8.) Dirty Laundry (Prod. Ryini)

darkside w/ Zultora (prod. siemspark x perishbeats)

traintracks ft. spud [prod. 2001 x jolst]

sentimental feat epitomeoffailure & Heylee Manzeron

lyrics -
they say i’m okay but they don’t there lying
nothing fucking changed and i’m so sick trying
but i guess we changed, we can’t talk without fighting
walking through these forest, as these stars my only lighting

they tell me your alright
cause they never seen me cry
i’m seeing only gray, u see no color in my eyes
color me useless cause i’ve been it my whole life
i guess i’m not enough it’s just in my design

they say i’m okay but they don’t there lying
nothing fucking changed and i’m so sick trying
but i guess we changed, we can’t talk without fighting
walking through these forest, as these stars my only lighting

they tell me your alright
cause they never seen me cry
i’m seeing only gray, u see no color in my eyes
color me useless cause i’ve been it my whole life
i guess i’m not enough it’s just in my design

just another ogject for u to use
till it broken on the floor collecting dust
till my bone weak could be broke by any touch
cause never fucking eat so i’d look good enough
to be somebody ud love

but i know deep down i’m an machine for ur lust
leave in ur backyard while it rain and watch me rust
watch the drops fall into every cut
n wash away the blood

every night i’m scared i’m gonna die
i over think every lyric that i write
and every thing that say or type
there’s no color in my eyes
color me useless cause i’ve been it my whole life

they tell me your alright
cause they never seen me cry
i’m seeing only gray, u see no color in my eyes
color me useless cause i’ve been it my whole life
i guess i’m not enough it’s just in my design

they say i’m okay but they don’t there lying
nothing fucking changed and i’m so sick trying
but i guess we changed, we can’t talk without fighting
walking through these forest, as these stars my only lighting

color me useless (prod. wisssery & brody)

title track off a super long project i'm making currently

Lyrics:
One more day I should see
All the things we went through
In the love that I share
Like it was all for you

I see everything fall around me
I see inside the kaleidoscope
I’m trapped with no way around it
Just like how would you ever know

I don’t wanna be that guy now
I just don’t like the man i am
So poisoned with the lies
Gathered by the words I hate
It’s so obvious to me
That life is going backwards
Which I have a chance to live
And do so without you

One more day I should see
All the things we went through (without you)
In the love that I share
Like it was all for you

I see everything fall around me
I see inside the kaleidoscope
I’m trapped with no way around it
Just like how would you ever know

I see everything fall around me
I see inside the kaleidoscope
I’m trapped with no way around it
Just like how would you ever know

kaleidoscope.

kaleidoscope. [+ yungspoiler]

lyrics

Bow down to the fucking lord
Blood and guts are on the floor
Broken souls and further more
Leave all virtue at the door
Left to die but won't forgive
All we are is made sin
I can't lie I hate this shit
Tried to die but made to live
always seem to fuck it up
I need help, Its not enough
Doctors think I'm doing well
But lately I'm inside a hell
tried my best but no one cares
My soul is gone, a lonely Stare
Feel the pain, to much to bare
Would you still care, if I was here

Guess it's my fault that you left
Loves a fraud and it's now it's best
To rip my heart straight out my chest
my brain is worse and such a mess
Still alive an barely breathing
I can't seem to fight my demons
Take a look inside my mind
You can tell I'm never fine
Damn goyard why you so sad
Maybe it's the way I am
Shouts out to my mom and dad
Can you hear the shotgun blast
Sorry for what I just said
I know you don't want me dead
Promise me you won't be sad
Heaven knows you will forget
If you hear this song my dear
I'm sorry that I can't be near
Thousand miles of fucking tears
And Id kill just to make your year
till then I can see your face
Even though it brings me pain
You make blue sky's come my way
One day it will be okay if




