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woke up late again today
cant seem to pull myself away
from this bed
staring out the same old window
as the sunlight comes and goes
till the end
Time passes so slowly
while I am in my room
alone all day
Seems like every feeling
in me is falling down
dont think I can take it
anymore
Time passes so slowly
while I am in my room
alone all day

Drhappy

its gonna be okay
in the very end
yeah ill make lots of friends
maybe i could make amends

but lifes a joke
and ive known that for a while
even when u see me smile 
know ive been down for awhile

I dont know whats wrong
everything seems fine
ive just been down on my luck
maybe i just need to fuck

some sunny day
i'll start anew
i'm not sure jus what to do
i was hoping i could count on u

it's gonna be okay
it's all a dream
ur gonna wake up some time
maybe then ill feel alive

i don't wanna live
i don't wanna die 
when u call out my name
know i am not the same

so i'll take a pill
maybe two
forget about this life
fight another fight

can't stop feeling down
but hey what's new
one day i'll come around
or ill end up in the ground

but who fucking cares
cause nothings real
dig my grave in the dirt
cause nothing fucking hurts

one sunny day (demo)

screaming racial slurs in the middle of an abandoned highschool football field because of a girl

Chords:
C F Em Am

I want to have a Mirror
I'd dive into my own throat
Wipe the Stains;Make it cleaner
I don't wanna choke

I don't know what to do
I've lost my own throat
I'm left choking up the pieces
and nobody hears me now

I'm screaming in the dark without a voice
as I try to find my own wealth
Nobody knows what coming
Nor Do I know Myself

Will you ever see me in a new light that I can share with you?
I don't think- I don't know, what will you do?

I can't Make up my de-cisions (Don't follow me I know nothing
I can't Make up my de-cisions (Don't follow me I know nothing
I know I'm not someone who's Kindly? (I'll try- to be honest with you
but Will you hug me oh so tightly? (But I still don't know what to do

I don't think it's gonna be A-ok
Left in this pit of Rosemerry
Will I ever take off past this clouded mass
or will I forever be stuck in the past

Don't you see what I want to do today
Fall into Eternity the cycles of Entropy
It Remains in my Mind
Nobody sees me or gives me any time
I know it's okay cuz I'm gonna go insane
I know it's fucking worthless to Say Anything
at all but I don't want to Fall~

Rosemary Flight

silly Filk Song that kept repeating in my head when I was playing Helldivers, might finish it... I also wrote my own Helldivers song but Idk if I wanna drop that now

Xenophobia (Bill Sutton Cover)

She Said

I'm Not Supposed To Be Here

One Cannot Function Without The Other (Interlude)

I Don't Wanna Do This Anymore

Always My Fault

It Wasn't Supposed To Be Like This

Everybody Will Be Let Down

Die Alone Cover

The Lions Roar

DO NOT REUPLOAD ANY OF MY STUFF ANYWHERE ELSE, OR ELSE I'LL SEND OUT COPYRIGHT STRIKES WITH 7 DAY WARNING. Please. Just Don't.
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This song is a combination of all of my self-inserts into one grand finale-esk of a song. Ideally a fusion of Friday Night Dustin Perseverance/Broken Reality and Greatness or Death for song structure. This song represents my mental state irl and the suffering I go through daily but I live through even with therapy and stuff. Your choice to enjoy or not. My song anyways. <3
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Aidentiti no sōshitsu = Loss of Identity
Seishinbyō o koete = Beyond Psychotic
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Honest Opinion on a old situation: I honestly never speak upon the situation other than the people I have with. But I absolutely don't give a fuck if anyone doesn't like if I have elements or use the stuff from Cynical/Xynii's music (That I had always had permission to or was given.). His music was amazing no matter what. The ones that done him dirty, congrats on living in the past, I don't support any of you. So I will be grateful and credit his work unlike some people. I held away but kept my opinion formatted. I watched as those who did him wrong start getting away with all these bad things while the actual friend I care about has gotten help and turned life around with the one person who actually cared while others waited for the moment to ruin his life for no god damn reason. Have a nice day fuckers. <3
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Motifs: Greatness or Death, Apathesia X and V5, Memorization/Short Term Memorization, Midnightlazing, Dark Opposition/Formidable Determination, Killed With Kindness, Manic, ZERO, Ain't No Mountain High Enough, Khorosho! + Name_Song.mp3.4½, Harder Better Faster Stronger, Norway V2 (Moscow), ETC 
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Inspired By: Cynical, Set It Off, Friday Night Dustin Musicians.
List of old Self-Inserts:
https://soundcloud.com/zero-xyfer/dark-opposition-formidable-determination-v2-self-insert
https://soundcloud.com/user-509221356/short-term-memorization-v3-memorization-v7-self-insert
https://soundcloud.com/user-733559560/midnightlazing-v3-final-versionre-alterized
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OG Art: https://www.reddit.com/r/OMORI/comments/su66uh/bathroom_mirror_edits
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All credits go to the original creator <3
Please don't re-upload my songs, thank you.

Aidentiti no sōshitsu (Self-Insert) (Original)

Heaven’s Faultline

Reupload account 
I don’t feel like living. Only thing I love is incelcore❤️

https://on.soundcloud.com/fwa34aZJAl2ExwaJT8
My other reupload account

I'm Not Supposed To Be Here

w4str archive

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