i feel unhappy rn, i felt happy for a decent period of time and it's the worst feeling when it all comes crashing down .

https://open.spotify.com/album/5UlSFzu9AExMOpEiG2g8Jo?si=DM2DBTsdQkCNLtchX-E91A

Cut Me Down w/ Techna & Syris (Pixel Hood)

@morxthegoth
mixed + mastered by me
lyrics:
i’ll saw my fucking wrists off 
im sorry i’m a fuck up
i’m sorry i annoyed you 
i do not deserve love 
i’m so tired 
of everything in my headspace 
the voices are screaming 
they hurt me, they just want pain 

and i feel useless 
ur so clueless 
cause i’ve been crying 
every night over dumb shit 
i know that i’m stupid 
please don’t abuse it 
like everyone else did 
i really can’t help it

I hate myself and it's your fault

www.poorshame.com

shoutout hauntingclaire for the inspo

I really hate you
Idk wut 2 to
You make me feel like I am such an issue
You make me wanna cry
You makie me wanna cry
I feel like youre just waiting for some other guy
Idk wut 2 do
Because i love you
You are my everything
I cant loose you too
cant lose another one
I thought you were the one
Shoot myself in the face with a loaded gun
I wanna kill myself cuz it sounds so fun
Im a sick guy ive never seen the sun
So im addicted, to your blood
And when i turn, plz dont run
I know i scare you
But i dont want that
Can u plz just help me get my life back
And ill even, take my life
To save yous cuz your my wife
Because i love you
You are my everything
I cant loose you too
cant lose another one
I thought you were the one
Im a vampire i cant look at the sun
So do they hate me
Said im a bad guy
It makes me go insane sounds like such a bad lie
So tell me kill myself free me from this fucking life
Cuz im so cut off from your fucking lies

idk wut 2 do

prod genshi 
mix @1stress @skypebf
master @1stress

@1stress
its gettn way 2 hard i can feel my body rotting 
skeleton in the club (they dont wanna c me) :( 
i cut my body , i rip my flesh out 
jst to match urs (I WOULD RIP MY <3 OUT) (cuz u have no heart lol) 

carvin <3s in my room bby i adore u 
cut my arm cut my face bbygrl i need u
n u can never leave u'd b my lil queen 
highschool princess tell me all ur darkest dreams 


@skypebf
tell me all ur darkest dreams
ya you envy me
ya it’s you n me
ya it’s you n me
i feel so obscene
come n make me bleed
come n make me bleed
come n make me
rip my heart out
tear me into pieces
i’m ur little victim
putting all these drugs all in my system
you n me you and I
slit my wrists like suicide
ur the one i want for life
if u leave i’ll fuckin die

princess + skypebf (genshi)

prod me

lyrixx:

trying to function, im dealing w something
and you wanna hurt me, or you wanna lie
i'm at my brink , i'm jumping
you tell me something
leaping, i will close my eyes
n i been okay, since u dnt talk 2 me now
(wonder where u been @)
and i still feel pain
i wasted so much time and.
now i wont get tht back 

if it's fuck me then fuck you
can't help me, won't help you
you've been falling over the edge
and who even cares that much, so
all she wants is to b dead 
(x2)

12am, thoughts r racing thru my head
what can i do, i dnt wanna do this again
i toss n turn, i guess ill sleep when im dead
it doesnt help, tht i remember wht u said

used to help me out, where'd you go now?
(wonder where u been @)
and i still feel pain
i wasted so much time and.
now i wont get tht back 

if it's fuck me then fuck you
can't help me, won't help you
you've been falling over the edge
and who even cares that much, so
all she wants is to b dead 
(x2)

Insomnia

CUTS ON ME <3

SPOTIFY

CUTS ON ME <3 w/ disoc8

everything by me <3
feature @xxsyris

@w6lker:

wanna be your little puppet,
talk to me, you know i love it
if you can’t text me, i can’t function
i want your hands all over until i vomit
talking to me in my dreams, i’m getting anxious
i know you wanna watch me bleed, 
you couldn’t fake it
got me begging on my knees, like please don’t hate me
i could be the one you need, 
and you should fucking face it

i want your name in my skin, it should scar forever
if you ever fucking die, then we’ll die together
bruise me, touch me, i know what you rly want
overdose, od if you say i’m not the one
something is wrong, asking why can’t she fix me
look what i’ve done, bitch i want you to need me
speaking in tongues, why can’t she hear me
sobbing in agony, i need you dearly

@xxsyris:

ur luv ya its take away depression
ur luv ya u use it as a weapon
u think ur slick but bby i saw that
break my heart cause u think that ur all that
manipulate me date rape me
take me to ur back yard
cmon bby make me
u can cover me in dirt bby bury me
ill leave this earth with u i plead

@w6lker

i want your name in my skin, it should scar forever
if you ever fucking die, then we’ll die together
bruise me, touch me, i know what you rly want
overdose, od if you say i’m not the one
something is wrong, asking why can’t she fix me
look what i’ve done, bitch i want you to need me
speaking in tongues, why can’t she hear me
sobbing in agony, i need you dearly

