of suicide
You gon need to bring out the light
I’m, I’m , I’m purified
I’m I’m I’m rare to find

Why am I lost when I had been
The lost god lost inside my head
The losses piling up like debts
The loss is just too much to mend
The loss I feel my only friend
The loss is real I can’t pretend 
Saint Anthony always had my side
So Why am I alone in the night
I might have to scream and fight 
It’s all meaningless sometimes

Saint Seris

Date 11/7/2023 
Location: The Black Lodge, Pennsylvania
Time: 7:23
Weather: Warm Shade
Current Event: Schizophrenia


The Man in Black:
Black manhattans passed down the bar
I raised the bar and disappeared
I’d rather move on then grasp at straws
You can have the keys to the door
At some point  you’ll realize who it’s for…
I won’t be there to receive your call
I’ve long since abandoned the hostel you knock upon
Secrets of four a strong chord struck resounds between floors
Welcome to the lounge please remove your religious garb 
We are here to revel in human flaws
Would you like a sip of strong
Something to thaw that oh so frozen heart
Or something to match that bitter hate that seems to always leave you feeling wronged
I think I might just have the remedy for you

Misanthropic headache
Where is the line that separates love from hatred
in hades writing poetry
You ain’t based less you no1 
That’s what I showed em 
Ion got no motive
Naturally rising up the totem
Stop wanting and you’ll grow up
Blessed by my corona
Corazon soldier
Seems I’m all alone tough
I’ll keep walking forward

The Italian Sybarite:
I be with some good friends drinking in the parlor
Smoking on some flower while we eating olives 
How could we have problems prosperous proper
Italian water 
Middle of Autumn
Only spirits inside check your ego at the door bruh
I can see both sides let’s talk about opposites
Grow from the friction have a good argument
Change and be changed return on the deposit

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MEGA MANE (prod RED40)

chad horton (dxe)

Reap what you sow
Everything else for the dogs
Seek out no hoe
Less she bless you wit her soul
Speak what you know 
No more or less my tongue is gold
Pump your chest and grow
We all know best what’s right from wrong

All I am
(Thoth)
All I am
(Thoth)

Looked at myself knew the damage was done
I sacrificed myself for nothing
I just wanted to feel love
But it costed more than none
Lost myself, my friends, my spirits
Why do I cause my own heartache?
Learn move on hold yourself dearest
What once was will always be

Sacred tongue with which I speak 
Bless my lungs with blessed weed
There ain no contesting me
I’m back with a vengeance
Plant new seeds
I’m not asking for reverence
Take what I need
I’ll bask in the essence of my dreams
Contrast the depression with the king
Handle the message cross these seas


Catching glimpses of my higher 
No one else knows a thing
The space in my mind I locked with a key
The mask I put upon my face brings me everything I need
The split between my being resolved when I sing 


Healing involves feeling pain 
Before sealing it all away
Lest it fester in your veins
Let go of all the hate

Reap what you sow
Everything else for the dogs
Seek out no hoe
Less she bless you wit her soul
Speak what you know 
No more or less my tongue is gold
Pump your chest and grow
We all know best what’s right from wrong

Fools Love prod.wolfgang

Gimme ur heart imma eat it up
shawty come here imma beat it up
Gimme ur wrist imma gleam it up
Trust no1 but I trust luv
Healing my cuts one by one
Never give up keep on goin
Will u luhv me when I’m jus bones
Healing feed heal my soul


Thorns on my heart but it can’t stop beating
3 swords in a heart wit a hidden meaning
Start your story n dont stop reading
Glory the part of me u feeling
Purely the art of a prettyngdemon
Sigil my lens that’s how I’m perceiving 
Middle of Zen yin Yang I’m breathing
Simple intent brings me what I needed

Put pearls on your neck u pretty lik a flower
Show me respect Nnn I’ll give u power
Keep our luv blessed Venus in a tower
Healing Sex Blessed Sacral shower 
Ceiling collapsed bring down the sky
Vessel blessed by a spirits eyes
When life gets hard rest up n sigh
Release those stones that weigh u down

Healing Music Movement prod.444jet

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on one

Bored Beat

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