obsessed w u baby give u what u want 
saw a twinkle in ur eye baby i know ur just a slut 
shake it all night watch u dancing on my lap
she said she loves my voice i said i love her laugh
her eyeliners smeared on my mf hands 
my body’s her in basement 
ur my entertainment 
watch me hurt my self 
it’ll be so cute 
let’s play doctor

u said u love me i know it’s just a lie 
i can make u so pretty baby kisses on ur thighs 
ur corpse in my fridge i love intrusive thoughts 
fuck it up 4 me bitch i know ur just a thot 

u can be my little pretty thing 
u can be my little pretty thing 
i just wanna cut u up
i just wanna cut u up


oh my god baby look what u did 
now u ended up on tumblr and on the gore sites 
i’ll take u 2 the mall 
do ur hair n ur nails 
i want u looking good 4 when i cut u up 

baby let’s go for a walk fuck it i want u in the dark 
burn a cigarette in my fucking wrist 
i wanna feel something close 2 this 
i just want u so bad 
bitch i fucking love you 

do u wanna hear something so bad 
i fucking cut my self when u make me feel bad 
leave me so fucked up im gonna need a doctor 

obsessed w u baby give u what u want 
saw a twinkle in ur eye baby i know ur just a slut 
shake it all night watch u dancing on my lap
she said she loves my voice i said i love her laugh
her eyeliners smeared on my mf hands 
my body’s her in basement 
ur my entertainment 
watch me hurt my self 
it’ll be so cute 
let’s play doctor

doctor (pixelhood)

@1stress
@xv_l

omg let’s go and slit our wrists 
i know that you love me baby know that u like this
why do you like me
crazy i need therapy
u don’t need me
u complete me
baby u complete me
plz don’t ever leave me
playing russian roulette 
My Love for u plz don’t forget
U make me wanna die I hate u
U give me so much love I need u
black cats and broken mirrors 
I see ur full of terrors
u look so horrified when both our worlds collide

ur so pretty in ur dress
u dont need ur makeup 
i pull up on the scene 
gonna make a scene 
u feel like life a bad dream
u wont ever wake up 
pull the flessh up off her skin u wont ever feel again
yea i caught u talkin down now its time to meet ur end time to meet ur end 
cuz u wont ever feel again ever feel again ever feel again ever feel aagain

im losing my mind idk wut to do
n i fuck up all the time make myself bleed 4 u
cut my name into ur skin ik that u love too
omg lol i lied nevr loved u
im better off on my own
yea im not sorry
n im losing all control
i dont wanna feel my body
i dont need any frends cuz they js forget me
ur the only one i Love baby im so Sorry :(

life's a bad dream ft. stress & rylorie [prod. luvwillow]

@morxthegoth
mixed + mastered by me
lyrics:
i’ll saw my fucking wrists off 
im sorry i’m a fuck up
i’m sorry i annoyed you 
i do not deserve love 
i’m so tired 
of everything in my headspace 
the voices are screaming 
they hurt me, they just want pain 

and i feel useless 
ur so clueless 
cause i’ve been crying 
every night over dumb shit 
i know that i’m stupid 
please don’t abuse it 
like everyone else did 
i really can’t help it

I hate myself and it's your fault

lyriks: 

nothing to lose
and no where to go
big boots and designer clothes
new girls but they all hoes
still can’t get my first show 
x2 

i just wanted to be great
do this shit in my own way
don’t care what my teachers say
i just wanna elevate
soul mind and brain 
the only thing i can’t change
had to laugh through the pain
cuz i have nothing to gain
there’s still dry in the rain 
there’s still mad in the sane
i see truth in the fake 
it’s all fate no mistake 
cant get fixed till i break 
how much more can i take 
poppin pills till i shake
put one more in my drank 

 nothing to lose
and no where to go
big boots and designer clothes
new girls but they all hoes
still can’t get my first show 
x2 

know i made u cry
but do u still miss me :(
know i said goodbye 
but baby would u kiss me <\3
i don’t wanna die 
i want u 2 be with me 
happy that we tried 
but sad to see us splitting :<

nothing to lose
and no where to go
big boots and designer clothes
new girls but they all hoes
still can’t get my first show 
x2 

i just wanted to be great
do this shit in my own way
don’t care what my teachers say
i just wanna elevate
soul mind and brain 
the only thing i can’t change
had to laugh through the pain
cuz i have nothing to gain
there’s still dry in the rain 
there’s still mad in the sane
i see truth in the fake 
it’s all fate no mistake 
cant get fixed till i break 
how much more can i take 
poppin pills till i shake
put one more in my drank

nothing to lose (prod. pixelhood)

