Last Man Standing

17th

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"ashes" originally made 2-22-21

im over my fears

I'm gonna start this very simple and with absolute truth - im not a pedophile. I barely knew the person who called me out, I didn't even know their name, I had no interest in pictures, no interest in finding out who they were irl, the conversations were short and I forgot about them barely a year later, like most conversations I had at that time with strangers. the second time around they reached out, I didn't even remember they were the same person let alone how old they were. the biggest mistake I made was putting myself in a space and community where there was no age control or consideration of anybody's background on a daily basis. i was maybe a year right out of high school, I am not perfect.

I've spent almost every week of the last year attending behavioral therapy, pushing myself through some very dark spaces addressing my own past traumas. I refuse to spill every detail about my life and childhood, but the biggest thing I've learned is that I'm not a self hating monster who purposefully seeks out hurting children. I refuse to be that image people think I am, I've worked so fucking hard this last year to figure myself out and I have no regrets about where I am now mentally. I made mistakes, I addressed them, I'm very proud of how far I've come. I don't care if anyone believes me or forgives me or whatever! have your own mindset, thats perfectly great. I think being tossed out of the communities I had been involved in like trash was infinitely for the better, looking back at how fucking nasty and awful some of those people are. I'm glad I didn't hurt myself and to be honest, I never will and it only gets better from here.

I'm not a monster, I'm going to continue making what I love, and I'll keep working to be a better person despite the ashes in my past. I probably won't continue omnipony other than small tidbits, but for those that know my truth, I'm happy to have you along the journey

god bless✌️

ashes 3.1

shards of nebula - w1tchlxrd X shimaelok prod.(@shimaelok)

SwordsOfConsciousness feat.Shimaelok,,,wolfgang prod. thawicketone

#crest rootkit prod.shimaelok

{{252}} Golem In Claymansion Garden - shimaelok x w1tch (quill)

Feel like I’m Hunk I’m the last man standing
Sigils don’t miss don’t diss I’m doing damage
Riddle me this what’s a rat kings challenge?
3s on 6 on 9s I’m magic

Red eyes gray skies hoods up ace high
Take my hand n walk into the mid night
Shawty so fine look like Jill valentine 
Put respect on six or goodbye 
It’s half past six see a grey sky
I don’t wanna sleep when I get high
Gon express my mind thru the late night
Life n death 2 sides of one tide

#369 Last Man Standing prod.lvgv #hunk #biohazard

(mercenary mix) Last Man Standing prod.lvgv #369 #Hunk #biohazard

Wonder What It's Like

Moon Like a Pearl

(hit the download limit oops)

I went through a very rough time recently. Here's the lyrics:

Look at the sunflower girl 
singing a ballad
Her ukulele drops tears out of ocean skies

With each string she pulls 
another domino falls
But she’ll always rise through a bubble in her mind

I need you to drip freely from the ravine in her eyes

(Why not yet?) x3

Aren’t you out of your fucking mind?
No I’m not ready to fall again
Fall again 
Fall again 
Fall again 
Fall again

sunflowergirl

Reflection Eternal -  Nujabes

http://usblahmeblah.online/interviews/kazami-suzuki
long distance brandy

Distqnce

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