Sierra Bonding

Variations On It's Changing Me

This is a demo of a brand new tune about depression and anxiety.

Downcast

            Chorus

Ive been downcast for so long

Im afraid Ill feel this way forever
            verses
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I am the pen without the page

I am the fighter

Without the rage

I am a lion in a cage

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I am the heart without the head

I am the wisdom

Never said

I am the pardon never read

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I am the sickness in the blood

I am the fire

And the flood

I am the weakness of the drugs

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I am the freedom never won

I am the dying

To succumb

I am the help that never comes

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I am the fire in the veins

I am desire

Just a kiss

I am the hand that makes the fist

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I am the wound that never heals

I am the hatred

Still it burns

I am the cheek that never turns

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I am the pride before the fall

I am the darkness

Before the dawn

I am the bullet in the gun

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Downcast

So now I confess: yes, I am useless
I never can do what's easy for you
The silent torture of my disorder
It permeates me, it castrates me

I am a soft man, the world is hard and
Through constant demands I've no will to stand
I know the words but I cannot speak out
I know the motion but cannot push on

Will this be counted as virtue or vice when all things are made new
That while I believed in your means, I could not get up on my feet
What are a dreamer's hands to do when there are real houses to build?
Anxiety, failure, and shame will always ever be my name

On and on until we're gone
Or the dawn

entropic

Different Shades featuring Jason Bakes, Garret Velzy, Richard Sullivan, Haiku. Special thanks to Clinton Dogger Mullins, Branden Depriest, and my family along with anyone else that supported me along the way thank you very much.

Whats Your Name?

Lucy is a song written by Andy Wambem and recorded by The Sherman Family which features Walker Sherman and Amanda Sherman. The track was recorded, mixed and mastered by Alex Hart at Golden Kitty Studios. The song was originally recorded for an unreleased EP from The Sherman Family.

Lucy (Golden Kitty Sessions)

Although you're falling down, I want to lift you up. Although you're running out of time, you're still running out of line. I'll never know your broken heart, but if I see you right now, then you are lost and you are on your own. You wanted love, but not right now--not til the sun burns out. You're nothing more than the black heart you own. And under dead and empty skies, though birds be tearing out your eyes, no bloody knee will bend or break, I know. The darkness gathers even now. You're looking out from the inside, still holding onto your lies, and you will scream them even as you burn.

Father Vampire

Rachmaninov - Prelude in E-flat major, Op. 23

I make music. I love my daughters. I think about God.

Downcast

Walker Sherman Music Group

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