master @ldlad

@decaying4u

i cant fucking breathe
its like she's everywhere
in my room
in my phone
in my fucking head

ion even kno
if I fucking luv her
sleep until it hurts yea
wake up n its still there
everything just feels
so fucking heavy
punch walls
break shit
doesnt go away
i think about disappearing
once every day
i dont want these fucking thoughts
i just want her out of my brain
but she's carved in deep
she wont go away
oh,oh
smash the fucking mirror
kill my fucking head yeah
oh,oh
carved in deep
she wont go away
open my phone
her face everywhere
woah woah woah
so u rlly wanna know me right?
all u gotta do is 
knock at my door 2nite
I'll make sure that u stay
I'll wait 4 u to lay
bb come n do it right
if u got no mind

@watchherfadeaway

im gonna fuck her face
cut her up she died today
ure nothing but a fucking slut
hang my body right apart

u treat me like a fuck toy is it just to feel the void
I don't want ur love i jus want to feel the way i used to

bby we r meant 2 b cnt u motherfucking c
bby cut my fucking wings won't u plz jus die 4 me

i got lots of things 2 say
feel so lost bitch dont say shit
cut me open bby
throwing up everywhere

omg its getting fucked up
i could sit there for days n luv ur lies
im crying because of u
watch me die n fucking rot
i 
i feel so gone

no one hears my fucking cries
lovecuts on my fucking thighs
love dies like a fucking dog
overdose n die young x2

lovecuts w/ decaying4u (watchherfadeaway)

prod @soreu_u

lyrics 

i will never

be together w me
but how much times u forgot?
please dont get sick of me
i feel dead like a god

need a martyr, need it bad, rough inside outside its black
veins are black, my corpse a mess, look at me it makes gag
constant pain, i black out, i feel sorry all around
kiss me at the funeral, girl you look so beautiful
circus body all i need, laugh at me it makes me screams
ampethamine, ketamine, be mine, youre all i need
better being buried, instead of saying sorry
and i feel scary, basic is boring
eyes are pouring blood, i hope i was enough
you look so pretty cut, cut me cut me up
dead and sorry, you mean so much to me
girl i want it, i will never leave
youre so precious to me, youre everytyhing i ever wanted
i dont wanna ever eat, i feel so pretty and morbid

dead, they will find me
dead, shes still lying
dead, wont be more crying
life's a picture without lighting
something bad on the way
i think i made a mistake
if there's a sheep there's a prey
we all strong till we break

corpse mess #blackveins (sore)

lyrics

i heard in crystal castles
You are everything i need
knife feels the diferent levels
of your sadness on my skin
everybody rots, and everybody feels alone
liek omg i can feel it on my bones
i dont wanna be a victim, im a victim of my brain
ppl think im lying, jus bcs i cant explain
i be feeling pain, the voices, already forgot
everything is lame, i'll feel better when im gone
they will never listen, they will think im crazy
everybody watching me, feel so fkn shaky
share my bones, i dont wanna feel alone
i dont know where to go, i need help from above

sadness on my skin #sharemybones (ilybeam)

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me
in this fucking mansion, crying on the fucking floor
she jus wanna murder me, bby u a fucking whore
blood is on the mirror, haunted by the poltergeist
he just wanna take my soul, stab me with the kitchenknife

pretty pretty suicide, today i think im gonna die
stalking by the paparazi, camera flashin in my eye
i am full on xtc, bby imma addict
mom jus called the ambulance, omg its tragic

i want u 2 suffer, cuz bby i cant do no more
she jus wanna fuck me, bby u a fucking whore
walking by the cemetary, this is such a scary night
bby i cant feel shit, in my room, im getting fried

cant control my jealousy, i want u for my own
she dont answer while she on her phone
do you really love me? do you really need me?
bottles on da table, do u think im messy?

