everything by me

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All the dolls, on my shelf
All their faces look like you
These four walls, are such a tell
I'm pathetic, and you always knew

Destroying everything I have ever loved
My purgatory, my Midas touch
Ripping flesh from bone in hopes
You'll see me suffer, and pull the plug

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You're an angel, I'm a marytr 
Yet you deserve this more than me
I kept your notes, but it's getting harder
With the whole world shackled to my feet
Well, if I'm alive, you won't be happy
There's so much I can never be
You fragile thing, I'll always love you
But you were never meant for me

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Lie in wait, drunken stupor
Laid out on the hospice floor
Is this my future?
Is this my life now?
For you, I kept my scars adorned
A half dead jester kept around for you
This wilted body was never bulletproof
Succumbing, we've got nothing left to lose
Ripped apart, a nameless grave for two

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You're an angel, I'm a marytr 
Yet you deserve this more than me
I kept your notes, but it's getting harder
With the whole world shackled to my feet
Well, if I'm alive, you won't be happy
There's so much I can never be
You fragile thing, I'll always love you
But you were never meant for me

Forever, and always

i follow back, dm me if u wanna talk.

i have no socials, only here.

max following
Telegram: https:// t. me/trashmaiden

archive/dig
archive since 2022, if something went missing, wave/witch/break/dnb/otaku electronic, i might have it, i archive netlabels/soundcloud profiles

soundcloud dosent let me follow some people or let me like thier tracks, I don't know why ( º ╭╮ º )

￼feeling bored, might kill myself later 😜

Pronouns /she/her￼￼￼
♡ N

Forever, and always

hauntingclaire