In The Mind Of Madness

glad you like it lol
luv u scotty <3
Artwork by: @sjsox22

Pisces:
if this a lullaby its eating at my brain
if this a love story then i should keep you safe
if its bout people then i surround myself with hate
i feel incompetent but wont let your heart break
girl just hit me with a comma dont hit me with a K
and im trying everything just so i could make you stay
im tryna tell you that your perfect but you never feel the same
i know you hide it well but i could tell that your in pain

im sorry im not doing well 
i make you cry this feels like hell
your tired eyes im not depressed
but i just live life with a lot of regrets

its hard to even view myself
so im somewhere in the comets on asteroid belt
i could see you on earth i just i hope you doin well
i wish i was doin fine but i had to separate myself

blue blood turned black
i dont even bleed red
doc could prolly save me but im still half dead
i dont even do drugs but my eyes are red
overthinking this entire time its in my head

if this a lullaby its eating at my brain
if this a love story then i should keep you safe
if its bout people then i surround myself with hate
i feel incompetent but wont let your heart break
girl just hit me with a comma dont hit me with a K
and im trying everything just so i could make you stay
im tryna tell you that your perfect but you never feel the same
i know you hide it well but i could tell that your in pain

Hiza:
you can tell im tired from the way my head hangs
and you can tell im broken from the way my speakers bang
you can tell im high when i got all this shit to say
fucking up my sleep cause im lost in outer space
ill fall back down in the middle of the night
crash down like nukes like im really tryna fly
i still smoke up thats why i see through tired eyes
i know you know that imma be alright

Pisces x Hiza:
blue blood turned black
i dont even bleed red
doc could prolly save me but im still half dead
"i just stay doing drugs thats why my eyes are red"
overthinking this entire time its in my head

Pisces:
if this a lullaby its eating at my brain
if this a love story then i should keep you safe
if its bout people then i surround myself with hate
i feel incompetent but wont let your heart break
girl just hit me with a comma dont hit me with a K
and im trying everything just so i could make you stay
im tryna tell you that your perfect but you never feel the same
i know you hide it well but i could tell that your in pain

Lullaby ft. HizaSoGoneXx (Scotty Splash)

ghostsinmyblunt

w/ @aquariiius prod. @pastnight

Lyrics

nothing really matters, nothing matters at all
pain in my chest, whats it all there for
i should end it but i lack resolve 
i should end it but i lack resolve 

things always go bad but how long can it last
got me out of my head, got me back on the gas
from shit down to worse hate the cards i was served
all this pain is a curse, is this shit really worth it

am i really even worth a thing 
cause i don't really want to escape the fate
and i don't feel the love but i can feel the pain
i'm tired of the days that i just sleep all day
so tell me babe am i worth a thing to you
can you ease my pain
i'm treading on but i don't feel to calm
cause none of this really matters when were in the storm
i'm fully charged but you're in charge
now all i ask of you is to tell me that you want me too
is there really one truth (cause i don't get that)
are we all stuck on a loop
and everyone's around just to use (take a step back)
well i won't live that way whats the deal
i will make a wish for you to be my fix
let me exist

nothing really matters, nothing matters at all
pain in my chest, whats it all there for
i should end it but i lack resolve 
i should end it but i lack resolve 

things always go bad but how long can it last
got me out of my head, got me back on the gas
from shit down to worse hate the cards i was served
all this pain is a curse, is this shit really worth it

Worth it w/ aquariiius (prod. pastnight)

@despairintoashes

lyrics:

wakeupbrandon:
Tired of this pain, think I’ve had enough
Used to get high Yea I fell in love 
Killing myself, think I’ve had enough 
Past mistakes, keep catching up

I don’t got time for all those fakes
Wearing no Gucci but yea they snakes 
Spending all my time, yea to decay
I’ve been going hard ya I’m so afraid

Shoot my brains, let the glock buss 
I’m so high, off the school bus 
Bad emotions, this is too much
Everybody tell me that’s too much 

Please don’t worry, I don’t need saving
I’m just worried, you don’t need to save me

Drowning in my problems, nothing’s helping 
I can’t escape but maybe you can help me
Afraid I might od, sobers very lonely
I don’t like living, wish somebody told me

despairintoashes:
help me, I cant breathe 
I've been feeling to weak were's my hopes and dreams
I cant see what to believe, demons in my mind
I know I'm a waste a time, can you give my life back to me

I'm not perfect, I'm not fine
I'm just a waste of time, getting tired of my life
I always wanna cry, let me sleep in tonight
I don't really know what's true, alright

i've had enough (ft: despairintoashes)(prod. tundrabeats)

wakeupbrandon

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