Passion w/ syris

SHE DOESNT EAT BUT SHE THINKS IM FUCKING APPETISING💋💋
FEATURING @luvwillow
PROD BY ME :P

lyrics:
@disoc8
i've been so fucked up, n i luv the way it feels
n i love fake love, i dnt want it if its real
i deserve 2 fucking rot, fkn pop til i keel
pour it up, pour it up, i dnt evr wanna heal

she doesn't eat, but she thinks im fucking appetising
u in my sheets, bby u can keep on fantasizing
my life is fuckeddd n i think im gonna end it soon
im so caught up.. in these feelings of impending doom

@luvwillow
my life is fucked up, but it is what it is
had 2 call a uber cuz i took like 1000 hits
passing out again bitch yea i feel anemic
i hate when fake hoes wanna talk it makes me sick

got sum different pills in my pockets its a secret
baby tell me was it love or were i a regret
hang me up on the tree, like its chrismas eve
i'm doing drugs in my room alone as i greive

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction or hatred.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
if you cannot process that, just skip the fucking song.
take care<3

feelings of impending doom w/ luvwillow

https://open.spotify.com/track/2LmKhQGhikXQQ4rGfgJEQp?si=fcef77d3511e488e

[@pr6blms]
m0lly in my drink, i got b1tches on my d yeah
i be off the drxgs, in the bar sippin lean yeah
b1tch telling me she want me, when im on the scene yeah
yea got ur b1tch in my dms, i dont give fck u should see it x2

im so fck1n high in the sky, flying like a butterfly
said she wanna fck1n die, in the end its u n i

[@suddendeathovertime]
idgaf
drink inside my cup
chillin in the spot and that bitch she wann fuck
hop up on this song i dont rlly give a fuck
smokin on a blunt and it rlly got me stuck

smokin on that gas (gas)
that bitch shakin ass (yeah)
grabbin money off the floor and i shove it in my pants (swag)

ugg boots on my fuckn feet like a white bitch
vodka in my cup gettn drunk like a white bitch
i got hella swag dgaf if u dont like it
suddendeathovertime i wanna be jus like him

[@niqbo]
She just want my swag cause she know that imma phreshboy
I been popping tags baby since I been a freshman
I can’t fall in love I just fuck for attention
I can’t trust I cant love

Abandon me torture me 
When you were next to me 
What did you expect from me?
Right on time you (you are)
I can’t fall in love I just fuck for attention
I can’t trust I cant love

Im still fucking up
What if im not enough x2

Abandon me torture me 
When you were next to me 
What did you expect from me?
Right on time you (you are)

dancing in the club taking molly with ur girlfriend
i cant get enough baby pour another cup
meet me in the bathroom u can bring a friend
whats ur name she a ten
tell me can I be ur man

NOT ENOUGH W/ SUDDENDEATHOVERTIME + NIQBO

bby i’m just rotting pretty while i wait for u 
there’s blood everywhere but i’m still not scared 
scars in shapes of hearts 
i know u love to see me fall apart 
i close my eyes when i think of u 
and everytime i cut all i see is u 
disgusted when i look at my arms 
suicidal redroom 
pretty pretty princess do ur nails so cute 
sick to my stomach playing w a severed vein 
wishing for a hug just to slow the pain 
scattered in cigarette burns from last night 
i’m just fucking sad bby nothing feels right 
ur so fucking mean i remember crying on the floor 
dissect my body bby kiss me more 
ur a snuff girl the way u adore the blood 
it’s raining outside and i feel so hurt 
sawing thru my limbs for u 
it’s horrormovies bitch id kill for you 
bby i’m just rotting pretty while i wait for u 
lock me in ur fucking basement do u think i’m cute 
pics of me on ur flip phone dead 
ribs still fucking showing bury me in ur bed 
bby do i mean anything to u 
i’m just a pretty corpse chopped up in two 
hold me forever leave a kiss on my chest 
i’ll be hurting with you until my last breath

rotting pretty (kaneda7)

i like the way she slits her wrists she likes the way i slit my throat 
ull see me hanging in my room surrounded by pretty lights 
u would kiss me but there’s no life behind these eyes 
beautiful patterns that i cut into my fucking thighs 
you’d be surprised by how much hurt this heart holds 
im shaking by my self feeling so fucking alone 
i’m hurting till i die slice my vein and fucking cry 
my pretty corpse dances while u tell me ugly lies 
the sound of screaming while my body drops to the floor 
dance dance bby tonight we cut a little more 
bloody hearts traced into my skin i love it 
im boutta black out from all the fucking vomit 
i like the way u do ur hair
i like the way u fuck me up
i like the way i begged for ur love 
i like the way u hid my heart 
i dream of suicide 
i dream of the day i die 
i’m too fucked up 
i feel so fucking scared tonight 
if u held me close while i bled out 
i’d be in love but id still want ur heart now 
im writing love letters to u in the morgue 
chase me thru the woods bby im ur whore 
dressed so pretty for u on the day i died 
did my hair and painted my nails w my blood 
rip me the fuck apart 
i hate this skin so ill slice it up 
chop my limbs in half 
i wanna be perfect 
throwing up im sick 
love my razor slits 
love the fucking stars on the roof while i hang my fucking self