note ; this is my worst mix LOL

produced by genshi 
mix @skypebf @1stress @gothlovee
master @1stress 

stress:
i need perfection 
its my obsession 
my girl said she wont slit my throat
shes so protective 
u luv me sm ill b ur obsession 
and u cn b mine 
ur my possession 
all the thoughts up in my mind
SO DISGUSTING!!
nvm bby i j want sum surgery 
i need perfection Ohhhh its obsession 
all these girls tryna copy on my image (yep) 

skypebf:
come n die homicide
slit my wrists like suicide
i don’t wanna c u cry
i don’t wanna say goodbye
bby look me in my eyes
omg i feel alive
omg i feel alive
omg i feel alive

murder suicide
i j wanna fucking die
right by ur side (by ur side)
all u do is lie but i love it
slit ur wrists on live
i’m so o-off it

come n die homicide
slit my wrists like suicide
i don’t wanna c u cry
i don’t wanna say goodbye
bby look me in my eyes
omg i feel alive
omg i feel alive
omg i feel alive <3

@gothlovee
they're so jealous
I feel like paris 
at tha mall 
lets js ball
im perfection
these bitches starin
im infectious 
im so goth
gothlovee gon be famous

stress x skypebf x gothlovee - perfection❤️‍🩹(genshi)

produced by me <3

lyrixx:

my only way to cope, i draw blood from my arms 
carbon monoxide, it’s leaking from the car 
my friends don’t like me & i feel the same way
i would hate me too if i had to see myself everyday 

so i never leave the house, i haven’t seen a mirror now 
i wrote about a hundred notes, and none of them are coming out 
cause nobody deserves to know, for what they did to me 
remember in the winter time to plant me by the black tree 

black tree, black tree 
by the- by the- black tree
black tree, black tree
plant me by the black tree 
black tree, black tree 
by the- by the- black tree
black tree 

my only way to cope, carbon monoxide
my only way to cope, it’s leaking from the car 
my only way to cope, carbon monoxide 
my only way to cope, i draw blood from my arms 

anesthetics, i need it all to go away 
i can’t help it, i want everyone to feel my pain 
i know you won’t though, cause everybody’s all the same 
body drop, gun shot ,,
got one chance to go away 

lock me in a white room, i already told you 
you can’t help me now because i don’t really want to 
going off the edge & i’m gone,, if i don’t wanna live thru pain is it rlly so wrong?

is it really so wrong? 

so i never leave the house, i haven’t seen a mirror now 
i wrote about a hundred notes, and none of them are coming out 
cause nobody deserves to know, for what they did to me 
remember in the winter time to plant me by the black tree 

black tree, black tree 
by the- by the- black tree
black tree, black tree
plant me by the black tree 
black tree, black tree 
by the- by the- black tree
black tree 

my only way to cope, carbon monoxide
my only way to cope, it’s leaking from the car 
my only way to cope, carbon monoxide 
my only way to cope, i draw blood from my arms

Monoxide

prod me

lyrixx:

trying to function, im dealing w something
and you wanna hurt me, or you wanna lie
i'm at my brink , i'm jumping
you tell me something
leaping, i will close my eyes
n i been okay, since u dnt talk 2 me now
(wonder where u been @)
and i still feel pain
i wasted so much time and.
now i wont get tht back 

if it's fuck me then fuck you
can't help me, won't help you
you've been falling over the edge
and who even cares that much, so
all she wants is to b dead 
(x2)

12am, thoughts r racing thru my head
what can i do, i dnt wanna do this again
i toss n turn, i guess ill sleep when im dead
it doesnt help, tht i remember wht u said

used to help me out, where'd you go now?
(wonder where u been @)
and i still feel pain
i wasted so much time and.
now i wont get tht back 

if it's fuck me then fuck you
can't help me, won't help you
you've been falling over the edge
and who even cares that much, so
all she wants is to b dead 
(x2)

Insomnia

prod me

horror; 

you say that 
u say that 
u love me
u love me
so y did 
u leave me
so y did 
u leave me 
bleeding 
all the time
bby 
ur all mine 
bleeding 
all the time
she 
tells pretty lies 

i cant take it anymore 
bloody wrists dance on the floor 
stab me in the fucking throat kiss my heart 
it beats for u 
make me pretty make me choke 
pop a bottle be a hoe 
slit my veins don’t fucking cry 
kiss my cuts to say goodnight 
gore on my hello kitty flip phone 
nose so bloody should we do another line 
throwing up fingers down my fucking throat 
vile all over the place fuck i’m such a fucking mess 

od1;

left me here
now i cant feel u
down some more 
how i dig this blade right
in my skin 
i want u so gone now
all the times i never let u fall down
down down down
its all down from here
you already disappeared

stick a needle in my eye
i cant leave it all behind
all these cuts on to my thighs
i can never get it right

never get it right
bitch im always out of time
i dont wanna hear your lies
every single little time

crush my stupid fucking heart
down all of the tiny shards
turn my flesh into some art
used to never be so hard

I hate myself and it's your fault

hauntingclaire