fuckface

Fingertips

Knocked Out

you're going down
you won't be around
when we get back

and you smiled
the kind you haven't in a while
you feel good, and you're not sorry

for things you said
you're being honest
you're not at home in your head
the things you said were always honest
you're not at home in my bed

you lace up, and learn to force your face up, and you head out
afraid that all the abuse that you know will creep behind
and try to find

a new way in
through your skin
til you can't feel anything

so i'm heading back home without you
i just can't live in this room
i'm getting out while i can
i hope to hear that you did too

i wrote you
i'm still devoted to you
i don't know why

i sealed it and brought it for my visit
and set it down on your headstone 

Cold

Wild Flowers

Secrets (Demo)

lyrics:

i think i've had a little too much to drink
my head is getting heavy
i think you've seen a little too much of me
because i see two of you
and you see two of me

last night i was following you home
last night i was mumbling, making tones
last night you were swallowing me whole
last night i was stumbling on your doorway

i'm not drunk i just thought the vine was funny
fuck you
i'm not mad i just thought your face should be bloody
fuck you
my body's turning blue because 
the letter that i read i'd be better of dead
i'm not drunk i swear

and when the door closed i went home
though it was pretty nice out
my hands cold i couldn't check my phone
so i took my gloves off
i think i had a little too much to drink because
i think i said a couple fuckin terrible things

last night i was walking all alone
last night i was dialing up your phone
last night i was speaking to a tone
last night i was stumbling on the sidewalk

[chorus]

oh no.  we did it again.  we broke the rules.

[chorus]

Secrets (Demo)

waitinforthebus