tnfmb

pretty pretty suicide i dnt wnna fucking cry btc u are so scary
ya u are so crazy cameras flashing in my eyes
paparazzi stalking me cant control my jelousy
cant control my xtc she dnt wanna answear
do u rlly love me do u rlly need me
did u wanna kill me pretty pretty murder
do u wanna kill me you thought i was prtty i think you r ugly

poltergeist feat. tnfmb

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master @ldlad
w my goat @kuscheltierfriedhof

lyrics

@watchherfadeaway

i h8 my life everythings unfair
guess dat promise had a time u don't even care 
bby its a kiss n tell js tell me u wont lie 2 me
kisses on ur chest, won't u b my surgeon?

bitch im left 4 ded tell me dat u luv me
searching 4 me but they nvr found my body
shes in my fucking n she said she wants 2 kill me 
bitch im left 4 ded tell me dat u luvv me x_x

@kuscheltierfriedhof

i dont wanna fcking bleed, bby u're a liar
yuh i cop da xtc and set myself on fire
bby i don wanna leave, i don wanna go
im a fucking zombie bitch these drugs got me slow

i get so fcked up i got molly in my cup
yeah i do em all night, cuz they let me feel loved
i got cuttings on my arms n bruises on my skellington
i dont wanna fcking live so im gonna get a remington

left for dead #unfair w/ vampyrska

https://open.spotify.com/track/1Ai9A59vD5ySiw1vnBKEPN?si=aefab0b7e3a545a9 n all plats but i fucked the file export ahgeashgjshagh itll be fixed :3 ITS FIXED GUYSSSS

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me (@nvrlvdnvr):
yeah, should i die for u
would that get me closer to u?
ur always so far away
ill find u dead by my side one day

i wish i cld give u the love that u need
but i don wanna live n i do drugs jus to feel
gettin fucked wi u in ur room at night
ur eyes so hopeless, terrified
oh fuck, oh fuck, i cnt breathe, ur lifeless body next to me
i promised tha id be forevr by ur side so ill join u by the stars tonight

yeah, all alone now, take the knife out
one last slit on my thigh now
yeah, n then the needle, im gone, yeah
it feels so good, oh fuck, uhh
i can feel ur life again, fuck
ur alive again, yeah

snuff (@m0rbidlikepoetry):
surrounded by thse problems im such a fuck up
im walking alone i dont really gaf
i just let it connect
I got sum drugs in my head
i feel pretty n dead
wit the things that u said
ill keep u safe
ull keep me warm
when we get buried
well look so hot
theres nothing left but bones
ill learn from my mistakes
why did dis pain never went away
ill try always a worst today
im feeling gray i need to pray
im sorry bae wont walk away
i missed the chance so i will behave

forevr by ur side <3

forevr by ur side <3 +snuffcide

prod. JION
yes this is a 3rd reupload im just stupid

it was always your loss
it was always your loss
it always your loss

keep you in my head 
follow me till im dead
i been going crazy in my bed
because of what you said
did you really mean that?
did you really fucking mean that?
wish you didnt, but i cant make you see that
remember all those nights when we stayed up till the morning
discord video call, wake you up, say good-morning
id do anything to get that back
id do anything to get you back



ur loss broke my heart

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sample @virus106934

@virus106934

ты меня не ищи
я страдать и плакать не буду
просто все уходи
скоро я тебя позабуду

ты меня не ищи
я страдать и плакать не буду
просто все уходи
скоро я тебя позабуду

ты меня не ищи
я страдать и плакать не буду
просто все уходи
скоро я тебя позабуду

я не жду от тебя
ласковых слов
за счастье плачу
а была ли любовь?
 
нет не смог ты понять
и не хотел
что всегда лишь себя ты
жалел

ты меня не ищи
я страдать и плакать не буду
просто все уходи
скоро я тебя позабуду

ты меня не ищи
я страдать и плакать не буду
просто все уходи
скоро я тебя позабуду

dont look for me (love dies flip)

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Give You Everything

old open that never made it into K & R

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